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“We are all at different points on the same path”
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Tonight begins the new month in the Jewish calendar. This month, in the northern hemisphere, is cold and dark for the most part. And yet in the middle, we have Hanukkah. The Festival of Lights. For in the dark, you can find the light. •
We are all on this journey through life together. So, I hope, that even though we can’t always see our own light, that at the very least we can remember that we are lighting the way for those behind us. •
Tonight I have a weird combination of feelings. But I know I will survive them. Because I have before. Even when they feel insurmountable. So. Time to keep on keepin’ on. •
#realrecovery #edfighter #edrecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #roshchodesh #newmonth #judaism #adventure #bethelight #kislev #2fab4ana #onedayatatime #recovery #positivethinking #goodvibesonly #beauthenticallybadass
“We are all at different points on the same path” • Tonight begins the new month in the Jewish calendar. This month, in the northern hemisphere, is cold and dark for the most part. And yet in the middle, we have Hanukkah. The Festival of Lights. For in the dark, you can find the light. • We are all on this journey through life together. So, I hope, that even though we can’t always see our own light, that at the very least we can remember that we are lighting the way for those behind us. • Tonight I have a weird combination of feelings. But I know I will survive them. Because I have before. Even when they feel insurmountable. So. Time to keep on keepin’ on. • #realrecovery  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #roshchodesh  #newmonth  #judaism  #adventure  #bethelight  #kislev  #2fab4ana  #onedayatatime  #recovery  #positivethinking  #goodvibesonly  #beauthenticallybadass 
You’re this human being, with bones and flesh, with a brain, with a voice, with strength, bravery and a big heart. You can’t die today. Even if you haven't found your purpose yet, you're such an important part of this world. Don't let your story end. i promise you, holding on and making it through will be SO worth it one day hopefully. there will be a day that you realise things have started to come together and holding on was worth it. that day might come for me, and i hope it comes for you too. you are doing the best you can some days better than others and that is ok. just know that I am proud of you and you should be too. i love you all ♡ ) #fearfood  #eatottobeatit } #anarecovery  #anorexia#edrecovery #recovery #strongnotskinny #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldier #mentalhealth #edwarrior #depression #realrecovery #ana #eatittobeatit #edfighter #recovering #ocd #bpd #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder
You’re this human being, with bones and flesh, with a brain, with a voice, with strength, bravery and a big heart. You can’t die today. Even if you haven't found your purpose yet, you're such an important part of this world. Don't let your story end. i promise you, holding on and making it through will be SO worth it one day hopefully. there will be a day that you realise things have started to come together and holding on was worth it. that day might come for me, and i hope it comes for you too. you are doing the best you can some days better than others and that is ok. just know that I am proud of you and you should be too. i love you all ♡ ) #fearfood  #eatottobeatit  } #anarecovery  #anorexia #edrecovery  #recovery  #strongnotskinny  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldier  #mentalhealth  #edwarrior  #depression  #realrecovery  #ana  #eatittobeatit  #edfighter  #recovering  #ocd  #bpd  #anxiety  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder 
Night snack was an ice cream and a milky decaf🍦☕️
Goodnight🌙🌟
Night snack was an ice cream and a milky decaf🍦☕️ Goodnight🌙🌟
Hey my lovely #edfamily 💖.
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Here you can see tonight's #nightsnack - the biggest one I had for ages. I also had tons of unpictured frozen strawberries, because I am so in love with them. 😊 And yes, I increased again, although I didn't move as much as usual. But I am worth the food and FOOD SHOULD NOT BE CONNCTED TO ANY KIND OF CONDITION ❗So this #snack was a huge #rcoverywin for me.
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I also had #reeses for the second time in my life and the #cadbury curlywirly for the first time. But I have to admit, that I don't like the consistency because it got stuck on my teeth all the time. Any tips on how to eat them?😂🙈.
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Hope you had a great saturday. 💖
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#recovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #lunch #food  #recoveryispossible #realrecovery #edrecovery #edfam #edfighter #edwarrior #anarecovery #anawho #realrecovery #anorexiarecovery #foodporn #health #healthynotskinny #weightgain #food #foodporn #candy #recoverisworthit #icecream #ice #chocolate
Hey my lovely #edfamily  💖. . Here you can see tonight's #nightsnack  - the biggest one I had for ages. I also had tons of unpictured frozen strawberries, because I am so in love with them. 😊 And yes, I increased again, although I didn't move as much as usual. But I am worth the food and FOOD SHOULD NOT BE CONNCTED TO ANY KIND OF CONDITION ❗So this #snack  was a huge #rcoverywin  for me. . . I also had #reeses  for the second time in my life and the #cadbury  curlywirly for the first time. But I have to admit, that I don't like the consistency because it got stuck on my teeth all the time. Any tips on how to eat them?😂🙈. . Hope you had a great saturday. 💖 . . #recovery  #ed  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #lunch  #food  #recoveryispossible  #realrecovery  #edrecovery  #edfam  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #anarecovery  #anawho  #realrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #foodporn  #health  #healthynotskinny  #weightgain  #food  #foodporn  #candy  #recoverisworthit  #icecream  #ice  #chocolate 
Nightsnack was oatmeal topped with cinnamon and sukrin gold, an apple, a half s’mores questbar, a 400 kcal chocolate nutritiondrink and a cup of yogi lemon detox tea👊🏼 #ed #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #fightingana #recover #recovery #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #weightgain #challenge #challengeyourself #recovertodance #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #trymybest #gettingstronger
I just realized that I grew up to be the ideal tumblr human: eating disorder, drugs and alcohol, cigarettes, fashion, tattoos, cool, a writer, mentally unstable. The whole tragically beautiful shtick. WHY THE FUCK DID I WISH THIS ON MYSELF? It’s okay though I’m okay. My roommate will be off work soon and we are getting dinner together 😊 #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #atypicalanorexia #atypicalanorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexialife #edfamily #selfcare #bipolar #borderline #adultswitheatingdisorders
I just realized that I grew up to be the ideal tumblr human: eating disorder, drugs and alcohol, cigarettes, fashion, tattoos, cool, a writer, mentally unstable. The whole tragically beautiful shtick. WHY THE FUCK DID I WISH THIS ON MYSELF? It’s okay though I’m okay. My roommate will be off work soon and we are getting dinner together 😊 #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #atypicalanorexia  #atypicalanorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexialife  #edfamily  #selfcare  #bipolar  #borderline  #adultswitheatingdisorders 
Hi again lovely people ! #nightsnack tonight is an apple, a mandarin, cherry tomatoes pickles and carrots, Alpro blueberry yoghurt, carrot crisps, Nellie Dellies gelatin free juicy wine gums and half a bar of dark chocolate with sea salt 😋😋😋🙌 #vegan #vegetarian #carbs #carbsarebae #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anafighter #anawho #fuckana #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edfamily #edfam #overexecise #overexercisingrecovery #overexercising #exercise #tca #spiseforstyrrelse
Hi again lovely people ! #nightsnack  tonight is an apple, a mandarin, cherry tomatoes pickles and carrots, Alpro blueberry yoghurt, carrot crisps, Nellie Dellies gelatin free juicy wine gums and half a bar of dark chocolate with sea salt 😋😋😋🙌 #vegan  #vegetarian  #carbs  #carbsarebae  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #edfamily  #edfam  #overexecise  #overexercisingrecovery  #overexercising  #exercise  #tca  #spiseforstyrrelse 
Snack is a granola bar and 1/4 cup of cashews
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It is normal to have a snack. It is human to eat when you are hungry. WE CAN DO THIS
