LOVE YOUR BODY because it's the only home you've got. Considering how much it died for you, you should do the same. Show it some respect. 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈
Ever since I was 9 I was self conscious about my body. The first time I became fully aware of what I was eating and drinking and how many calories went into my body and how much I exercised. My mum would talk about her weight a lot and being a little girl I think you kind of take that "diet talk" on. I know I did.
I remember looking at the end photo and thinking my thighs looks chubby. I was 9 guys! And i was 43kg or something! Seriously.. 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
As I got older I wanted to look like everyone else. It didn't matter if that was bigger or smaller, I just didn't want my body.
When I wanted to get bigger I would eat junk and not do any exercises, because I saw girls who looked good bigger. But when I did start to get a little bigger, I became really depressed. I started to "yo-yo" it was and endlessly cycle of self destruction.😫
ANYWAY the 2 middle photos were of last year and I was still eating dairy, but I was at my "goal" weight, which was 58kgs! But I was still not happy!
The first photo is from the other day. This is me eating more carbs than ever. I'm exercising 4 days a week.
I'm trying to build my body up, get a bit "bigger" I guess you could call it again. Get something on me! Because I so often see those pics on insta of girls with abs and showing ribs and I used to think "only if that was me". But what I didn't realize is how unhealthy that is!!! Any disorder around food is an eating disorder! No matter what you think. Also abs don't mean your fit! Please remember that.
It doesn't look like I exercise bc i have no shape in my body, but that's okay! I'm building myself up and I'm eating a really heathy diet.
Those photos on insta with girls who have abs and are posed are fake! Truth be told. Young girls cannot look at that and want to be like them bc most likely those pics are either good lighting, photo shop, or posed. It's not real.
You wanna see real? This is real. The first pic💗 the second and this third 👏🏽👏🏽 just tryna find some honesty on here🔎🔎