an online Instagram web viewer

#anorexiarecovery medias

Photos

My dinner last night including a HUGE MOUND OF RICE whAhah no joke it was so good though! My mum isn't here right no so it's my dad and I cooking 💁🏼. He has no idea of portion sizes and sometimes gives me sooo much which can be hard... but his cooking is so good! I'm really thankful that now I can be trusted to actually eat, so I make my own breakfast and stuff and actually enjoy it 🙌🏻. I'm so busy right now so it's v stressful (why I'm not posting much) but on the other hand life's okay right now! Have a good day guys ☺️🙏🏻
. ...
..
.
..
...
....
.....
#recovery #edrecovery #recoveryispossible #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edfam #edfamily #edcommunity #balancednotclean #bethebiggerbully #recoverywin #mentalhealthawareness #prorecovery #realrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #fuckana #gainingweightiscool #edfighter #edsoldier #edwarrior #anafighter #anawho #anawarrior #anasoldier #anarecovery #eatingdisorder #nourishnotpunish
My dinner last night including a HUGE MOUND OF RICE whAhah no joke it was so good though! My mum isn't here right no so it's my dad and I cooking 💁🏼. He has no idea of portion sizes and sometimes gives me sooo much which can be hard... but his cooking is so good! I'm really thankful that now I can be trusted to actually eat, so I make my own breakfast and stuff and actually enjoy it 🙌🏻. I'm so busy right now so it's v stressful (why I'm not posting much) but on the other hand life's okay right now! Have a good day guys ☺️🙏🏻 . ... .. . .. ... .... ..... #recovery  #edrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfamily  #edcommunity  #balancednotclean  #bethebiggerbully  #recoverywin  #mentalhealthawareness  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #fuckana  #gainingweightiscool  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anafighter  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anasoldier  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #nourishnotpunish 
Morning reminder from BALANCE to let go of perfection ☀️
Morning reminder from BALANCE to let go of perfection ☀️
Buon pomeriggio,stelline✨ Oggi pranzo 🍴 tardi (☹️) con:
•salmone grigliato con un goccio di limone 🍋 •50 gr di carote 🥕 •un panino 🥖 tagliato a metà e passato sulla piastra(🤩)
All’inizio il salmone 🐟 non mi piaceva proprio ma poi l’ho messo sopra il panino e...mio Dio se era buono🤩 Una piccola vittoria anche oggi per aver fatto un pasto ‘completo’ di proteine🐟,verdure🥕e carboidrati 🥖 
Adesso vado a studiare storia 📚 (odio storia)
-
-
-
-
-
-
#anafighter #anawontwin #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervousarecovery #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #recoveryjourney #recoveringforlife
Buon pomeriggio,stelline✨ Oggi pranzo 🍴 tardi (☹️) con: •salmone grigliato con un goccio di limone 🍋 •50 gr di carote 🥕 •un panino 🥖 tagliato a metà e passato sulla piastra(🤩) All’inizio il salmone 🐟 non mi piaceva proprio ma poi l’ho messo sopra il panino e...mio Dio se era buono🤩 Una piccola vittoria anche oggi per aver fatto un pasto ‘completo’ di proteine🐟,verdure🥕e carboidrati 🥖 Adesso vado a studiare storia 📚 (odio storia) - - - - - - #anafighter  #anawontwin  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervousarecovery  #recoverywin  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryjourney  #recoveringforlife 
#morning snack eaten at the hospital (pic taken at home)
——————————————-
UPDATE (TW):
As you know two weeks ago, in my last appointment I was threatened to go inpatient if I didn’t gain today. So, I went scared as hell to my appointment. I started Minnie Maud on Monday, and even though it’s been 4 days eating 3000+, something happened. I gained. I finally gained. You cannot imagine my relief.
But I think I gained too much too fast, for the amount I’m eating? I mean I gained 3,4 kg in 4 days. Wtf how is this possible??? I admit I was so scared to go inpatient that I drank a lot of water before the weigh in but still I’m shocked. BUT DESPITE MY GAIN I WILL KEEP FIGHTING BECAUSE I STILL NEED TO GAIN. I STILL NEED TO FIGHT FOR MY ERASMUS IN AUSTRIA AND MY LIFE. I told my doctor about Minnie Maud and she thought it was great she only warned me to stop if my head couldn’t keep up with the weight gain...but I’ll keep doing it until reaching a healthy weight...
OH AND GOOD NEWS!!! I can stop taking my medicine powder and it changed for a dessert supplement (a specific one lool) but at least is better than the powder and tastes better.
Thank you for reading! 🙏🏻
#morning  snack eaten at the hospital (pic taken at home) ——————————————- UPDATE (TW): As you know two weeks ago, in my last appointment I was threatened to go inpatient if I didn’t gain today. So, I went scared as hell to my appointment. I started Minnie Maud on Monday, and even though it’s been 4 days eating 3000+, something happened. I gained. I finally gained. You cannot imagine my relief. But I think I gained too much too fast, for the amount I’m eating? I mean I gained 3,4 kg in 4 days. Wtf how is this possible??? I admit I was so scared to go inpatient that I drank a lot of water before the weigh in but still I’m shocked. BUT DESPITE MY GAIN I WILL KEEP FIGHTING BECAUSE I STILL NEED TO GAIN. I STILL NEED TO FIGHT FOR MY ERASMUS IN AUSTRIA AND MY LIFE. I told my doctor about Minnie Maud and she thought it was great she only warned me to stop if my head couldn’t keep up with the weight gain...but I’ll keep doing it until reaching a healthy weight... OH AND GOOD NEWS!!! I can stop taking my medicine powder and it changed for a dessert supplement (a specific one lool) but at least is better than the powder and tastes better. Thank you for reading! 🙏🏻
Although exercise is not bad for you, doing too much of it is. Your body gives you clues as to what kinds of movement makes sense in your body. REST is a critical aspect of healthy exercise so when your body is sore it's telling you it's time to restore muscle. As I say often, 'with exercise comes responsibility'. LISTEN to your body, it knows what it needs. #overexercise #healthyexercise #soremuscles #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #bedrecovery #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery #compulsiveexerciserecovery #compulsiveeatingdisorder #haes #orthorexiarecovery #bodypositivity #bodypositive #bodyimageawareness #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #yogatherapy #yogaforeatingdisorderrecovery #yogaforallbodies #integratedeating #awarenessacceptanceaurora #witheverybreathanewbeginning #effyourbeautystandards
Although exercise is not bad for you, doing too much of it is. Your body gives you clues as to what kinds of movement makes sense in your body. REST is a critical aspect of healthy exercise so when your body is sore it's telling you it's time to restore muscle. As I say often, 'with exercise comes responsibility'. LISTEN to your body, it knows what it needs. #overexercise  #healthyexercise  #soremuscles  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #bedrecovery  #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery  #compulsiveexerciserecovery  #compulsiveeatingdisorder  #haes  #orthorexiarecovery  #bodypositivity  #bodypositive  #bodyimageawareness  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #yogatherapy  #yogaforeatingdisorderrecovery  #yogaforallbodies  #integratedeating  #awarenessacceptanceaurora  #witheverybreathanewbeginning  #effyourbeautystandards 
Feeling really happy today ☺️I'm really excited for Amsterdam 🇳🇱, I've got a few gigs for this week booked so I'm feeling productive 🎸 and I might be going for a lovely meal with some friends tomorrow 🥂#anorexiarecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anafighter #edfighter #ed #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorderrecovery #recover #recovery #positive #mentalhealth #balancednotclean
What does "recovery" mean to me?? Well, 5.5 years ago when I was admitted to the hospital, recovery was my worst fear. It was being hooked up to machines that beeped when my heart rate got too high or low, and being watched by strangers 24/7 with no escape. It was arguing with my mom, crying about cupcakes, feeling like a burden, etc. I definitely wasn't proud.