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #notoanorexia #feedtofuel #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #feed #fooddiary #disorder #foodfears #recoverywin #balancednotclean #edfamily #edcommunity #edwarrior #edrecovery #ED #fighttolive #gain #DEATHTOTHEED
I was going to set my alarm last night, so I could be productive today and not waste time in bed and be "lazy" and all that, but then I stopped myself and thought for a second. It's Saturday. Logically there's no reason to set my alarm. I have plenty of time to rest AND finish my work, which means that my mind wanted me to get up early for NO REASON WHATSOEVER, OTHER than the supposed idea that I'd somehow be "lazy" if I didn't. Well SUCK IT anxiety I've been working my butt off all week and now it's time for me to shove it up yours 👊👊👊
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Guess who didn't set their alarm and ended up rolling out of bed after 1:00 pm? ME AHAHHA 😉💥 But I woke up refreshed and ready to SLAY today because I chose to take care of myself instead of giving into the feeling that I can't. Besides, you can't expect to get anything done if you're too tired to keep your eyes open! 😴 Rest is essential, no exceptions 🌛💙💚
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And I did say I was ready to SLAY so I did just that with a yummy bowl of cereal WAHAY 🙆🌟 This is the @kashi cocoa spice cereal and it's sooooo good 😍 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hope you all have a beautiful day and remember to take care of yourselves, you need and deserve it ❤❤ Let's start this weekend right ✨ 
#togetherwecan
I was going to set my alarm last night, so I could be productive today and not waste time in bed and be "lazy" and all that, but then I stopped myself and thought for a second. It's Saturday. Logically there's no reason to set my alarm. I have plenty of time to rest AND finish my work, which means that my mind wanted me to get up early for NO REASON WHATSOEVER, OTHER than the supposed idea that I'd somehow be "lazy" if I didn't. Well SUCK IT anxiety I've been working my butt off all week and now it's time for me to shove it up yours 👊👊👊 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Guess who didn't set their alarm and ended up rolling out of bed after 1:00 pm? ME AHAHHA 😉💥 But I woke up refreshed and ready to SLAY today because I chose to take care of myself instead of giving into the feeling that I can't. Besides, you can't expect to get anything done if you're too tired to keep your eyes open! 😴 Rest is essential, no exceptions 🌛💙💚 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And I did say I was ready to SLAY so I did just that with a yummy bowl of cereal WAHAY 🙆🌟 This is the @kashi cocoa spice cereal and it's sooooo good 😍 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I hope you all have a beautiful day and remember to take care of yourselves, you need and deserve it ❤❤ Let's start this weekend right ✨ #togetherwecan 
#nightsnack is museli, greek yogurt 🍦 and honey 🍯 // feeling like shit tonight as they had to force the medication down me and i couldn’t complete some of my meals today. 😔 i feel like im going backwards. was allowed to play snooker 🎱 (escorted pass now😓) and go in the garden though😃💕
#nightsnack  is museli, greek yogurt 🍦 and honey 🍯 // feeling like shit tonight as they had to force the medication down me and i couldn’t complete some of my meals today. 😔 i feel like im going backwards. was allowed to play snooker 🎱 (escorted pass now😓) and go in the garden though😃💕
❤️VERY IMPORTANT POST❤️ I know some people think writing your opinions on Instagram is to "complain". And yes, I am complaining because how will I otherwise change the world? This time it's about bodies. There ARE people here that are so thin that it's an illness. And I have NO RESPECT for those who say "it's the vegan food" or "I was born this way" or "it's healthy eating and exercise". And they complain about getting comments from their followers being worried about their food intake, and accuse their followers of "body shaming" them for being too thin. Wait, what? If ALL of your instagram photos is about not your body, but your ribs, your hip bones, your fucking LIGAMENTS in your hips, and you have HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS, people WILL worry. Not necessarily for your sake, but for the sake of other followers. How many of these HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS look at the photos, read "it's only healthy eating and exercise" and shame themselves for not "being healthy and exercising enough?" Their worry is not body shaming; it's a call of despair to be ensured that it's NOT HEALTHY to look that way. I KNOW some people are born thin. I KNOW some people stay thin due to healthy eating and exercise. ❤️But my intelligence proceeds that of which I'm stupid enough to believe your natural weight allows your inguinal ligament to protrude❤️ And if you're an influencer, you DO HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TOWARDS YOUR FOLLOWERS in the same way I have a responsibility towards my patients when I become a doctor. So don't give me the "it's healthy eating and exercise" bullcrap, say "it's starvation and degrading my muscles with cardio". You may look/do/eat WHATEVER the hell you want but PROTECT YOUR FOLLOWERS FROM "it's only me being healthy" because that's a LIE. I'm SO disappointed that not one of these people, NOT ONE, have been able to say "no I don't starve myself". It's always only excuses. Now fuck off to hell. 
#recovery #recovering #prorecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #beatana #beated #anarecovery #ed #edsoldiers #edrecovery #eatingdisorders #anawarrior #anasoldiers #body #bodyshaming #confidence #happy #healthy #bodylove #bodyconfidence #loveyourbody
❤️VERY IMPORTANT POST❤️ I know some people think writing your opinions on Instagram is to "complain". And yes, I am complaining because how will I otherwise change the world? This time it's about bodies. There ARE people here that are so thin that it's an illness. And I have NO RESPECT for those who say "it's the vegan food" or "I was born this way" or "it's healthy eating and exercise". And they complain about getting comments from their followers being worried about their food intake, and accuse their followers of "body shaming" them for being too thin. Wait, what? If ALL of your instagram photos is about not your body, but your ribs, your hip bones, your fucking LIGAMENTS in your hips, and you have HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS, people WILL worry. Not necessarily for your sake, but for the sake of other followers. How many of these HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS look at the photos, read "it's only healthy eating and exercise" and shame themselves for not "being healthy and exercising enough?" Their worry is not body shaming; it's a call of despair to be ensured that it's NOT HEALTHY to look that way. I KNOW some people are born thin. I KNOW some people stay thin due to healthy eating and exercise. ❤️But my intelligence proceeds that of which I'm stupid enough to believe your natural weight allows your inguinal ligament to protrude❤️ And if you're an influencer, you DO HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TOWARDS YOUR FOLLOWERS in the same way I have a responsibility towards my patients when I become a doctor. So don't give me the "it's healthy eating and exercise" bullcrap, say "it's starvation and degrading my muscles with cardio". You may look/do/eat WHATEVER the hell you want but PROTECT YOUR FOLLOWERS FROM "it's only me being healthy" because that's a LIE. I'm SO disappointed that not one of these people, NOT ONE, have been able to say "no I don't starve myself". It's always only excuses. Now fuck off to hell. #recovery  #recovering  #prorecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #beated  #anarecovery  #ed  #edsoldiers  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorders  #anawarrior  #anasoldiers  #body  #bodyshaming  #confidence  #happy  #healthy  #bodylove  #bodyconfidence  #loveyourbody 
Dinner was tofu veggie sausages with oven roasted potatoes(+garlic), cauliflower and ketchup + a glass of unsweetened almond milk🌱Nothing green on the plate but that doesn't matter it was yummyyy💁🏻🌟
Dinner was tofu veggie sausages with oven roasted potatoes(+garlic), cauliflower and ketchup + a glass of unsweetened almond milk🌱Nothing green on the plate but that doesn't matter it was yummyyy💁🏻🌟
Challenges.
We all have them in life. One of my challenges is to eat. And today I won a bit of this challenge, I’ve eaten sushi without the voice in my head who was screaming to stop. Okay, after that, the voice came back but i’ve ignored her till now. And that’s a bit of a challenge.
