Day 1 of Rolling Loud. Was late and missed Maxo, but got stuck behind a group at will call that took almost 30 mins to figure out they couldnt get in 😑🔫, so I missed out on Smokepurpp as well. At least SHWB killed it, cause X argued with the crowd almost half of the 30 mins he played before getting his set cut for climbing the structure. Bet they dont let him come back 🤣
Caught a nasty elbow to the ribs at the end of X's last pit, hurts when i breathe now lol
Hopefully Ski Mask actually shows up tomorrow 🤞
Being an athlete can be really hard.
I just can't catch a break lately.
There's nothing more destroying than when you train your arse off, eat for your performance, recover with foam rolling and ice baths on the daily and injuries can still ruin your season.
Setback after setback after setback.
This has been so mentally and physically draining and no matter how hard I fight I keep getting knocked back down.
Have gone from never breaking a bone in my Body to breaking 4 in the past 3 months. Recovering from my torn quad to then doing damage to my hamstring and breaking 2 hands.
I miss crossfit, I miss being able to catch, to bowl to my potential and enjoying my cricket. I know life is full of ups and down, but god I'm being slammed with some downs.
Very hard to be and feel athletic when your movement and training is restricted. SO OVER THIS, WHAT MORE CAN I DO!
Reorganized and decluttered my oddities shelf! Put a bunch of little things into storage until I can make room, looks much nicer now!
From left to right moose, duck and raccoon on top of moose, 3 white tail bucks, a juvenile black bear, a white tail fawn and doe. All but the bear were found by either myself or my dad while hiking. The bear was a gift and the fox was a second hand trade I got years ago!
Did you ever see a part of your body and think " Damn that would look so much better covered in blood"
Well tonight I am juggling that type of thoughts with my right hand. Me flexing my hand to pop out the bones is causing myself to think that.
Frankly with the way my mind has been Iately I know this is not good but I felt the need to document this. And to get some thoughts out of my mind.
No I will not do anything destructive. All ready stoped flexing and put some gloves on to cover that hand up, pulled my sleeve down.