But I'll never forget the first time I laughed in recovery. For one simple moment all my worries were gone. I realized that in all the months I spent hating myself, not once had I laughed or genuinely smiled. Although it only lasted a second in the midst of the worst month of my life, "recovery", to me, is about chasing that care-free feeling. Recovery is acknowledging all the negativity and looking past it to find freedom and self acceptance. Eating disorders make it extremely hard to see that even though you aren't perfect, freedom exists in spite of it all. So you gotta stay strong because life is too damn short not to be happy. It DOES get better I promise. 💪🏼🍩💓
What does "recovery" mean to me?? Well, 5.5 years ago when I was admitted to the hospital, recovery was my worst fear. It was being hooked up to machines that beeped when my heart rate got too high or low, and being watched by strangers 24/7 with no escape. It was arguing with my mom, crying about cupcakes, feeling like a burden, etc. I definitely wasn't proud. But I'll never forget the first time I laughed in recovery. For one simple moment all my worries were gone. I realized that in all the months I spent hating myself, not once had I laughed or genuinely smiled. Although it only lasted a second in the midst of the worst month of my life, "recovery", to me, is about chasing that care-free feeling. Recovery is acknowledging all the negativity and looking past it to find freedom and self acceptance. Eating disorders make it extremely hard to see that even though you aren't perfect, freedom exists in spite of it all. So you gotta stay strong because life is too damn short not to be happy. It DOES get better I promise. 💪🏼🍩💓
good morning. starting is off with pre workout peanut butter chocolate overnight oats, that i almost forgot about. all peanut butter, cocoa powder, vanilla, maple syrup, chia seeds, oats and almond milk. #fooddiary #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #foodismedicine #overnightoats
#snack today was My usual bowl😳and gosh i had it pretty early Cause i am on My Way to choir Pratice now so wish me luck👏so it was A Bowl filled with dates, figs, prunes, cashews, almonds, brazil nuts and My fav Dark choc😻i hope you have had an amazing day so far💕 -
-
-
-

#anorexia #edrecovery #edrecoverymeal #aedrecoverywarrior #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #recoverywin #anorexiafighter #gaininglifenotweight #edfam #eatittobeatit #anorexiasucks #edsucks #recoveryishard #anorexicgirl #anorexicrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverymeal #recoveryisworthit #fearfood #anawho #recoveryforboobs #recoveryforthebooty
#minniemaud #makedecembersparkle
#snack  today was My usual bowl😳and gosh i had it pretty early Cause i am on My Way to choir Pratice now so wish me luck👏so it was A Bowl filled with dates, figs, prunes, cashews, almonds, brazil nuts and My fav Dark choc😻i hope you have had an amazing day so far💕 - - - - #anorexia  #edrecovery  #edrecoverymeal  #aedrecoverywarrior  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywin  #anorexiafighter  #gaininglifenotweight  #edfam  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiasucks  #edsucks  #recoveryishard  #anorexicgirl  #anorexicrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverymeal  #recoveryisworthit  #fearfood  #anawho  #recoveryforboobs  #recoveryforthebooty  #minniemaud  #makedecembersparkle 
Breakfast was 1 cup and 1/2 of all bran multigrain crunch cereal with 1 cup and 1/4 of almond milk 😋😋😋 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #edrecovery
My food diary of the day + an unpictured milo and 6 big strawberries ! 💗😍🤗 yes i ate like a lot of fish and pork today and even drank some soup my mom made after a very filling dinner ! 💚💘😇 I even ate 2 bowls of vanilla ice cream today and a big orange cake with 2 cupcakes ! 😊💓🙆 I'm like super duper full now... 🙈  #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexicrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiafood #fooddiary #realcovery #encouragement #bodypositivity #edfighter #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anawarrior #anafighter #edcommunity #recoverywin #edfam #edfamily #prorecovery #fearfood #achievement  #foodisfuel
#anasoldier #edsoldier #edsurvivor
My food diary of the day + an unpictured milo and 6 big strawberries ! 💗😍🤗 yes i ate like a lot of fish and pork today and even drank some soup my mom made after a very filling dinner ! 💚💘😇 I even ate 2 bowls of vanilla ice cream today and a big orange cake with 2 cupcakes ! 😊💓🙆 I'm like super duper full now... 🙈 #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexicrecovery  #recovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiafood  #fooddiary  #realcovery  #encouragement  #bodypositivity  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edcommunity  #recoverywin  #edfam  #edfamily  #prorecovery  #fearfood  #achievement  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #edsoldier  #edsurvivor 
Доброе утро 🌼
Сегодня обещали много снега, но вместо него только туман.
Сейчас должна быть йога, учитель заболел, поэтому ждём замену.
Доброе утро 🌼 Сегодня обещали много снега, но вместо него только туман. Сейчас должна быть йога, учитель заболел, поэтому ждём замену.
I think I’m getting carried away with these summery salads when it’s 6 degrees outside 🙊🤷🏼‍♀️Anyways, on my new ceramic plate⭐️ I have crab meat, fresh avo, cucumbers, sauerkraut + the best BBQ @popchips . My sleep has been SO off lately and I feel like I have lots to do but I’m taking time whenever I can to slow right down + renew my energy or else I feel so drained! Happy Thursday friends 💖 #saladbowl #foodfreedom #foodisfuel #avocadotoast #avocado #londonfood #crab #iifymgirls #intuativeeating
I think I’m getting carried away with these summery salads when it’s 6 degrees outside 🙊🤷🏼‍♀️Anyways, on my new ceramic plate⭐️ I have crab meat, fresh avo, cucumbers, sauerkraut + the best BBQ @popchips . My sleep has been SO off lately and I feel like I have lots to do but I’m taking time whenever I can to slow right down + renew my energy or else I feel so drained! Happy Thursday friends 💖 #saladbowl  #foodfreedom  #foodisfuel  #avocadotoast  #avocado  #londonfood  #crab  #iifymgirls  #intuativeeating 
friendly reminder 🧡
friendly reminder 🧡
Lunching on a big bowl of raw mushrooms, Romaine lettuce, Ketchup, and Hartley’s jelly 😊🥗 Have a lovely day 💕
.
.
.
.
.
.