But we have to fight to our challenges to live a happy life and to come further in life. So today I am one little step further!#anorexiarecovery#dutchrecovery#dutchierecovering#happylife#challengeyourself#challenges#love4sushi
Challenges. We all have them in life. One of my challenges is to eat. And today I won a bit of this challenge, I’ve eaten sushi without the voice in my head who was screaming to stop. Okay, after that, the voice came back but i’ve ignored her till now. And that’s a bit of a challenge. But we have to fight to our challenges to live a happy life and to come further in life. So today I am one little step further!#anorexiarecovery #dutchrecovery #dutchierecovering #happylife #challengeyourself #challenges #love4sushi 
Lunch today is Parmesan and black pepper ravioli with pesto and mayonnaise! 😋🍜 I'm still super nervous about the whole weight situation but I'm going out to my friends house tonight :) she's having her birthday party and I'm eating out unknown calorie which should be scary 👊 im excited though and it's a pretty close group 💪 we might go to a party or jsut hang out idk we'll see 👏 have a lovely afternoon angels!! ❤️😘 xxx  #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints
Lunch today is Parmesan and black pepper ravioli with pesto and mayonnaise! 😋🍜 I'm still super nervous about the whole weight situation but I'm going out to my friends house tonight :) she's having her birthday party and I'm eating out unknown calorie which should be scary 👊 im excited though and it's a pretty close group 💪 we might go to a party or jsut hang out idk we'll see 👏 have a lovely afternoon angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery  #minniemaud  #edfam  #ednos  #edfood  #edarmy  #edrecovery  #anawho  #anabitch  #anawarrior  #anarecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #recoverywarrior  #recoveryarmy  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eattolive  #eattogrow  #eattogain  #edfamily  #anafamily  #goodbyeed  #edcommunity  #beated  #fuckana  #happypoints 
Cena 🍴 con:
• tagliata di manzo 🥩 con funghi porcini 🍄
• fetta di torta 🍰 con meringhe, crema 🍨, cioccolato 🍫 e marron glacé 🌰
È stata una serata in famiglia, per certi aspetti positiva e per altri tutto il contrario. Siamo in tanti e andare d’accordo a volte è difficile 👎🏻 comunque, siamo andati al ristorante per festeggiare il nonno e per lui questo sforzo si fa più che volentieri! 🙌🏻🧡
Buonanotte ragazze 🌟💙🍃
#anarecovery #anawarrior #ana #recovery #recoveryisworthit #ed #edrecovery #anorexia #healthy #healthyfood #healthchoices #anorexiarecovery #miarecovery #bulimia #mia #bulimiarecovery #food #foodporn #againstana #recoverywin #thoughts #eatingdisorder #freedom #meat #mushrooms #cake #dinner #meatlover #tagliata
Cena 🍴 con: • tagliata di manzo 🥩 con funghi porcini 🍄 • fetta di torta 🍰 con meringhe, crema 🍨, cioccolato 🍫 e marron glacé 🌰 È stata una serata in famiglia, per certi aspetti positiva e per altri tutto il contrario. Siamo in tanti e andare d’accordo a volte è difficile 👎🏻 comunque, siamo andati al ristorante per festeggiare il nonno e per lui questo sforzo si fa più che volentieri! 🙌🏻🧡 Buonanotte ragazze 🌟💙🍃 #anarecovery  #anawarrior  #ana  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #ed  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthchoices  #anorexiarecovery  #miarecovery  #bulimia  #mia  #bulimiarecovery  #food  #foodporn  #againstana  #recoverywin  #thoughts  #eatingdisorder  #freedom  #meat  #mushrooms  #cake  #dinner  #meatlover  #tagliata 
Afternoon snack👏
I'm wearing some comfy shorts and I'm feeling pretty confident in them! I like how my legs are gaining some muscle :) Stay strong. Stay safe🌟🦁❤️
Afternoon snack👏 I'm wearing some comfy shorts and I'm feeling pretty confident in them! I like how my legs are gaining some muscle :) Stay strong. Stay safe🌟🦁❤️
Filled with joy that EDNOS (eating disorders not otherwise specified) and atypical anorexia (alarming rates of weight loss similar to that lost in ‘typical’ patients but still weighing in with a ‘normal’ BMI) are finally being recognised. Recently a leading dietitian in ED research came into my work and gave a talk about how these conditions are now being recognised by health professionals and that they are realising not everyone ‘looks’ like they have an eating disorder ‼️‼️ She explained that those with EDNOS/atypical can present with the same physiological and psychological health issues as those with typical (BMI < a certain #) anorexia and eating disorders. Can only hope this recognition and growth continues ✨💫
Filled with joy that EDNOS (eating disorders not otherwise specified) and atypical anorexia (alarming rates of weight loss similar to that lost in ‘typical’ patients but still weighing in with a ‘normal’ BMI) are finally being recognised. Recently a leading dietitian in ED research came into my work and gave a talk about how these conditions are now being recognised by health professionals and that they are realising not everyone ‘looks’ like they have an eating disorder ‼️‼️ She explained that those with EDNOS/atypical can present with the same physiological and psychological health issues as those with typical (BMI < a certain #) anorexia and eating disorders. Can only hope this recognition and growth continues ✨💫
“The world is too big and we are too small to let people treat us like shit. We are worth more. You are worth more.” - @tinaskidoo
“The world is too big and we are too small to let people treat us like shit. We are worth more. You are worth more.” - @tinaskidoo
Dinner tonight was a southwest salad from McDonald's. We still have 10 hours of driving left 🙃 my butt really hurts and I hate having to sit for this long but I've been spending the time sleeping and reading my book. Can't wait to be in the sunshine ☀️ #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #edrecovery #edawareness #ana #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #anawarrior #edwarrior #anawho #anarecovery #anaawareness #recoveryisworthit #boobsnotbones #recoveryispossible #eatittobeatit #healthynotskinny #healthynothungry #strongnotskinny #fuckana #countblessingnotcalories #2fab4ana #not1in5 #healthyisthenewskinny
Dinner tonight was a southwest salad from McDonald's. We still have 10 hours of driving left 🙃 my butt really hurts and I hate having to sit for this long but I've been spending the time sleeping and reading my book. Can't wait to be in the sunshine ☀️ #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorderawareness  #edrecovery  #edawareness  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexic  #anorexiaawareness  #anawarrior  #edwarrior  #anawho  #anarecovery  #anaawareness  #recoveryisworthit  #boobsnotbones  #recoveryispossible  #eatittobeatit  #healthynotskinny  #healthynothungry  #strongnotskinny  #fuckana  #countblessingnotcalories  #2fab4ana  #not1in5  #healthyisthenewskinny 
Нахуя я вообще рассказывала кому-то о булимии? 
Сейчас короче сильно отдалилась от тех, кто знает, кроме нескольких людей. 
Отдалилась потому, что с ними рядом находясь я чувствую себя неполноценной. Це пиздец
Съебываю на переменах в студсовет (отдельный кабинетик для элиты) и кайфую. Стала прогуливать некоторые пары,ибо нахуй там сидеть, если ничему не научусь? 
Хочу короче 53
И ляхи меньше)))))))
Хотя начала себе нравиться, ы
Что посоветуете, солнышки? Как с людьми этими контачить? Стоит ли?
Нахуя я вообще рассказывала кому-то о булимии? Сейчас короче сильно отдалилась от тех, кто знает, кроме нескольких людей. Отдалилась потому, что с ними рядом находясь я чувствую себя неполноценной. Це пиздец Съебываю на переменах в студсовет (отдельный кабинетик для элиты) и кайфую. Стала прогуливать некоторые пары,ибо нахуй там сидеть, если ничему не научусь? Хочу короче 53 И ляхи меньше))))))) Хотя начала себе нравиться, ы Что посоветуете, солнышки? Как с людьми этими контачить? Стоит ли?
D i n n e r
Was takeaway curry 🍛!!! A MASSIVE fear food but I did it!! Guess who did some baking?? 🙋🏼 Baking used to be such a passion of mine, even deep in anorexia. But at that point it was only 'healthy baking' which I would have a slither of or it would just be for others. 
In my recovery ANYTHING homebaked became a huge fear for me😰

So today I tried to challenge that by making this yummy vegan peanut butter 🥜 and raisin 🍇 banana bread 🍌
True,it isn't a full blown buttercream cake BUT I actually had a decent-ass slice! 🎉 
Paddington was such a cute movie, I nearly cried! (emotionally draining 😂) If you get the chance to go see it seriously do! 🐻🍊🍞 #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #edrecovery #edrecover #edfight #edfighter #edfighters #edsolider #edwarrior #anabattle #prorecovery #anasolider #anawarrior #edfam #edcommunity #fearfood #facingfears #feelthefeardoitanyway #veganbaking #bakingbad #veganbananabread #vegansofig #mealplan #dinner
D i n n e r Was takeaway curry 🍛!!! A MASSIVE fear food but I did it!! Guess who did some baking?? 🙋🏼 Baking used to be such a passion of mine, even deep in anorexia. But at that point it was only 'healthy baking' which I would have a slither of or it would just be for others. In my recovery ANYTHING homebaked became a huge fear for me😰 So today I tried to challenge that by making this yummy vegan peanut butter 🥜 and raisin 🍇 banana bread 🍌 True,it isn't a full blown buttercream cake BUT I actually had a decent-ass slice! 🎉 Paddington was such a cute movie, I nearly cried! (emotionally draining 😂) If you get the chance to go see it seriously do! 🐻🍊🍞 #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexiafighter  #edrecovery  #edrecover  #edfight  #edfighter  #edfighters  #edsolider  #edwarrior  #anabattle  #prorecovery  #anasolider  #anawarrior  #edfam  #edcommunity  #fearfood  #facingfears  #feelthefeardoitanyway  #veganbaking  #bakingbad  #veganbananabread  #vegansofig  #mealplan  #dinner 
Breakfast is an @munkpack white chocolate coconut Macadamia nut cookie and some frosting! 😋🌴🥜🍫🍪 me and my parents just got in a huge fight :( apparently my weight isn't high enough to be restored because before I always weighed two more pounds than I was told and now I have to be two pounds higher at least... I don't know how to feel because I finally like my body and Ik two pounds doesn't really make a difference but I still want to be in control 😓 have a lovely day angels!! ❤️😘 xxx  #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints
Breakfast is an @munkpack white chocolate coconut Macadamia nut cookie and some frosting! 😋🌴🥜🍫🍪 me and my parents just got in a huge fight :( apparently my weight isn't high enough to be restored because before I always weighed two more pounds than I was told and now I have to be two pounds higher at least... I don't know how to feel because I finally like my body and Ik two pounds doesn't really make a difference but I still want to be in control 😓 have a lovely day angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery  #minniemaud  #edfam  #ednos  #edfood  #edarmy  #edrecovery  #anawho  #anabitch  #anawarrior  #anarecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #recoverywarrior  #recoveryarmy  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eattolive  #eattogrow  #eattogain  #edfamily  #anafamily  #goodbyeed  #edcommunity  #beated  #fuckana  #happypoints 
Afternoon snack is kettle corn with an orange. #anorexiarecovery
Cheers! Here's to choosing recovery. Got my wine and my cola bottles...living the dream...😂🍷#anorexiarecovery #nostigma #noshame #cheers
Depression comes in all different forms. I look completely happy on the outside but my insides are all sorts of twisted. I made the mistake of stopping my medication without a doctor. BAD IDEA. all my babes with mental health disorders do not do this. Luckily I have had help from the people around me. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being on depression medication. My brain is made like others. And that’s okay. #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfamily #edwarrior #edrecovery #ednosrecovery #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #lovelife #bodypositivity #bodypositivemermaid #bopo #bodypositive #recovery
Depression comes in all different forms. I look completely happy on the outside but my insides are all sorts of twisted. I made the mistake of stopping my medication without a doctor. BAD IDEA. all my babes with mental health disorders do not do this. Luckily I have had help from the people around me. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being on depression medication. My brain is made like others. And that’s okay. #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #ednosrecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #lovelife  #bodypositivity  #bodypositivemermaid  #bopo  #bodypositive  #recovery 
On Thursday for #breakfast I had French toast sticks with maple syrup, tater tots, a fruit cup and some hot chocolate ☕️
#lunch was pepperoni pizza 🍕 (#fearfood 😱) , diced peaches 🍑, orange juice 🍑 and a graham cracker. 
#eveningsnack was pretzels but didn't use the peanut butter 🥜
#dinner was spaghetti with marinara sauce 🍝, garlic bread 🍞, celery sticks and ranch. This was a bigger challenge because there was a lot of carbs like the noodles and bread but I did it 👍🏼
#nightsnack was a banana 🍌
On Thursday for #breakfast  I had French toast sticks with maple syrup, tater tots, a fruit cup and some hot chocolate ☕️ #lunch  was pepperoni pizza 🍕 (#fearfood  😱) , diced peaches 🍑, orange juice 🍑 and a graham cracker. #eveningsnack  was pretzels but didn't use the peanut butter 🥜 #dinner  was spaghetti with marinara sauce 🍝, garlic bread 🍞, celery sticks and ranch. This was a bigger challenge because there was a lot of carbs like the noodles and bread but I did it 👍🏼 #nightsnack  was a banana 🍌
scusate la foto ORRENDA 😱, ma l'ho fatta di nascosto. 😂
e mentre intorno a me arrosti, risotti, polpette al sugo e minestre...io "soddisfo" la mia #cena 🍴 con:
•insalata "greca" 🥗 ➡ insalata🌱, pomodori🍅, cetrioli​🥒, feta, olive. 
ho lasciato sia un po' di insalata che di olive, e quasi tutta la feta... voi come state? con cos'avete cenato? 😋❤ e soprattutto come passerete questo sabato sera? ✨ 
vi auguro una buona serata, io da vecchia dentro quale sono andrò a dormire, sono stanchissima e piena di male ovunque. 😴👌✨ a domani! 😘

#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #ana #edrecovery #recovery #anarecovery #edfighter #caloriecounting
#anorexic #anarecovery #anadiary
scusate la foto ORRENDA 😱, ma l'ho fatta di nascosto. 😂 e mentre intorno a me arrosti, risotti, polpette al sugo e minestre...io "soddisfo" la mia #cena  🍴 con: •insalata "greca" 🥗 ➡ insalata🌱, pomodori🍅, cetrioli​🥒, feta, olive. ho lasciato sia un po' di insalata che di olive, e quasi tutta la feta... voi come state? con cos'avete cenato? 😋❤ e soprattutto come passerete questo sabato sera? ✨ vi auguro una buona serata, io da vecchia dentro quale sono andrò a dormire, sono stanchissima e piena di male ovunque. 😴👌✨ a domani! 😘 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anoressia  #anoressiaitalia  #ana  #edrecovery  #recovery  #anarecovery  #edfighter  #caloriecounting  #anorexic  #anarecovery  #anadiary 
#lunch was quinoa, beans, cucumber, and almonds. My step mom brought her extended family over and now my anxiety is through the roof. There is so many people here. They also are very careless and mean to me😭
Stay strong and keep fighting💪❤️
#anorexianervosa #foodisfuel #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anawho #recovery #edwarrior #anawarrior
🌟мoтιvaтιon qυoтeѕ🌟

Just a quick reminder:
Never ever give up!💪
Merkt euch das!
Es werden immer schlechte Zeiten kommen, immer Zeiten, in denen es schwer sein wird, seinen inneren Schweinehund zu besiegen! Und wisst ihr was? Das ist okay! Es ist okay, dass nicht alles okay ist!
Man darf hinfallen, man darf sehr sehr oft hinfallen, aber man muss immer wieder aufstehen! Und das einmal mehr als man fällt! Wie sagt man so schön? Hinfallen-aufstehen-Krone richten-weitergehen👑
Und das ist so wahr!
Ich bin gefallen, aber ich weiß, dass ich wieder aufstehen werde! Und ich werde niemals aufgeben, selbst wenn es noch so schwer sein wird!
Und ihr dürft das auch nicht, okay?
Durchatmen-okay,
liegenbleiben-verboten! ❤
Wir schaffen das! Glaubt an euch selbst, denn wo ein Wille ist, ist auch ein Weg!❤ So, meine Worte zum Samstagabend! Gute Nacht ihr Lieben❤
🌟мoтιvaтιon qυoтeѕ🌟 Just a quick reminder: Never ever give up!💪 Merkt euch das! Es werden immer schlechte Zeiten kommen, immer Zeiten, in denen es schwer sein wird, seinen inneren Schweinehund zu besiegen! Und wisst ihr was? Das ist okay! Es ist okay, dass nicht alles okay ist! Man darf hinfallen, man darf sehr sehr oft hinfallen, aber man muss immer wieder aufstehen! Und das einmal mehr als man fällt! Wie sagt man so schön? Hinfallen-aufstehen-Krone richten-weitergehen👑 Und das ist so wahr! Ich bin gefallen, aber ich weiß, dass ich wieder aufstehen werde! Und ich werde niemals aufgeben, selbst wenn es noch so schwer sein wird! Und ihr dürft das auch nicht, okay? Durchatmen-okay, liegenbleiben-verboten! ❤ Wir schaffen das! Glaubt an euch selbst, denn wo ein Wille ist, ist auch ein Weg!❤ So, meine Worte zum Samstagabend! Gute Nacht ihr Lieben❤
I could #eat pasta everyday and probably not even get tired of it. 🍝 
There’s so many different ways to eat it! #foodislife
Normally #pasta is associated with being a savory #dish , but let me get into #chefmode 👩🏼‍🍳Combining #cooking and #baking 🤤
... for #dinner I had pasta au gratin or gratinated pasta or OVEN BAKED pasta 🍴 #foodie
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Here’s the twist: it’s sweet and more like #dessert 🙄 I used cottage cheese (!!) and vanilla sugar which is such a good combo, paired with a few other ingredients 💭 Simple, but filling and comforting 🧡
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Life is treating me poorly lately. Not trying to be negative, but.. nothing food related this time [actually I’m doing so far the best I’ve been 🤗], but family wise. Ughh I’m so worried and afraid what might happen. Can I skip a few days.. or years? Can’t deal with the pain, and I had a panic attack after not having any for a good few months 😔 I refuse to let my world crash and there’s no way #anorexia will get to take advantage of my vulnerability. My goal is to #recover ! 🤛🏼 Mom told me to do this for myself, never to rely on anyone else. She told me that she’s very proud of me for choosing #recovery after struggling for so long. She’s way too precious for everything and I love her a lot.