#ednos #edrecovery #ednosrecovery #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #vegan #veganfood #veganfoodshare #veganrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #pepsimax #body #bodycheck #positivity #negativity #hate #ana #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #adultswithed #anawarrior #anorexiafighter #blog #blogpost
Ce que je vais vous dire, c’est la révélation que j’ai eue il y a quelques jours. Et cette révélation change ma vie.. 💛 Je ne l’ai pas eue toute seule cette révélation, c’est en grande partie grâce à @insupportableperfection (allez voir sa chaîne YouTube, son blog..) ☺️ Alors, depuis quelques années je suis obsédée par la nourriture, et par mon corps. J’ai été anorexique et boulimique. Durant ma période de boulimie j’ai pris 20 kilos. Quand j’ai pris du poids, je me suis dit qu’il fallait absolument que je maigrisse pour ma santé. J’en étais persuadée. Mais comme l’explique si bien @insupportableperfection : ce qui nous ruine la santé ce n’est pas forcément les quelques kilos en trop. Ça va être les restrictions que l’on va s’imposer, les régimes, les programmes alimentaires. Croyez moi s’il vous plaît, je suis passée par les désordres alimentaires et je sais ce que c’est. Vous obstiner à continuer à vouloir contrôler votre poids/alimentation/apparence/santé c’est ce qui va vous ruiner toutes ces choses. Je me suis tellement focalisée sur ces choses que j’en oubliais ma vie. Ma vraie vie. Il y a des choses beaucoup plus importantes... pourquoi ne pas utiliser toute cette énergie que vous gaspillez dans l’obsession alimentaire sans autre chose ? Une association ? Des loisirs ? Des amis ? De la famille ? Et croyez moi, s’investir dans des activités est bon pour la santé. C’est mille fois meilleur que de rester seul à penser uniquement à ce qu’on va manger. Ne comparez pas vos poids. Même pas avec la fameuse IMC. La suite en commentaires 👉👉... #tca#troublesducomportementalimentaire#anorexie#boulimie#hyperphagie#anorexiarecovery#boulimiarecovery#bodylove#bodypositive#newlife#morelove#selfcare#selflove#selfconfidence#bopo#curvy#curvygirls#goodvibes#bonnesondes#beyou#beyoutiful#daretobedifferent#vegan#vegangirl#bepositive#abondance#feminist#bekind#effyourhealthstandards
Ce que je vais vous dire, c’est la révélation que j’ai eue il y a quelques jours. Et cette révélation change ma vie.. 💛 Je ne l’ai pas eue toute seule cette révélation, c’est en grande partie grâce à @insupportableperfection (allez voir sa chaîne YouTube, son blog..) ☺️ Alors, depuis quelques années je suis obsédée par la nourriture, et par mon corps. J’ai été anorexique et boulimique. Durant ma période de boulimie j’ai pris 20 kilos. Quand j’ai pris du poids, je me suis dit qu’il fallait absolument que je maigrisse pour ma santé. J’en étais persuadée. Mais comme l’explique si bien @insupportableperfection : ce qui nous ruine la santé ce n’est pas forcément les quelques kilos en trop. Ça va être les restrictions que l’on va s’imposer, les régimes, les programmes alimentaires. Croyez moi s’il vous plaît, je suis passée par les désordres alimentaires et je sais ce que c’est. Vous obstiner à continuer à vouloir contrôler votre poids/alimentation/apparence/santé c’est ce qui va vous ruiner toutes ces choses. Je me suis tellement focalisée sur ces choses que j’en oubliais ma vie. Ma vraie vie. Il y a des choses beaucoup plus importantes... pourquoi ne pas utiliser toute cette énergie que vous gaspillez dans l’obsession alimentaire sans autre chose ? Une association ? Des loisirs ? Des amis ? De la famille ? Et croyez moi, s’investir dans des activités est bon pour la santé. C’est mille fois meilleur que de rester seul à penser uniquement à ce qu’on va manger. Ne comparez pas vos poids. Même pas avec la fameuse IMC. La suite en commentaires 👉👉... #tca #troublesducomportementalimentaire #anorexie #boulimie #hyperphagie #anorexiarecovery #boulimiarecovery #bodylove #bodypositive #newlife #morelove #selfcare #selflove #selfconfidence #bopo #curvy #curvygirls #goodvibes #bonnesondes #beyou #beyoutiful #daretobedifferent #vegan #vegangirl #bepositive #abondance #feminist #bekind #effyourhealthstandards 
🌟Desayuno🌟
.
🔹porción de angel cake 🍰👼
🔹1/2 🍑 grandote
🔹1/2 yogurt firme sabor vainilla descremado 🍨
🔹pediasure 🍫
.
.
.
#desayuno #breakfast #yummy #healthyfood #healthyeating #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery
If your ED is mad. It means you won 🤗
Eee the sandwhich looks huge compared to me. Stahhhppp jugding me. 
It was noms. I had a nice time. And it was nice to do something social with my mum. She tried somewhere new that she really liked and she enjoyed her food too and that made me extremely happy. Hopefully I can do more things like this in the future. 
Guilt has me bad right now. But it will pass. I will grow and learn to accept recovery. Even if its harder than I ever imagined it would be. 
Just because the calories are unknown doesnt mean It lacks nutrition or its any better or worse for me than if I new those calories. Healing is healing and food is food and we need it to heal our selves. 👊👊👊💜💜💜
#recoverywin #edchallange #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #balancednotclean #healthyishappy #balancedeating #healthy #food #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #caloriesdontmatter #beatana #realrecovery #fuckanorexia #edfighter #edfam #ootd #makeup #brows #lipcolour #depression #nourishnotpunish #strongnotskinny #protein #healthyandbalanced. @reclamationroom
If your ED is mad. It means you won 🤗 Eee the sandwhich looks huge compared to me. Stahhhppp jugding me. It was noms. I had a nice time. And it was nice to do something social with my mum. She tried somewhere new that she really liked and she enjoyed her food too and that made me extremely happy. Hopefully I can do more things like this in the future. Guilt has me bad right now. But it will pass. I will grow and learn to accept recovery. Even if its harder than I ever imagined it would be. Just because the calories are unknown doesnt mean It lacks nutrition or its any better or worse for me than if I new those calories. Healing is healing and food is food and we need it to heal our selves. 👊👊👊💜💜💜 #recoverywin  #edchallange  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anxiety  #balancednotclean  #healthyishappy  #balancedeating  #healthy  #food  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #caloriesdontmatter  #beatana  #realrecovery  #fuckanorexia  #edfighter  #edfam  #ootd  #makeup  #brows  #lipcolour  #depression  #nourishnotpunish  #strongnotskinny  #protein  #healthyandbalanced . @reclamationroom
Challenging lunch today👏🏼👏🏼
#make2018youryear 
I had 2 crumpets with strawberry jam and @pipandnut crunchy peanut butter with grapes, apple and @stoatsporridge blueberry and honey bar 😋😋😋
This was challenging in so many ways but I’m so glad I did it, j was looking at myself today and I wanna gain weight....YES anorexia I wanna gain weight 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 I want to have a bum again and have a figure....
#recoveryisworthit ——————————————-
Yesterday I had a really tough therapy session; we were talking about happiness.....And I realised something I can’t talk about being happy without crying my eyes out as I haven been happy in a long long time 💔💔 And it’s the only thing I want, I want to be able to enjoy my life, we shouldn’t be afraid of being happy as it’s the most human thing ever it’s a normal feeling. 
So I’m #recoveringforhappiness 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery
Challenging lunch today👏🏼👏🏼 #make2018youryear  I had 2 crumpets with strawberry jam and @pipandnut crunchy peanut butter with grapes, apple and @stoatsporridge blueberry and honey bar 😋😋😋 This was challenging in so many ways but I’m so glad I did it, j was looking at myself today and I wanna gain weight....YES anorexia I wanna gain weight 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 I want to have a bum again and have a figure.... #recoveryisworthit  ——————————————- Yesterday I had a really tough therapy session; we were talking about happiness.....And I realised something I can’t talk about being happy without crying my eyes out as I haven been happy in a long long time 💔💔 And it’s the only thing I want, I want to be able to enjoy my life, we shouldn’t be afraid of being happy as it’s the most human thing ever it’s a normal feeling. So I’m #recoveringforhappiness  👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery 
Cheese and lettuce seeded roll, crisps, cucumber, pepper and an apple for lunch. Might head into town for a coffee in a bit surprise surprise 😂
#edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #fightana #beatana #eatingdisorder #food #ednos #edfighter #edfamily #balancednotclean #healthy #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #camhs #inpatient
Haven’t eaten this early in....who even knows how long. I spent so much time fearing being up this early because that means I would have to dedicate more time to eating (disordered thoughts, acknowledged). I’m so happy to start my first day back at school. Aaaaand to be present & mindful for that, I have to fuel myself. Also, I’ve been slacking on my daily banana but I’ve been p good about my daily berries. I got this. 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #EDisafuckboy
Haven’t eaten this early in....who even knows how long. I spent so much time fearing being up this early because that means I would have to dedicate more time to eating (disordered thoughts, acknowledged). I’m so happy to start my first day back at school. Aaaaand to be present & mindful for that, I have to fuel myself. Also, I’ve been slacking on my daily banana but I’ve been p good about my daily berries. I got this. 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #EDisafuckboy 
Roll with cheese and sausage. It's really exhausting to eat, but what must be must be. I hope I keep it in there. I am already full.
#bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anorexia #edfighter #edfamily #edwarrior #anarecovery #recovery #anorexiarecovery #depression #diabetes #diabetestyp1 #diabetic
Tb to my fav kind of lunch a while back! I’m currently really struggling so not posting a lot at the moment but I’m going to do a proper update this afternoon! If anyone’s interested! Had a busy morning have a blood test then meeting my support worker and I’m ready for a nap now! Think I’m going to go for a little stroll and chill till my friend comes over this evening 🌸 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #recovery #nourishtoflourish #healthoverbones #strongnotskinny #gains #girlgains #healthy #health #fitness #positivity #motivation #newday #lifestyleblogger #foodblogger #lunch #throwbackthursday
Tb to my fav kind of lunch a while back! I’m currently really struggling so not posting a lot at the moment but I’m going to do a proper update this afternoon! If anyone’s interested! Had a busy morning have a blood test then meeting my support worker and I’m ready for a nap now! Think I’m going to go for a little stroll and chill till my friend comes over this evening 🌸 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #recovery  #nourishtoflourish  #healthoverbones  #strongnotskinny  #gains  #girlgains  #healthy  #health  #fitness  #positivity  #motivation  #newday  #lifestyleblogger  #foodblogger  #lunch  #throwbackthursday 
**TAKER ON OF THE CHALLENGES** I ACTUALLY ATE LUNCH OUT OMFG! I ACTUALLY DID IT OMFG. STFU EDwyn! 
Anorexia was kicked down today. 
I ate lunch out with my mum. It was absolutely delicious! I had a roast beef, onion, mature cheddar cheese toasted sandwhich! And being the condiment whore I am slavered dijon mustard all over that beauty 👌 extra noms. 
It came with those awesome veg veg crisps (!!) Which I also finished! 
I never ever think to put roast beef on a sandwhich so I got something that wasnt safe. I started always having soup on a thursday so instead of ordering that I got a toasty! You might have won the breakfast battle this morning EDwyn but you lost this one 🖕🏻🖕🏻 It was delicious! I feel so sick because thats so much more bread than I'm used to! But they used the fresh sour dough and its absolutely bomb. They werent massively over facing with thr fillings so it was managable. I had a couple of freak outs and a near out burst about people staring. I got really shakey and anxious and it took me forever to finish. But I had a lovely lunch with my mum and we just talked about decorating the new house. I had a good time 😊 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #balancednotclean #healthyishappy #balancedeating #healthy #food #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #caloriesdontmatter #beatana #realrecovery #fuckanorexia #depression #anxiety #delicious #motivated #saddleworth #sandwhich #recoverywin #nourishnotpunish #strongnotskinny #carbs
**TAKER ON OF THE CHALLENGES** I ACTUALLY ATE LUNCH OUT OMFG! I ACTUALLY DID IT OMFG. STFU EDwyn! Anorexia was kicked down today. I ate lunch out with my mum. It was absolutely delicious! I had a roast beef, onion, mature cheddar cheese toasted sandwhich! And being the condiment whore I am slavered dijon mustard all over that beauty 👌 extra noms. It came with those awesome veg veg crisps (!!) Which I also finished! I never ever think to put roast beef on a sandwhich so I got something that wasnt safe. I started always having soup on a thursday so instead of ordering that I got a toasty! You might have won the breakfast battle this morning EDwyn but you lost this one 🖕🏻🖕🏻 It was delicious! I feel so sick because thats so much more bread than I'm used to! But they used the fresh sour dough and its absolutely bomb. They werent massively over facing with thr fillings so it was managable. I had a couple of freak outs and a near out burst about people staring. I got really shakey and anxious and it took me forever to finish. But I had a lovely lunch with my mum and we just talked about decorating the new house. I had a good time 😊 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anxiety  #balancednotclean  #healthyishappy  #balancedeating  #healthy  #food  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #caloriesdontmatter  #beatana  #realrecovery  #fuckanorexia  #depression  #anxiety  #delicious  #motivated  #saddleworth  #sandwhich  #recoverywin  #nourishnotpunish  #strongnotskinny  #carbs 
Lol I was trying to be cute and put me yogurt in a heart shaped bowl. I think I succeeded.
I’m getting into a routine that feels pretty good. Even with moving back I’ve been able to keep up with my meal plan, and allow my emotions to change knowing that I still have a choice in how I react to situations and feelings. I’m doing well so far. The most important thing for me to do in my life right now is to heal; is to be there for myself in less destructive ways. I AM enough- and I AM worthy; even when my life seems chaotic, or my body image is poor. 
Keep thinking positively and your life will reflect it. 
Have a good day💖
Lol I was trying to be cute and put me yogurt in a heart shaped bowl. I think I succeeded. I’m getting into a routine that feels pretty good. Even with moving back I’ve been able to keep up with my meal plan, and allow my emotions to change knowing that I still have a choice in how I react to situations and feelings. I’m doing well so far. The most important thing for me to do in my life right now is to heal; is to be there for myself in less destructive ways. I AM enough- and I AM worthy; even when my life seems chaotic, or my body image is poor. Keep thinking positively and your life will reflect it. Have a good day💖
I skipped my lunch at school, but ate another piece of the fucking pudding cake. I hate myself so much for not being enough. I hate myself, because I can’t say NO to myself. I feel so fat and ugly right now... i don’t want to be like this 😔 
#anxiety#deppresion#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#ana#realrecovery#hatemyself#hatemyselfsomuch#food#hatefood#ed#edfighter#eatingdisorder#lunch
☀️🌱Good Thursday afternoon to you all! Vegan lunch was cous cous🍛 with some vegetables🥕🌽🌶🥒🍆, Brussels sprouts, fresh red radish🥗 rye bread 🍞 and a mini orange 🍊. What did you have for lunch? 🌼✨
.
.
.
.
#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #fightingana #notproana #edfighter #notafraid #foodlover #healtyfood #healtylifestyle #bodypositive #selflove #vegan #vegetarian #aesthetic #edwarrior #fearfood #calories #strength #thursday #fight #italianfood #food #tasty #italian #anoressiaitalia #edfamily #realrecovery #lunch #foodporn
☀️🌱Good Thursday afternoon to you all! Vegan lunch was cous cous🍛 with some vegetables🥕🌽🌶🥒🍆, Brussels sprouts, fresh red radish🥗 rye bread 🍞 and a mini orange 🍊. What did you have for lunch? 🌼✨ . . . . #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #fightingana  #notproana  #edfighter  #notafraid  #foodlover  #healtyfood  #healtylifestyle  #bodypositive  #selflove  #vegan  #vegetarian  #aesthetic  #edwarrior  #fearfood  #calories  #strength  #thursday  #fight  #italianfood  #food  #tasty  #italian  #anoressiaitalia  #edfamily  #realrecovery  #lunch  #foodporn 
Crucifere in ogni dove! RISO AL CAVOLO VIOLA, GAMBERETTI MARINATI NEL LIMONE, OLIO E PEPE E VERZA RIPASSATA IN PADELLA CON AGLIO, OLIO E TABASCO. Non avevo affatto fame, eh? Avrò strafocato tutto in cinque minuti e ora mi attende il riposo del guerriero! Già sento l'abbiocco impossessarsi delle mie membra! Che qualcuno mi porti il caffè, che devo studiare! 😥🙏🏻
.
🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘
.
@repost_cibosano
@directoroffood
@ihbcommunity
@cucinamediterranea
@cucina_italiana
@campaniafoodblog
@italianfoodbloggers
@italianfoodphotography
@cucina_amata
@secucinatevoi
@cucinate.da.voi
@vaffanfoodofficial
@trovaricetta
@_aroundtheworldsfood
.
.