May everything be okay. PLEASE.
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Anyhow, good night sweets! 💤💙
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#foody #foodstyle #healthyeating #anorexic #loveyourself #eatinggood #foodheaven #foodart #foodforlife #beatana #eatittobeatit #foodbeast #recoveryisworthit #selfcare
I could #eat  pasta everyday and probably not even get tired of it. 🍝 There’s so many different ways to eat it! #foodislife  Normally #pasta  is associated with being a savory #dish  , but let me get into #chefmode  👩🏼‍🍳Combining #cooking  and #baking  🤤 ... for #dinner  I had pasta au gratin or gratinated pasta or OVEN BAKED pasta 🍴 #foodie  - Here’s the twist: it’s sweet and more like #dessert  🙄 I used cottage cheese (!!) and vanilla sugar which is such a good combo, paired with a few other ingredients 💭 Simple, but filling and comforting 🧡 - Life is treating me poorly lately. Not trying to be negative, but.. nothing food related this time [actually I’m doing so far the best I’ve been 🤗], but family wise. Ughh I’m so worried and afraid what might happen. Can I skip a few days.. or years? Can’t deal with the pain, and I had a panic attack after not having any for a good few months 😔 I refuse to let my world crash and there’s no way #anorexia  will get to take advantage of my vulnerability. My goal is to #recover  ! 🤛🏼 Mom told me to do this for myself, never to rely on anyone else. She told me that she’s very proud of me for choosing #recovery  after struggling for so long. She’s way too precious for everything and I love her a lot. May everything be okay. PLEASE. - Anyhow, good night sweets! 💤💙 . . . . #foody  #foodstyle  #healthyeating  #anorexic  #loveyourself  #eatinggood  #foodheaven  #foodart  #foodforlife  #beatana  #eatittobeatit  #foodbeast  #recoveryisworthit  #selfcare 
Hey, it’s been a minute. 🌪 Over the past few weeks I debated whether or not I needed to keep posting on this account but then I saw how much inspiration people got from other recovery accounts and I thought “why not?” 🌾 So hello, hello. What have you been up to? I saw Lady Gaga
Hey, it’s been a minute. 🌪 Over the past few weeks I debated whether or not I needed to keep posting on this account but then I saw how much inspiration people got from other recovery accounts and I thought “why not?” 🌾 So hello, hello. What have you been up to? I saw Lady Gaga
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Coucou mes warriors 💪
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Ce soir, gros défi car je suis avec mes amies alors on doit pas faire la difficile ☝️!
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🔸Frites 🍟
🔸Boulettes Picard 🍖
🔸Poire 🍐
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J'ai pas beaucoup beaucoup mangé (13 frites et 4 boulettes) mais je l'ai fait 💪
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Ne lâchez rien même si c'est difficile 👿 la victoire ne sera que plus belle 🏁
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#anorexierecovery#anorexia#anorexie#recoverywin#recovery#tca#tcawin#teamfitcats#teamshape#defi #nevergiveup#staystrong#justdoit#anorexiarecovery#fuckana#hyperactivity#anafighter#anafight
🍟 •• Coucou mes warriors 💪 •• Ce soir, gros défi car je suis avec mes amies alors on doit pas faire la difficile ☝️! •• 🔸Frites 🍟 🔸Boulettes Picard 🍖 🔸Poire 🍐 •• J'ai pas beaucoup beaucoup mangé (13 frites et 4 boulettes) mais je l'ai fait 💪 •• Ne lâchez rien même si c'est difficile 👿 la victoire ne sera que plus belle 🏁 •• #anorexierecovery #anorexia #anorexie #recoverywin #recovery #tca #tcawin #teamfitcats #teamshape #defi  #nevergiveup #staystrong #justdoit #anorexiarecovery #fuckana #hyperactivity #anafighter #anafight 
Salted caramel (think it’s now my fave flavour!) müller rice with a hot chocolate 🍫 an apple 🍎 and a hero after a nice night with Gabbie- we watched how to be single which was pretty good 😂👍🏻 and I have no work in the morning so LIE IN 😊😊😊😊 sleep tight my lovelies 🧡
Salted caramel (think it’s now my fave flavour!) müller rice with a hot chocolate 🍫 an apple 🍎 and a hero after a nice night with Gabbie- we watched how to be single which was pretty good 😂👍🏻 and I have no work in the morning so LIE IN 😊😊😊😊 sleep tight my lovelies 🧡
I didn't get a chance to post last night because I was out celebrating @megannolan94 Birthday! 
I spent all week both looking forward to it and worrying about what I would wear... I am so glad that I was actually worrying about what to wear like every other girl my age as opposed to thinking about food and hospital and bla blaa... At 12 midday I text Megan to ask what an acceptable time to start getting ready at was... but we agreed even I didn't need 8 hours to get ready... Side Note ** I was still late**. Had such a fab night with an amazing group of girls... Happy Birthday Megan, hope the hangover is treating ye well 😘
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#ed #edfighter #edwarrior #edcommunity #edrecovery #EDNOS #ednosrecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #l4l #l4likeforlikesback #likeforlike #like4like #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #party #birthday #birthdaygirl #bestfriendgoals #beautiful #eattingdisorderrecovery #eattingdisorder
I didn't get a chance to post last night because I was out celebrating @megannolan94 Birthday! I spent all week both looking forward to it and worrying about what I would wear... I am so glad that I was actually worrying about what to wear like every other girl my age as opposed to thinking about food and hospital and bla blaa... At 12 midday I text Megan to ask what an acceptable time to start getting ready at was... but we agreed even I didn't need 8 hours to get ready... Side Note ** I was still late**. Had such a fab night with an amazing group of girls... Happy Birthday Megan, hope the hangover is treating ye well 😘 . . . . . #ed  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edcommunity  #edrecovery  #EDNOS  #ednosrecovery  #ana  #anarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #l4l  #l4likeforlikesback  #likeforlike  #like4like  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #party  #birthday  #birthdaygirl  #bestfriendgoals  #beautiful  #eattingdisorderrecovery  #eattingdisorder 
I've come home for the weekend and made m and m cakes with mum. And after a few hour managed to try one and then had another later! I find eating at home easier, because I'm more relaxed. Plus mum also makes me and I feel like she takes a bit of control away which sort of makes it easier I don't fully understand it. But hey ho one day of good eating probably isn't going to be enough to save the week before weigh in. We also had pie and veg for dinner! My tummy feels so full and my head to guilty. #edfam #ana #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #mentalhealth
I've come home for the weekend and made m and m cakes with mum. And after a few hour managed to try one and then had another later! I find eating at home easier, because I'm more relaxed. Plus mum also makes me and I feel like she takes a bit of control away which sort of makes it easier I don't fully understand it. But hey ho one day of good eating probably isn't going to be enough to save the week before weigh in. We also had pie and veg for dinner! My tummy feels so full and my head to guilty. #edfam  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #mentalhealth 
Snack from earlier is carrots and celery plus the rest of my organ from this morning!🌟☯️🌞🦋💫🌈💗💕🤞🏼🌟🍀🍂🌎🌲✨🌞🦋👣🌻
#anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #ed #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #snack #veggies #orgain #orgainprotein #food #yummy
EEEET CE SOIR C'ÉTAIT RESTOOO !!! Avec une pote, c'était trop cool 😋
J'ai pris un croque-madame qui était juste A TOMBER, et en dessert 🍨 2 boules de glaces, chocolat et fruit de la passion ❣️
Je vous souhaite une bonne nuit, je vous aime très fort, à demain 💕 .