#buonappetito #pranzo #pranzoitaliano #healthyisbetter #ricetteveloci #sanomabuono #healthyfood #healthyrecipe #cibosano #instaeat #mercoledi #ricettesane #foodlover #yummy #foodporn #foodpost #foodgasm #instafood #diarioalimentare #fitfam #fitfamily #fitblog #fitgirl #fitfoodblog #fitfood #anafighter #anoressiaitalia #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anoressia
Crucifere in ogni dove! RISO AL CAVOLO VIOLA, GAMBERETTI MARINATI NEL LIMONE, OLIO E PEPE E VERZA RIPASSATA IN PADELLA CON AGLIO, OLIO E TABASCO. Non avevo affatto fame, eh? Avrò strafocato tutto in cinque minuti e ora mi attende il riposo del guerriero! Già sento l'abbiocco impossessarsi delle mie membra! Che qualcuno mi porti il caffè, che devo studiare! 😥🙏🏻 . 🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘🍚🍘 . @repost_cibosano @directoroffood @ihbcommunity @cucinamediterranea @cucina_italiana @campaniafoodblog @italianfoodbloggers @italianfoodphotography @cucina_amata @secucinatevoi @cucinate.da.voi @vaffanfoodofficial @trovaricetta @_aroundtheworldsfood . . #buonappetito  #pranzo  #pranzoitaliano  #healthyisbetter  #ricetteveloci  #sanomabuono  #healthyfood  #healthyrecipe  #cibosano  #instaeat  #mercoledi  #ricettesane  #foodlover  #yummy  #foodporn  #foodpost  #foodgasm  #instafood  #diarioalimentare  #fitfam  #fitfamily  #fitblog  #fitgirl  #fitfoodblog  #fitfood  #anafighter  #anoressiaitalia  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anoressia 
#LUNCH 💞 were 3 slices of bread!💕 In recovery you can go through feelings of not knowing what to do. It's easier, safer and more "comfortable" to stay sick..💔 You just follow routines and habits and dont do things that scare you. But then there is also the side of you who knows that you don't want to be sick anymore.😘 You don't want to have the constant battle and struggle in your head. A part of you wants to be healthy, skip the whole recovery part and just wake up healthy, happy and recovered.💖 But you don't know which to choose.... this is basicaly half recovery, but it can be at any time. You might not even have begun recovery and you feel this way, or maybe you are almost at your goal weight but your head hasn't really recovered and so you feel this way, still don't know what to choose.💗 You know what I say? If you don't know what to do, then always choose life.❤No matter what the situation. Choose life.❤ Some would say that if you don't make a choice, then you are still making a choice, for example, if you don't choose recovery you are choosing your illness, and in some sense it's like that!💔 But an eating disorder, or any mental illness isn't necessarily a choice. But recovery is!💪🏼💕 Recovery is a choice you keep making over and over, you keep choosing life and healthy!❤ If you don't, then you are choosing the consequences..💔 Choosing life and health is the choice you should always make. I feel I can't really formulate the words I want to write, the thoughts and what I want to get across really aren't showing through words, would have been better to make a video, haha. But I want YOU all to choose life, recovery and health everyday!!!❤💪🏼 That no matter if it's tough, you still need to make that choice!💪🏼 And when you are struggling, don't know what to do; then it's even more important that you make the choice of wanting to be healthy and keep fighting!💪🏼💕 Recovery is tough, but it won't get easier because you give up!!!😘💪🏼❤
#LUNCH  💞 were 3 slices of bread!💕 In recovery you can go through feelings of not knowing what to do. It's easier, safer and more "comfortable" to stay sick..💔 You just follow routines and habits and dont do things that scare you. But then there is also the side of you who knows that you don't want to be sick anymore.😘 You don't want to have the constant battle and struggle in your head. A part of you wants to be healthy, skip the whole recovery part and just wake up healthy, happy and recovered.💖 But you don't know which to choose.... this is basicaly half recovery, but it can be at any time. You might not even have begun recovery and you feel this way, or maybe you are almost at your goal weight but your head hasn't really recovered and so you feel this way, still don't know what to choose.💗 You know what I say? If you don't know what to do, then always choose life.❤No matter what the situation. Choose life.❤ Some would say that if you don't make a choice, then you are still making a choice, for example, if you don't choose recovery you are choosing your illness, and in some sense it's like that!💔 But an eating disorder, or any mental illness isn't necessarily a choice. But recovery is!💪🏼💕 Recovery is a choice you keep making over and over, you keep choosing life and healthy!❤ If you don't, then you are choosing the consequences..💔 Choosing life and health is the choice you should always make. I feel I can't really formulate the words I want to write, the thoughts and what I want to get across really aren't showing through words, would have been better to make a video, haha. But I want YOU all to choose life, recovery and health everyday!!!❤💪🏼 That no matter if it's tough, you still need to make that choice!💪🏼 And when you are struggling, don't know what to do; then it's even more important that you make the choice of wanting to be healthy and keep fighting!💪🏼💕 Recovery is tough, but it won't get easier because you give up!!!😘💪🏼❤
19:10/Ужин:
Творог обезжиренный 
Кукурузик 🌽 
Супер-сложный и насыщенный день закончился 🎉
Получила кучу хороших оценок ✔️
Прошла 5 км , сожгла 200 ккал ✔️
Супер , завтра ещё и пятница , я наконец после шк домой и пообедаю своём овсянкой с фруктами ❤️
Хорошего вечера вам , пупсята 💋
#foodblog #foodporn #food #dietfood #diet #foodphotographer #foodphoto #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnyfood #meal #mealtime #еда #анорексия #анорексичка #анорексиярекавери #ужин #диета #рпп #фудпорн
19:10/Ужин: Творог обезжиренный Кукурузик 🌽 Супер-сложный и насыщенный день закончился 🎉 Получила кучу хороших оценок ✔️ Прошла 5 км , сожгла 200 ккал ✔️ Супер , завтра ещё и пятница , я наконец после шк домой и пообедаю своём овсянкой с фруктами ❤️ Хорошего вечера вам , пупсята 💋 #foodblog  #foodporn  #food  #dietfood  #diet  #foodphotographer  #foodphoto  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexic  #skinny  #skinnygirls  #skinnyfood  #meal  #mealtime  #еда  #анорексия  #анорексичка  #анорексиярекавери  #ужин  #диета  #рпп  #фудпорн 
Happy Thursday friends! I am on my way to school right now. I realized I never updated you all on my doctors appointment, Tuesday night. So I will try my best to that later today!
-
Breakfast😋—> Canned peach slices, 3 egg white omelette w/ Black Pepper, 2 slices of toast with @smuckersbrand Blackberry jam, @quaker Maple & Brown Sugar instant oatmeal, Black Cherry gelatin, and Caprisun Awesomely Apple juice.
-
I have a test in Social Studies today, so my anxiety is going up, but I hope I do good on it! I also have MAP testing in L.A, so that is also unsettling. I hope you all have a wonderful day, and stay strong!❤️
Happy Thursday friends! I am on my way to school right now. I realized I never updated you all on my doctors appointment, Tuesday night. So I will try my best to that later today! - Breakfast😋—> Canned peach slices, 3 egg white omelette w/ Black Pepper, 2 slices of toast with @smuckersbrand Blackberry jam, @quaker Maple & Brown Sugar instant oatmeal, Black Cherry gelatin, and Caprisun Awesomely Apple juice. - I have a test in Social Studies today, so my anxiety is going up, but I hope I do good on it! I also have MAP testing in L.A, so that is also unsettling. I hope you all have a wonderful day, and stay strong!❤️
Almoço recheado de coisinhas boas 😍
🍴👉 bacalhau cozido com massa tricolor, ervilhas, grão de bico e macedónia de legumes 👌 
Um bom almoço para quem ainda n comeu e até logo 😚
.
.
.
. 
#anorexiarecovery #healthychoices #healthyfood  #healty #food #eatclean #instafood #cleaneating #foodstagram #foodphotography #cleaneating #healthy #realfood #lunch #lunchtime #foodporn #instafood
mittagessen heute war eine große schale porridge mit dem bratapfel quark von exquisa gemischt und darauf noch zwei milchmäuse caramel (gibt‘s bei aldi 🤓) musste schnell gehen und porridge kann man schnell kochen 🤷🏻‍♀️ ich war heute beim wiegen und ich habe es tatsächlich geschafft das erforderliche gewicht zuzunehmen 🙈 das war so eine erleichterung weil ich sonst meinen therapieplatz verloren hätte 🙄 also ist alles gut gegangen und mein kalorienziel ist auch erst einmal ausreichend 😊 das ist noch eine erleichterung weil das bedeutet, dass ich erstmal nicht mehr erhöhen muss.
ich komme ja noch nicht besonders mit der jetzigen menge klar und jetzt nochmal erhöhen zu müssen wäre echt hart. 
essen läuft so weit und auch was die depressionen angeht geht es langsam (aber sicher) bergauf.
das war‘s erstmal.
ganz viel kraft an euch 🌸💕
mittagessen heute war eine große schale porridge mit dem bratapfel quark von exquisa gemischt und darauf noch zwei milchmäuse caramel (gibt‘s bei aldi 🤓) musste schnell gehen und porridge kann man schnell kochen 🤷🏻‍♀️ ich war heute beim wiegen und ich habe es tatsächlich geschafft das erforderliche gewicht zuzunehmen 🙈 das war so eine erleichterung weil ich sonst meinen therapieplatz verloren hätte 🙄 also ist alles gut gegangen und mein kalorienziel ist auch erst einmal ausreichend 😊 das ist noch eine erleichterung weil das bedeutet, dass ich erstmal nicht mehr erhöhen muss. ich komme ja noch nicht besonders mit der jetzigen menge klar und jetzt nochmal erhöhen zu müssen wäre echt hart. essen läuft so weit und auch was die depressionen angeht geht es langsam (aber sicher) bergauf. das war‘s erstmal. ganz viel kraft an euch 🌸💕
For #lunch I had macaroni with tomato sauce and eggs,chicken meat and for dessert I had one chocolate oat cookie and one original one.
*
*
*
*
#food #foodporn #foodie #foodaddict #foodaddiction #foodlovers #eat #eating #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverywin #recovery #ed #edfighter #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #stronger #strong #strongwomen #fighting  #nevergiveup #anafighter  #dessert  #cookies #cookiemonster #chicken #oatmealcookies #pasta #chocolate
For #lunch  I had macaroni with tomato sauce and eggs,chicken meat and for dessert I had one chocolate oat cookie and one original one. * * * * #food  #foodporn  #foodie  #foodaddict  #foodaddiction  #foodlovers  #eat  #eating  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverywin  #recovery  #ed  #edfighter  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #stronger  #strong  #strongwomen  #fighting  #nevergiveup  #anafighter  #dessert  #cookies  #cookiemonster  #chicken  #oatmealcookies  #pasta  #chocolate 
#snack
From yesterday. 😇
#snack  From yesterday. 😇
We talked last night about a lot and there's so much more to talk about but I have the love and support I need to recover I just wish I didn't feel like such a failure.
We talked last night about a lot and there's so much more to talk about but I have the love and support I need to recover I just wish I didn't feel like such a failure.
Someone commented on my little tummy the other day. I had a bit of bloating due to life- AKA eating, drinking etc. Now that comment would've made 17 year old me stop eating for at least a week. Thank god I've found solace in the gym; for my mental health especially. I've gained so much confidence in myself. It's okay to be bloated from enjoying your favourite foods, and it's okay to enjoy a drink or 12 every now and then 💁 I'm a happy girl these days 
#EDrecovery #happylife #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #gymstuff
Someone commented on my little tummy the other day. I had a bit of bloating due to life- AKA eating, drinking etc. Now that comment would've made 17 year old me stop eating for at least a week. Thank god I've found solace in the gym; for my mental health especially. I've gained so much confidence in myself. It's okay to be bloated from enjoying your favourite foods, and it's okay to enjoy a drink or 12 every now and then 💁 I'm a happy girl these days #EDrecovery  #happylife  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #gymstuff 
#dinner
I felt not great so  I was not able to post my dinner. Sorry.❤️
#dinner  I felt not great so I was not able to post my dinner. Sorry.❤️
~Today's nutritious lunch after a long ,exausting day at school😒
~Sweet corn,radish salad,peas ,grilled tofu and a egg white and spinach omlet 🌱and of course,my hearty homemade veggie soup 😇
#food #health #fitness #weightloss #healthyrecipes #vegan #vegetarian #plantbased #photooftheday #followforfollow #likeforlike #love #travel #healthyfood #nutrition #macros #lowcalorie #breakfast #fit #foodporn #loseweight #plants #photo #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #edrecovery #healthy #foodblogger
~Today's nutritious lunch after a long ,exausting day at school😒 ~Sweet corn,radish salad,peas ,grilled tofu and a egg white and spinach omlet 🌱and of course,my hearty homemade veggie soup 😇 #food  #health  #fitness  #weightloss  #healthyrecipes  #vegan  #vegetarian  #plantbased  #photooftheday  #followforfollow  #likeforlike  #love  #travel  #healthyfood  #nutrition  #macros  #lowcalorie  #breakfast  #fit  #foodporn  #loseweight  #plants  #photo  #anorexiarecovery  #prorecovery  #edrecovery  #healthy  #foodblogger 
CHALLENGE ALERT 💕 look at the poly cheesy fried goodness of these arancini balls... so yes I had a bit of a tummy flip, yes I wanted to say no, yes I’m taking a bit of flack from anorexia for it now, but I didn’t wimp out and I challenged myself 👍🏻 (soooo full) #anorexiarecovery #minniemaud
CHALLENGE ALERT 💕 look at the poly cheesy fried goodness of these arancini balls... so yes I had a bit of a tummy flip, yes I wanted to say no, yes I’m taking a bit of flack from anorexia for it now, but I didn’t wimp out and I challenged myself 👍🏻 (soooo full) #anorexiarecovery  #minniemaud 
Zuchinni with cheese,thin bread and the dessert is milkpillows(I have two servings!!)with milk
and vegetarian escalope
#recoverywin#macaron#ed#eating#eatingdisorded#edwarrior#skinni#imc15 #prorecovery#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#depression
#fighting#edbattle#recovery
Ah bon ? C’est censé être un défaut les vergetures ? Je trouve ça beau moi pourtant. 😅 EHOOO, qui que tu sois, tu es belle/beau. Chaque corps est unique, chaque corps raconte une histoire. Par exemple, quand je vois des femmes qui ont accouché et qui disent qu’elles trouvent leur corps moche car elles ont des vergetures, la peau flasque, moi, j’ai juste envie de vous dire : mais putain vous êtes magnifiques. Vos vergetures sont magnifiques. Vos ventres flasques sont magnifiques. Vos ventres qui, ont supporté un bébé pendant 9 mois sont tous magnifiques. Votre peau flasque représente le combat que votre corps a fait pour garder un enfant en lui. Vos vergetures sont la trace de votre grossesse, elles sont vos souvenirs. C’est si beau... ❤️ Ici je parle des femmes qui ont accouché, mais toutes les autres, vous êtes belles aussi. 🌼 J’ai des vergetures et je les adore, même si je n’ai jamais été enceinte, je les trouve belles. J’adore les toucher. Je vous jure. J’adore. ✨ Oh? This is supposed to be a default stretch marks? I find it beautiful me though. 😅 EHOOO, whoever you are, you are beautiful. Each body is unique, each body tells a story. For example, when I see women who have given birth and say that they find their body ugly because they have stretch marks, flabby skin, I just want to tell you: but fucking you are beautiful. Your stretch marks are beautiful. Your saggy bellies are beautiful. Your bellies who have borne a baby for 9 months are all beautiful. Your flabby skin represents the fight your body has made to keep a child in it. Your stretch marks are the trace of your pregnancy, they are your memories. It's so beautiful ... ❤️ Here I'm talking about women who gave birth, but all the others, you are beautiful too. 🌼 I have stretch marks and I love them, even if I have never been pregnant, I find them beautiful. I love to touch them. I swear. I just love it. ✨#bodypositive#newlife#morelove#selfcare#selfconfidence#selflove#bodypositivity#beyou#beyoutiful#bekind#bodylove#effyourbeautystandarts#feminist#daretobedifferent#bopo#happiness#peace#developpementpersonnel#bepositive#abondance#anorexie#boulimie#anorexiarecovery#boulimiarecovery#vergetures