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#recovery #recovered #recovering #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorders #frenchrecovery #edfamily #food #goodfood #foodporn #cook #cooking #nourishtoflourish #nourishing #recoveryforlife #recoverytobehappy #healthyandhappy #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #recoveryforhappiness #dinner #restaurant
EEEET CE SOIR C'ÉTAIT RESTOOO !!! Avec une pote, c'était trop cool 😋 J'ai pris un croque-madame qui était juste A TOMBER, et en dessert 🍨 2 boules de glaces, chocolat et fruit de la passion ❣️ Je vous souhaite une bonne nuit, je vous aime très fort, à demain 💕 . . . #recovery  #recovered  #recovering  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorders  #frenchrecovery  #edfamily  #food  #goodfood  #foodporn  #cook  #cooking  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishing  #recoveryforlife  #recoverytobehappy  #healthyandhappy  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryforhappiness  #dinner  #restaurant 
Salmon is still one of my biggest fear foods due to its fat content, but yoon loves the rich taste and softness of salmon so ana can shut up now 🙅

#anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #realrecovery
Hello😊
I made an account before but it logged me out and was being weird so I just made a new one
So first I'm madison and I'm currently inpatient at the hospital. My doctor sent me to a eating disorder treatment center, so my parents took me on Tuesday and they said I needed to be treated at the hospital because of severely low heart, how underweight I was and for my anorexia. This part of the hospital I'm in specializes in eating disorders and I'm under strict rules. I'm also hooked up to a heart monitor and am monitored 24/7. Some rules are that I have to eat in the hallway while supervised, I have 30 minutes to finish my meals(which I've struggled with every meal, most have taken me an hour😣), my bathroom is locked, the sink is covered, I have no trash cans, etc.. Im given breakfast, lunch and dinner then 3 snacks, which I haven't been hungry at all for any of them, I feel extremely sick from everything because I've been severely restricting for a year. But I'm going to post all my meals from Wednesday till yesterday as FDOE posts then I'll post my separate meals starting with the meals I've eaten today and will it. So on Tuesday I only had breakfast,lunch and dinner because they're increasing my calories slowly to avoid re feeding syndrome. So breakfast was apple and cinnamon oatmeal 🍎(my favorite!), grapes 🍇(also my fav) and orange juice 🍊(calories in drinks is a huge #fearfood, I haven't had a drink other than water in a year so this was hard). But it's weird because the last month all I've eaten was some grapes and oatmeal for dinner and that's my first breakfast here. Lunch was chicken, green beans, an orange 🍊 and rice which I couldn't manage to eat so they made me have Ensure. Also hot chocolate☕️🍫Dinner was half a grilled cheese 🧀 , corn 🌽,diced peaches and chocolate milk. I'm going to post the meals I had the other 2 days I was here as a FDOE post then I'll separately post today's meals! 
Glad to be back on here:) keep fighting everyone 👊🏼💪🏼
Hello😊 I made an account before but it logged me out and was being weird so I just made a new one So first I'm madison and I'm currently inpatient at the hospital. My doctor sent me to a eating disorder treatment center, so my parents took me on Tuesday and they said I needed to be treated at the hospital because of severely low heart, how underweight I was and for my anorexia. This part of the hospital I'm in specializes in eating disorders and I'm under strict rules. I'm also hooked up to a heart monitor and am monitored 24/7. Some rules are that I have to eat in the hallway while supervised, I have 30 minutes to finish my meals(which I've struggled with every meal, most have taken me an hour😣), my bathroom is locked, the sink is covered, I have no trash cans, etc.. Im given breakfast, lunch and dinner then 3 snacks, which I haven't been hungry at all for any of them, I feel extremely sick from everything because I've been severely restricting for a year. But I'm going to post all my meals from Wednesday till yesterday as FDOE posts then I'll post my separate meals starting with the meals I've eaten today and will it. So on Tuesday I only had breakfast,lunch and dinner because they're increasing my calories slowly to avoid re feeding syndrome. So breakfast was apple and cinnamon oatmeal 🍎(my favorite!), grapes 🍇(also my fav) and orange juice 🍊(calories in drinks is a huge #fearfood , I haven't had a drink other than water in a year so this was hard). But it's weird because the last month all I've eaten was some grapes and oatmeal for dinner and that's my first breakfast here. Lunch was chicken, green beans, an orange 🍊 and rice which I couldn't manage to eat so they made me have Ensure. Also hot chocolate☕️🍫Dinner was half a grilled cheese 🧀 , corn 🌽,diced peaches and chocolate milk. I'm going to post the meals I had the other 2 days I was here as a FDOE post then I'll separately post today's meals! Glad to be back on here:) keep fighting everyone 👊🏼💪🏼
A day of Christmas markets and shopping with my mum and boyfriend and some delish food at Jamie's Italian this evening 😍 I've got such a sweet tooth and this chocolate brownie really hit the spot. Anyone else a sweet tooth gal like me??
A day of Christmas markets and shopping with my mum and boyfriend and some delish food at Jamie's Italian this evening 😍 I've got such a sweet tooth and this chocolate brownie really hit the spot. Anyone else a sweet tooth gal like me??
ONCE YOU BREAK THROUGH THOSE WALLS YOU'LL REALISE YOUR TOO FABULOUS FOR YOUR EATING DISORDERS BULLSHIT ! 🦄🦄🏵🌹🌻💐🎊🎉
I might be in a bad place right now.. but I wanted you all to know that 💜💜 So I picked up a random pack of colours.. and did some experimenting.. I want to make happier work more often 😄 
I took inspiration from some of @kerbyrosanes work... obviously I'm not as good as them!! Goddamnit this piece needed glitter 😔 and theres so much wrong with it but it really helped distractme and get some chills on 👌
I'm currently in the process of moving house so alot ofnmy art supplies are packed away.. so ill make an effort to dig them out tomorrow.. @staedtler @artofmentalhealth 
#art #illustration #geometric #ink #unicorn #rainbow #fabulous #dotwork #ink #tombow #colour #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #motivation #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #illustrator #arttherapy #mindfulness #selfcaresaturday
ONCE YOU BREAK THROUGH THOSE WALLS YOU'LL REALISE YOUR TOO FABULOUS FOR YOUR EATING DISORDERS BULLSHIT ! 🦄🦄🏵🌹🌻💐🎊🎉 I might be in a bad place right now.. but I wanted you all to know that 💜💜 So I picked up a random pack of colours.. and did some experimenting.. I want to make happier work more often 😄 I took inspiration from some of @kerbyrosanes work... obviously I'm not as good as them!! Goddamnit this piece needed glitter 😔 and theres so much wrong with it but it really helped distractme and get some chills on 👌 I'm currently in the process of moving house so alot ofnmy art supplies are packed away.. so ill make an effort to dig them out tomorrow.. @staedtler @artofmentalhealth #art  #illustration  #geometric  #ink  #unicorn  #rainbow  #fabulous  #dotwork  #ink  #tombow  #colour  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #motivation  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #illustrator  #arttherapy  #mindfulness  #selfcaresaturday 
don’t have a great caption for this one, but i thought i should post something. if you saw my story a couple days ago, you’ll know i had a bit of a tough week, but i’m truly feeling much better today! ☀️ i’m finally off my menses for the next 24 days ((i’ve been using the Cube period tracker lately and it’s helped me so much! i now kinda have an idea of when to expect aunt flo, whereas before it was a hit or miss and my underwear inevitably got ruined. i’d highly recommend it)) 😛 i’m feeling powerful and creative and i can’t wait to go write at a café with @radical.recovery tomorrow ;-) 💕 hope you guys are having a good start to the weekend!