Ah bon ? C’est censé être un défaut les vergetures ? Je trouve ça beau moi pourtant. 😅 EHOOO, qui que tu sois, tu es belle/beau. Chaque corps est unique, chaque corps raconte une histoire. Par exemple, quand je vois des femmes qui ont accouché et qui disent qu’elles trouvent leur corps moche car elles ont des vergetures, la peau flasque, moi, j’ai juste envie de vous dire : mais putain vous êtes magnifiques. Vos vergetures sont magnifiques. Vos ventres flasques sont magnifiques. Vos ventres qui, ont supporté un bébé pendant 9 mois sont tous magnifiques. Votre peau flasque représente le combat que votre corps a fait pour garder un enfant en lui. Vos vergetures sont la trace de votre grossesse, elles sont vos souvenirs. C’est si beau... ❤️ Ici je parle des femmes qui ont accouché, mais toutes les autres, vous êtes belles aussi. 🌼 J’ai des vergetures et je les adore, même si je n’ai jamais été enceinte, je les trouve belles. J’adore les toucher. Je vous jure. J’adore. ✨ Oh? This is supposed to be a default stretch marks? I find it beautiful me though. 😅 EHOOO, whoever you are, you are beautiful. Each body is unique, each body tells a story. For example, when I see women who have given birth and say that they find their body ugly because they have stretch marks, flabby skin, I just want to tell you: but fucking you are beautiful. Your stretch marks are beautiful. Your saggy bellies are beautiful. Your bellies who have borne a baby for 9 months are all beautiful. Your flabby skin represents the fight your body has made to keep a child in it. Your stretch marks are the trace of your pregnancy, they are your memories. It's so beautiful ... ❤️ Here I'm talking about women who gave birth, but all the others, you are beautiful too. 🌼 I have stretch marks and I love them, even if I have never been pregnant, I find them beautiful. I love to touch them. I swear. I just love it. ✨#bodypositive #newlife #morelove #selfcare #selfconfidence #selflove #bodypositivity #beyou #beyoutiful #bekind #bodylove #effyourbeautystandarts #feminist #daretobedifferent #bopo #happiness #peace #developpementpersonnel #bepositive #abondance #anorexie #boulimie #anorexiarecovery #boulimiarecovery #vergetures 
Lunch at college is a peanut butter bagel (I do realise that I eat a lot of peanut butter😂), a smoothie and some crisps🥔🍹🥜I got a blender for my birthday so I made this smoothie before college this morning and it is raspberry, banana and mango🍌I made a spinach, mango, pineapple and kiwi one yesterday too but this one was better👌🏼they are so easy to make and I have loads of frozen fruit too so hardly any mess !!
Lunch at college is a peanut butter bagel (I do realise that I eat a lot of peanut butter😂), a smoothie and some crisps🥔🍹🥜I got a blender for my birthday so I made this smoothie before college this morning and it is raspberry, banana and mango🍌I made a spinach, mango, pineapple and kiwi one yesterday too but this one was better👌🏼they are so easy to make and I have loads of frozen fruit too so hardly any mess !!
I woke up in a good mood. Now I'm in a shitty mood. Getting screamed at is always a nice way to start the day.
I woke up in a good mood. Now I'm in a shitty mood. Getting screamed at is always a nice way to start the day.
Yoghurt with apple 🍎, pear 🍐, banana 🍌, plums, jam, pecans, walnuts, raisins and granola. Having Mommy over for a few days = quick-clean of my room (all dem study notes 😂) and obviously get ready to spoil her from the point she arrives 😊. Hope you're all doing well (new video up soon x)
Yoghurt with apple 🍎, pear 🍐, banana 🍌, plums, jam, pecans, walnuts, raisins and granola. Having Mommy over for a few days = quick-clean of my room (all dem study notes 😂) and obviously get ready to spoil her from the point she arrives 😊. Hope you're all doing well (new video up soon x)
#1 Myself today... Its been a deep question but, I dont know what else to say.... Me

#art #artsy #painter #painting #challenge #myself #deep #anorexiarecovery #cute #anorexiarelapse #girl #mirror #simple #sk #instalike #instaphoto #instapaint #instaart #instartist #centropen #relax #blackandwhite #black
today, im going to start recovering. ive been contemplating this a lot and i ‘think’ im ready. im actually pretty freaking terrified, but ive wasted too much of my life restricting and im just tired of it. recovering is gonna be wayyy harder but hey, it’s gotta be done ▪️
#anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anxiety #bpd #bulimia #bodycheck #coffee #calories #depression #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #fooddiary #mentalhealth #mentalillness #prorecovery #recovery #recoveringfromanorexia #recoveryoverrelapse
today, im going to start recovering. ive been contemplating this a lot and i ‘think’ im ready. im actually pretty freaking terrified, but ive wasted too much of my life restricting and im just tired of it. recovering is gonna be wayyy harder but hey, it’s gotta be done ▪️ #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anxiety  #bpd  #bulimia  #bodycheck  #coffee  #calories  #depression  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fooddiary  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #prorecovery  #recovery  #recoveringfromanorexia  #recoveryoverrelapse 
Lunch today is a peanut butter sandwich 🥪 some tomatoes and cucumbers, an apple and some popcorn!
Lunch today is a peanut butter sandwich 🥪 some tomatoes and cucumbers, an apple and some popcorn!
Long time no post! Calls for a shot of a delicious cheese tomato and pesto sandwich on olive bread I had yesterday as a 'snack'. Well a delayed lunch, I'm just never hungry at the 'right' times I hate having to follow structure it does take enjoyment out of food or taste or being mindful! #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #realrecovery #yum #food #edwarrior #edsoldiers #edrecovery #eatittobeatit
Guys guys guys. I know rolled oats are delish and they can be made into a wonderful creation/Texture but boy...I’m loving Instant Oats lately, granted the texture is completely different BUT the poofeyness you get with the egg whites 😩❤️💯.
I mixed in Peanut butter and 1 egg white and it was perfect if I must say so myself.
I have a Question Guys and feel free for your input below❗️.
What would you like to see more off ? I will put a picture on my story that you can vote on.❤️.
-
-
- ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
#Anorexiarecovery#weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat #Edwarrior #edfree #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #balancednotclean #weightgain #icaniwill #2FabforAna #foodie #Anarecovery
Guys guys guys. I know rolled oats are delish and they can be made into a wonderful creation/Texture but boy...I’m loving Instant Oats lately, granted the texture is completely different BUT the poofeyness you get with the egg whites 😩❤️💯. I mixed in Peanut butter and 1 egg white and it was perfect if I must say so myself. I have a Question Guys and feel free for your input below❗️. What would you like to see more off ? I will put a picture on my story that you can vote on.❤️. - - - ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #Anorexiarecovery #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat  #Edwarrior  #edfree  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #balancednotclean  #weightgain  #icaniwill  #2FabforAna  #foodie  #Anarecovery 
okay so when i was eating 3,500 calories, i had maybe two or three dms that questioned if it was essentially binging. no, it's not. in fact, binging comes in many types: one where you restrict/purge into a vicious cycle, the one where you had it since you were a child naturally, one where you were in recovery and have faced starvation (that, i do not call binging but rather survival mode). how does binging work? well, it is uncontrolled, meaning that you have you no clue of the number of calories in each food and entirely is unplanned. when one binges, it tends to be on random foods (or a mesh of random foods), and these foods are usually the "restricted" types. one prefers to be alone when it occurs and when it does occur, it seems like everything around them stops and he or she is focused on the food. i struggled with it during the days when i overexercised and ate a lot less. i faced it again when i was in extreme starvation
#anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #bulimiarecovery #health #food #lifestyle #fitness #bingeeatingdisorder #i
okay so when i was eating 3,500 calories, i had maybe two or three dms that questioned if it was essentially binging. no, it's not. in fact, binging comes in many types: one where you restrict/purge into a vicious cycle, the one where you had it since you were a child naturally, one where you were in recovery and have faced starvation (that, i do not call binging but rather survival mode). how does binging work? well, it is uncontrolled, meaning that you have you no clue of the number of calories in each food and entirely is unplanned. when one binges, it tends to be on random foods (or a mesh of random foods), and these foods are usually the "restricted" types. one prefers to be alone when it occurs and when it does occur, it seems like everything around them stops and he or she is focused on the food. i struggled with it during the days when i overexercised and ate a lot less. i faced it again when i was in extreme starvation #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #bulimiarecovery  #health  #food  #lifestyle  #fitness  #bingeeatingdisorder  #i 
#lunch today was RICE (!!!) with zucchini, red bell pepper & salsa sauce. Big #recoverywin because rice is one of my fearfoods. And I feel kinda guilty but I did it and I am proud of it!💪
-
I didn't have breakfast and morningsnack again... I don't know why but I can't manage to eat in school the last days...
-
#ed #edrecovery #recovery #edfighter #recoveryisworthit #staystrong #edwarrior #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #edfamily
Porridge oats for breakfast
I was soo bored in that travel, i don't have fun and my sister tell me that probably i get inpatient again...
#eatingdisorderrecover #edfam #prorecovery #anorexia #edwarrior #prorecovery  #fitness #healthy  #ideas #food #comida #recovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder  #nutricion #saludable #anamia #recovery #trastornosalimenticios  #bulimia  #eattobeatit #tasty #edfighter #edsoldier #tca #tcarecover #anarecovery #miarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edworthit #oats
Porridge oats for breakfast I was soo bored in that travel, i don't have fun and my sister tell me that probably i get inpatient again... #eatingdisorderrecover  #edfam  #prorecovery  #anorexia  #edwarrior  #prorecovery   #fitness  #healthy   #ideas  #food  #comida  #recovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #nutricion  #saludable  #anamia  #recovery  #trastornosalimenticios   #bulimia  #eattobeatit  #tasty  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #tca  #tcarecover  #anarecovery  #miarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edworthit  #oats 
Добрый день
На обед:
▪вареники с картошкой и грибами
▪зеленый чай
☕☕☕
Вернулась уже со школы. Устаала. По дороге в школу мы с подругой вели себя, как маленькие девочки и начали скользить по пути. Из-за чего мой смех доносился на всю улицу😄
В школе было 11 человек из 31(?). На русском мы писали самостоятельно упражнения. Мне так не нравится учительница, которая у нас ведет русский язык. В этом году поменялась, все 9 лет я обожала этот предмет, но в этом году у нас поменялся учитель и желание ходить на этот урок просто отпало. Она совершенно ничего не объясняет, сидишь и деградируешь. С прежней мы хоть работали целый урок, но я любила этот предмет, да и преподавателя.
На литературе писали самостоятельную. Надеялась на интернет, но сказали убрать телефоны, а так как мы с подругой сидели практически на первой парте, то списать было трудно. Кое-как смогли списать у одноклассниц, но не на высокую оценку.
Химия, информатика и география были очень нудными, хотелось уснуть прямо на парте.
На аглийском было только четыре человека и мы разбирали текст с экзамена. Хотя он только через полтора года. Да и большей половины класса не было. Было так.. страшно что ли. Вообще я хотела уйти с английского, но все равно осталась и получила 8) Хотя я мало что говорила и не очень хорошо.
Потом с подругой зашли в магазин, я купила себе пару батончиков, а то у меня остался только изюм и пара сосательных конфеток. Надо как-нибудь затащить маму в магазин, а то на перекусы мне уже просто нечего брать, даже фруктов нет.
Сейчас смотрим с сестрой Универ, скоро буду делать упражнения, а после и за английский надо бы взяться.
Удачного дня💕
Как вообще ваше самочувствие? Чем занимаетесь?

#фудпорн #рпп #рппдневник #рппвосстановление #дневникпитания #дневникрпп #анорексияуходи #анорексия #булимия #булимияуходи #фудфото #еда #foodporn #foods #foodblogger #food #diary #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #fooddiary #rpp #восстановление #ип #интуитивноепитание #пп #правильноепитание #завтрак #обед #ужин
Добрый день На обед: ▪вареники с картошкой и грибами ▪зеленый чай ☕☕☕ Вернулась уже со школы. Устаала. По дороге в школу мы с подругой вели себя, как маленькие девочки и начали скользить по пути. Из-за чего мой смех доносился на всю улицу😄 В школе было 11 человек из 31(?). На русском мы писали самостоятельно упражнения. Мне так не нравится учительница, которая у нас ведет русский язык. В этом году поменялась, все 9 лет я обожала этот предмет, но в этом году у нас поменялся учитель и желание ходить на этот урок просто отпало. Она совершенно ничего не объясняет, сидишь и деградируешь. С прежней мы хоть работали целый урок, но я любила этот предмет, да и преподавателя. На литературе писали самостоятельную. Надеялась на интернет, но сказали убрать телефоны, а так как мы с подругой сидели практически на первой парте, то списать было трудно. Кое-как смогли списать у одноклассниц, но не на высокую оценку. Химия, информатика и география были очень нудными, хотелось уснуть прямо на парте. На аглийском было только четыре человека и мы разбирали текст с экзамена. Хотя он только через полтора года. Да и большей половины класса не было. Было так.. страшно что ли. Вообще я хотела уйти с английского, но все равно осталась и получила 8) Хотя я мало что говорила и не очень хорошо. Потом с подругой зашли в магазин, я купила себе пару батончиков, а то у меня остался только изюм и пара сосательных конфеток. Надо как-нибудь затащить маму в магазин, а то на перекусы мне уже просто нечего брать, даже фруктов нет. Сейчас смотрим с сестрой Универ, скоро буду делать упражнения, а после и за английский надо бы взяться. Удачного дня💕 Как вообще ваше самочувствие? Чем занимаетесь? #фудпорн  #рпп  #рппдневник  #рппвосстановление  #дневникпитания  #дневникрпп  #анорексияуходи  #анорексия  #булимия  #булимияуходи  #фудфото  #еда  #foodporn  #foods  #foodblogger  #food  #diary  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #recovery  #fooddiary  #rpp  #восстановление  #ип  #интуитивноепитание  #пп  #правильноепитание  #завтрак  #обед  #ужин 
Mozzarella and chicken flatbread for lunch with my dad in M&S 😍 doing inter house cross country this afternoon which I’m really looking forward to 🙈 think I’m going to start posting again, hope you’re all okay ❤️ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #strongnotskinny
Throwback to last weekend with my family at a Himalayan restaurant. 
These are vegan Momo (or dumplings) and they were absolutely delicious 😍 I am obsessed with anything dumpling. 
If you think all 8 were for me, you are correct.
I’ve been feeling better lately but definitely in need of some rest. 
Planning my move has been de-stressing and I’ve also started to get rid of some clutter. 
I might sell some things on my depop app so be on the lookout for that! 
Off to the gym for my workout before work and then working all day while trying to over caffeinate myself. 
Is it the weekend yet?
Throwback to last weekend with my family at a Himalayan restaurant. These are vegan Momo (or dumplings) and they were absolutely delicious 😍 I am obsessed with anything dumpling. If you think all 8 were for me, you are correct. I’ve been feeling better lately but definitely in need of some rest. Planning my move has been de-stressing and I’ve also started to get rid of some clutter. I might sell some things on my depop app so be on the lookout for that! Off to the gym for my workout before work and then working all day while trying to over caffeinate myself. Is it the weekend yet?