#weightrestored #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anxiety #bpd #ocd #recovery #transgender #trans #nonbinary #lgbt #edwarrior #bodypositive #bopo #bopowarrior #bodypositivity #bodyacceptance
don’t have a great caption for this one, but i thought i should post something. if you saw my story a couple days ago, you’ll know i had a bit of a tough week, but i’m truly feeling much better today! ☀️ i’m finally off my menses for the next 24 days ((i’ve been using the Cube period tracker lately and it’s helped me so much! i now kinda have an idea of when to expect aunt flo, whereas before it was a hit or miss and my underwear inevitably got ruined. i’d highly recommend it)) 😛 i’m feeling powerful and creative and i can’t wait to go write at a café with @radical.recovery tomorrow ;-) 💕 hope you guys are having a good start to the weekend! #weightrestored  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #ana  #anxiety  #bpd  #ocd  #recovery  #transgender  #trans  #nonbinary  #lgbt  #edwarrior  #bodypositive  #bopo  #bopowarrior  #bodypositivity  #bodyacceptance 
afternoon snack: pomegranate seeds, snap peas, and a granola bar. about to go shopping and kind of nervous because my body image is really bad today but i am pushing through 💪 also does anyone have any tips for dealing with the bloating that comes with increasing? i would really appreciate it 💕
afternoon snack: pomegranate seeds, snap peas, and a granola bar. about to go shopping and kind of nervous because my body image is really bad today but i am pushing through 💪 also does anyone have any tips for dealing with the bloating that comes with increasing? i would really appreciate it 💕
I JUST ATE ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEAR FOODS EVER!!!!!!! I have an intense fear of picnic foods such as pasta salad, potato salad, Cole slaw etc. well, I'm at my grandmas and I just ate potato salad for the first time in YEARS. It was pretty hard, I didn't get any at first, then later I went into the kitchen and almost changed my mind, and then put it on my plate but almost couldn't get myself to take a bite, thinking about the fears I have and the fear of the mayonnaise inside of it, but I DID IT. Fuck you Ed!!!! #recoverywin #nourishtoflourish #intuitiveeating #fearfood #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery
I JUST ATE ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEAR FOODS EVER!!!!!!! I have an intense fear of picnic foods such as pasta salad, potato salad, Cole slaw etc. well, I'm at my grandmas and I just ate potato salad for the first time in YEARS. It was pretty hard, I didn't get any at first, then later I went into the kitchen and almost changed my mind, and then put it on my plate but almost couldn't get myself to take a bite, thinking about the fears I have and the fear of the mayonnaise inside of it, but I DID IT. Fuck you Ed!!!! #recoverywin  #nourishtoflourish  #intuitiveeating  #fearfood  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery 
Holis👋🏽 hace bastante no publicaba, y publico ya antes de que me olvide🙄. No subo cosas porque no tengo nada nuevo, y a demás ya no estoy pendiente de esto. De todas formas, voy a publicar cosas acerca de mi recuperación, cuando voy a la doc y eso. 🌼El viernes fui a hacerme una ecografia para ver como esta mi utero y mis ovarios, me lo pidió la ginecóloga, y después tengo que ir a un endocrinologo para que me diga si me tienen que agregar hormonas y cuánto. Igual, el ecoginecologo me dijo que había actividad folicular en mis ovarios😊.
👉🏽Después fuimos a medialunas calentitas con mi hna y mi mamá, me pedí un té y ese tostado😍, que no lo pude terminar🤷🏽‍♀️.
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#merienda #teatime #tostado #sandwich #tea #cheese #noobsesion #healthyfood #healthy #food #foodporn #instafood #comida #yummy #delicioso #saludable #equilibrio #alimentacion #nutricion #vidasana #comesano #recovery #realrecovery #anorexiarecovery #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #l4l #f4f #fooddiary #diariodecomidas
Holis👋🏽 hace bastante no publicaba, y publico ya antes de que me olvide🙄. No subo cosas porque no tengo nada nuevo, y a demás ya no estoy pendiente de esto. De todas formas, voy a publicar cosas acerca de mi recuperación, cuando voy a la doc y eso. 🌼El viernes fui a hacerme una ecografia para ver como esta mi utero y mis ovarios, me lo pidió la ginecóloga, y después tengo que ir a un endocrinologo para que me diga si me tienen que agregar hormonas y cuánto. Igual, el ecoginecologo me dijo que había actividad folicular en mis ovarios😊. 👉🏽Después fuimos a medialunas calentitas con mi hna y mi mamá, me pedí un té y ese tostado😍, que no lo pude terminar🤷🏽‍♀️. - - - - - #merienda  #teatime  #tostado  #sandwich  #tea  #cheese  #noobsesion  #healthyfood  #healthy  #food  #foodporn  #instafood  #comida  #yummy  #delicioso  #saludable  #equilibrio  #alimentacion  #nutricion  #vidasana  #comesano  #recovery  #realrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #l4l  #f4f  #fooddiary  #diariodecomidas 
I think Instagram has sent me that “you need help” page like 4 times? Since I made this account 3 days ago? I’m fine guys lol I’m just a mess but I️ have a great team who is keeping my ass on track and i let them know about all of my little slip ups and they won’t hesitate to send my ass back to whatever kind of treatment I️ need if i ever do need I️t #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #atypicalanorexia #atypicalanorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexialife #edfamily #selfcare #bipolar #borderline #adultswitheatingdisorders
I think Instagram has sent me that “you need help” page like 4 times? Since I made this account 3 days ago? I’m fine guys lol I’m just a mess but I️ have a great team who is keeping my ass on track and i let them know about all of my little slip ups and they won’t hesitate to send my ass back to whatever kind of treatment I️ need if i ever do need I️t #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #atypicalanorexia  #atypicalanorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexialife  #edfamily  #selfcare  #bipolar  #borderline  #adultswitheatingdisorders 
Treating myself to lunch (omg!)🤤💗
Cheese grits. My fav.
⛅️Today so far I had my usual brekkie of toast, avocado, egg, spinach, vegan cheese🥑.
Snack was the usual icecream w/ hot fudge🍦.
Now lunch- cheese grits🧀!
🌧It’s a beautiful rainy day and I set my intentions high last night with the new moon, so I’m focusing on my needs a lot today.
Treating myself to lunch (omg!)🤤💗 Cheese grits. My fav. ⛅️Today so far I had my usual brekkie of toast, avocado, egg, spinach, vegan cheese🥑. Snack was the usual icecream w/ hot fudge🍦. Now lunch- cheese grits🧀! 🌧It’s a beautiful rainy day and I set my intentions high last night with the new moon, so I’m focusing on my needs a lot today.
#nightsnack is teaser bar it’s taking me so long to eat, but i’m so proud cos it’s my FIRST CHOCOLATE IN 6MONTHS😍😍
keep fighting my loves💗
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I have a goofy side. I love to laugh and smile and jump around. I dance and sing in the car while serenading passing cars. I get excited over horses (my passion), new thriller books, and Once Upon a Time. I love to jump out of bed in the morning after a good stretch and shrill shriek. Bear hugs are my forte. These are only some things about me...things that my eating disorder steals. Anorexia has done nothing but make me miserable, angry, depressed, anxious, and horrible to be around. It breaks me down, convincing me that I am not worth living life; I’m not worth being a part of this world. But...in recovery I’m learning that my eating disorder is wrong. I’m tired of it stealing my life away—a life I am perfectly entitled to. We all are. I’m not perfect, but every day I am trying to beat this. Sometimes I’m tired, but I will always fight. I hope you keep fighting your demons, too. ❤️ I wanted to tag some people on here who keep me going, whose accounts inspire me every day. Thank you for being you!
I have a goofy side. I love to laugh and smile and jump around. I dance and sing in the car while serenading passing cars. I get excited over horses (my passion), new thriller books, and Once Upon a Time. I love to jump out of bed in the morning after a good stretch and shrill shriek. Bear hugs are my forte. These are only some things about me...things that my eating disorder steals. Anorexia has done nothing but make me miserable, angry, depressed, anxious, and horrible to be around. It breaks me down, convincing me that I am not worth living life; I’m not worth being a part of this world. But...in recovery I’m learning that my eating disorder is wrong. I’m tired of it stealing my life away—a life I am perfectly entitled to. We all are. I’m not perfect, but every day I am trying to beat this. Sometimes I’m tired, but I will always fight. I hope you keep fighting your demons, too. ❤️ I wanted to tag some people on here who keep me going, whose accounts inspire me every day. Thank you for being you!
Snack // 3:10pm // half a L&L cookie and almond milk
Snack // 3:10pm // half a L&L cookie and almond milk
my afternoon snack a little bite late 😊
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#recoveryfood #photography #photofood #dinner #ana #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #ana #afternoonsnack
Discharged after 28 days, 8 pounds and a new found happiness and drive for recovery💕
#eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiarecovery #anorexiasurvivor
Buonasera stelline!☄☄☄
Allora a pomeriggio ho fatto j compiti 📚e dopo ho fatto una bella doccia🚿...
Stasera cena con:
•Tagliata di petto di pollo🐔
•Patate al forno
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Ora guardo Tu si que vales in tv📺, night snack e poi vado a dormire...credo che appena poggeró la testa sul cuscino mi addormenteró subito...
La discussione avuta ieri sera mi fa riflettere tutt'ora sulla mia reazione e i pensieri che mi venivano in mente e mi sono resa conto di quanto la malattia influisca ancora e della mia fragilitá...mi sentivo un errore, uno sbaglio, ho subito pensato di ricominciare a non mangiare, di abbandonare tutto e tutti fino a distruggermi definitivamente...
Ci stavo pensando in tutti modi...forse era un momento di incoscienza, di rabbia...non ne ho idea...non avevo ragioni per vivere, per affrontare quella discussione e combattere contro questa malattia...
stasera non voglio pensarci e preferisco stare tranquilla...
Avrei voluto raccontarvi queste cose ieri ma non ne avevo le forze...ora sto molto meglio perchè ieri abbiamo risolto tutto e oggi non ho avuto molto tempo per pensarci...
Voi cosa state guardando in tv?La vostra cenetta?
Buonanotte e sogni d'oro!😘😘❤
#anoressia #anorexia #ana #recovery #edfamily #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anarecovery #ed #food #anorexianervosa #healthy #anawho #diarioalimentare #realrecovery #anorexiarecovery #dca #healthyfood #staystrong #edfree #breakfast #recoveryispossible #dinner #anoressianervosa
Buonasera stelline!☄☄☄ Allora a pomeriggio ho fatto j compiti 📚e dopo ho fatto una bella doccia🚿... Stasera cena con: •Tagliata di petto di pollo🐔 •Patate al forno ------------------------------------- Ora guardo Tu si que vales in tv📺, night snack e poi vado a dormire...credo che appena poggeró la testa sul cuscino mi addormenteró subito... La discussione avuta ieri sera mi fa riflettere tutt'ora sulla mia reazione e i pensieri che mi venivano in mente e mi sono resa conto di quanto la malattia influisca ancora e della mia fragilitá...mi sentivo un errore, uno sbaglio, ho subito pensato di ricominciare a non mangiare, di abbandonare tutto e tutti fino a distruggermi definitivamente... Ci stavo pensando in tutti modi...forse era un momento di incoscienza, di rabbia...non ne ho idea...non avevo ragioni per vivere, per affrontare quella discussione e combattere contro questa malattia... stasera non voglio pensarci e preferisco stare tranquilla... Avrei voluto raccontarvi queste cose ieri ma non ne avevo le forze...ora sto molto meglio perchè ieri abbiamo risolto tutto e oggi non ho avuto molto tempo per pensarci... Voi cosa state guardando in tv?La vostra cenetta? Buonanotte e sogni d'oro!😘😘❤ #anoressia  #anorexia  #ana  #recovery  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #ed  #food  #anorexianervosa  #healthy  #anawho  #diarioalimentare  #realrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #dca  #healthyfood  #staystrong  #edfree  #breakfast  #recoveryispossible  #dinner  #anoressianervosa 
Tonight I‘m gonna celebrate a #pintparty 🎊

Wanted to try this flavour for such a long time but because it has marshmallows in it I thought I couldn’t…BUT I did some research and ALL PINTS are suitable for VEGETARIAN 🙌🏼
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So I’m gonna enjoy this now and thank the Ben & Jerry Gods for being so amazing 😂 �—�—�—�—�- #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #prorecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #edfamiliy #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatforhealth #eatittobeatit #2fab4ana #fuckanorexia #anorexia #anarecovery #recovery #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #fooddiary #german #noslackingonsnacking #nourishnotpunish #healthynothungry #anawarrior #anawho #recoverywin #christmastime #icecream #pintparty #benandjerrys #vegetarian
Tonight I‘m gonna celebrate a #pintparty  🎊 Wanted to try this flavour for such a long time but because it has marshmallows in it I thought I couldn’t…BUT I did some research and ALL PINTS are suitable for VEGETARIAN 🙌🏼 • So I’m gonna enjoy this now and thank the Ben & Jerry Gods for being so amazing 😂 �—�—�—�—�- #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #prorecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edfamiliy  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatforhealth  #eatittobeatit  #2fab4ana  #fuckanorexia  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #recovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #fooddiary  #german  #noslackingonsnacking  #nourishnotpunish  #healthynothungry  #anawarrior  #anawho  #recoverywin  #christmastime  #icecream  #pintparty  #benandjerrys  #vegetarian 
Suhhhh gooood! 👆
And I even got it on clearance for less than $2 at a local health food store. Score! 
What's the weather like by you? It's been raining all day and has gotten suuuper windy here in northern Indiana..
Suhhhh gooood! 👆 And I even got it on clearance for less than $2 at a local health food store. Score! What's the weather like by you? It's been raining all day and has gotten suuuper windy here in northern Indiana..
❗️Challenge Snack❗️I am having an Oats & Honey 🍯 @ripvanwafel from @starbuckscanada with 2️⃣ #mini @nestle #aerobar Aero Bars 🍫. They have a blend of vanilla, honey 🍯 and oats that come together to create the uniquely textured cookie 🍪 that’s crispy and chewy with just the right amount of sweetness 👌🏼 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
#edrecovery #prorecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #realrecovery #fightingED #anarecovery #anorexia #beatana #anorexiarecovery #bingefree #bedrecovery #anxiety #fooddiary #cmrecovery
❗️Challenge Snack❗️I am having an Oats & Honey 🍯 @ripvanwafel from @starbuckscanada with 2️⃣ #mini  @nestle #aerobar  Aero Bars 🍫. They have a blend of vanilla, honey 🍯 and oats that come together to create the uniquely textured cookie 🍪 that’s crispy and chewy with just the right amount of sweetness 👌🏼 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #edrecovery  #prorecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recovery  #realrecovery  #fightingED  #anarecovery  #anorexia  #beatana  #anorexiarecovery  #bingefree  #bedrecovery  #anxiety  #fooddiary  #cmrecovery 
I’ve said it before but it’s just so important. Being kind to other scientifically makes you happier. Be nice to people. You benefit from it and so do they😇
I’ve said it before but it’s just so important. Being kind to other scientifically makes you happier. Be nice to people. You benefit from it and so do they😇
I ate a couple bites of pastries because it was my dad’s birthday today and it was such a small amount but I was so scared before eating it but once I did it was delicious 😍 I’m feeling kinda guilty and rlly anxious #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingtolive #eattolive #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #edwarrior #fooddiary #foodstagram #food #ana #anorexic #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #edcommunity #edfamily #mealplan #recoverymeal #recoveryjourney #journey
I ate a couple bites of pastries because it was my dad’s birthday today and it was such a small amount but I was so scared before eating it but once I did it was delicious 😍 I’m feeling kinda guilty and rlly anxious #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingtolive  #eattolive  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #fooddiary  #foodstagram  #food  #ana  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #edcommunity  #edfamily  #mealplan  #recoverymeal  #recoveryjourney  #journey 
I’ve never been in a sail boat and may never because of a kind of “curse” my family has with them. What about you?⛵️
I’ve never been in a sail boat and may never because of a kind of “curse” my family has with them. What about you?⛵️