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Going to a new doctor today. Hoping they can help me with my arthritis. #rheumatoidarthritis #osteoarthritis #dailypain #inflamation #immunedisorders
Out in the streets. As much is I love to drive, it hurts more than anyone knows. Right now it's my only option because of the flexibility. Tomorrow I might not be able to walk normal, so I might not be able to work. I know when I get home I am using up some ice. Numbing the playing pain is only temporary but I refuse to take toxic medications. #nopainnogain #drive #sunset #adventure #skull #driving #hurts #strongsurvives #dailypain
Out in the streets. As much is I love to drive, it hurts more than anyone knows. Right now it's my only option because of the flexibility. Tomorrow I might not be able to walk normal, so I might not be able to work. I know when I get home I am using up some ice. Numbing the playing pain is only temporary but I refuse to take toxic medications. #nopainnogain  #drive  #sunset  #adventure  #skull  #driving  #hurts  #strongsurvives  #dailypain 
Empathy is so far away from this town.. Away from this town..//
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🎬O u t ▪ N o v e m b e r 2017🎬
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#album #melancholy #anotherpage #musicians  #music #sound #rock #reverb #delay #sadclown #shot #video #drums #love #guitar #rec #lotusspring #EP #violin #nikon #dailypain #song #object #nature #microphone #new #videomaker #homerecording
Empathy is so far away from this town.. Away from this town..//
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🎬O u t ▪ N o v e m b e r 2017🎬
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🎼Another Page Of Daily Pain
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••• Lotus Spring EP •••
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#album #melancholy #anotherpage #musicians  #music #sound #rock #reverb #delay #sadclown #shot #video #drums #love #guitar #rec #lotusspring #EP #violin #nikon #dailypain #song #object #nature #microphone #new #videomaker #homerecording
Bad week so far! Awaiting appointment for an epidural needs to hurry up! #chronicbackpain #chronicpain #painmanagement #dailypain #stopthepain #legpain #epidural #hurryup
Hate how narrow minded some people can be - most of the time i feel absolutely fine but i also have off days, i am only human and generally i let things go over my head but i have my limits #silentillness #fibro #fibromyalgia #hypermobility #superbendy #pain #dailypain #icope #justgetonwithit #noneedtomoan #moaninggetsyounowhere #dontjudge #dontjudgeme #dontjudgeabookbyitscover
Me especially when it starts getting cold out! 😩😩😩 I need a Backieatomy ( a new set of vertebrae and discs to go along with it ) People with back problems gotta feel me! 🤜🤛 #L3allofthewaydownisShot #dailypain #pain #backpain #legpain
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Another Page Of Daily Pain ▪New official video▪
📸📚🎬🔴 #album #melancholy #anotherpage #musicians  #music #sound #rock #reverb #delay #sadclown #shot #video #drums #love #guitar #rec #lotusspring #EP #violin #violinist #dailypain #song #passion #nature #microphone #new #videomaker #homerecording
Cleaning and prepping meds and vitamins for the week. I'm glad I upgraded my pill box to a large one. .
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#spoonie #spoonielife #meds #medicine #pillbox #vitamins #suppliments #anxiety #depression #bipolar #pain #scoliosislife #scoliosis #anemia #planning #chronicfatigue #chronicpain #dailypain
Now you're reading this our page because nobody understands your rage//
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🎥 n e w  o f f i c i a l  v i d e o 🎥
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📸📚🍴 •ANOTHER PAGE OF DAILY PAIN•

#album #melancholy #anotherpage #musicians  #music #sound #rock #reverb #delay #sadclown #shot #video #drums #love #guitar #rec #lotusspring #EP #violin #violinist #dailypain #acoustic #song #passion #nature #microphone #new #videomaker #flowers
Now you're reading this our page because nobody understands your rage// . Out **/11/17 .. . 🎥 n e w o f f i c i a l v i d e o 🎥 By @sadclownsmusic .. . 📸📚🍴 •ANOTHER PAGE OF DAILY PAIN• #album  #melancholy  #anotherpage  #musicians  #music  #sound  #rock  #reverb  #delay  #sadclown  #shot  #video  #drums  #love  #guitar  #rec  #lotusspring  #EP  #violin  #violinist  #dailypain  #acoustic  #song  #passion  #nature  #microphone  #new  #videomaker  #flowers 
🎥 n e w  o f f i c i a l  v i d e o 🎥
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📸📚🍴 •ANOTHER PAGE OF DAILY PAIN•
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#album #melancholy #anotherpage #musicians  #music #sound #rock #reverb #delay #sadclown #shot #video #drums #love #guitar #rec #lotusspring #EP #violin #violinist #dailypain #homerecording #song #passion #nature #new #videomaker #flowers
Attempt to feel better with a bit of fresh air with this little rat face #outdoors #autumn #walks #jackahuahua #puppy #babygirl #chronicmigraines #dailypain
I was sitting here waiting for my next client and a guy comes in. He looked at me, then turned and asked the receptionist, "Is that a real person?" The receptionist looked at me and I looked at her, both confused.... Then he said "Oh you are real, you look like a doll or a mannequin, a very beautiful mannequin." Awwwwwww ❤️ #manequin #doll #beautiful #imreal #lovingsoul #gifted #grateful #bonetumor #bonetumorawareness #fighter #fightingdisease #dailypain #supersoulsunday #supersoul #masteryoflove #like4likes #like4likeback #like4likealways #like4likesback #likeforlike #likeforlikes #withgod #faith #trust #nofilter
I was sitting here waiting for my next client and a guy comes in. He looked at me, then turned and asked the receptionist, "Is that a real person?" The receptionist looked at me and I looked at her, both confused.... Then he said "Oh you are real, you look like a doll or a mannequin, a very beautiful mannequin." Awwwwwww ❤️ #manequin  #doll  #beautiful  #imreal  #lovingsoul  #gifted  #grateful  #bonetumor  #bonetumorawareness  #fighter  #fightingdisease  #dailypain  #supersoulsunday  #supersoul  #masteryoflove  #like4likes  #like4likeback  #like4likealways  #like4likesback  #likeforlike  #likeforlikes  #withgod  #faith  #trust  #nofilter 
Hi I'm Felicity and I have Sickle Cell Disease. I love coke and bread, I get depressed sometimes because I'm in pain daily. I say I'm okay even when I'm not, I'm always smiling and my biggest fear is that I'll die and not be there for my kids .  I don't have life figured out just yet but I'm learning everyday to love me with all my strengths and weakness. This is a reminder that God's got me &death isn't my potion. I'm Blessed and Beautiful oww yess I Am!  so Cheers to enjoying life and being the best me😘#worldmentalhealthday #Sicklecelldisease #SickleCellAwareness #FightingTheSilence #dailypain
Hi I'm Felicity and I have Sickle Cell Disease. I love coke and bread, I get depressed sometimes because I'm in pain daily. I say I'm okay even when I'm not, I'm always smiling and my biggest fear is that I'll die and not be there for my kids . I don't have life figured out just yet but I'm learning everyday to love me with all my strengths and weakness. This is a reminder that God's got me &death isn't my potion. I'm Blessed and Beautiful oww yess I Am! so Cheers to enjoying life and being the best me😘#worldmentalhealthday  #Sicklecelldisease  #SickleCellAwareness  #FightingTheSilence  #dailypain 
It's important for me to be comfortable with where I am, and who I am right now. I'm aware I'm on the path to becoming a different version of myself and it requires patience. Despite the pain and fatigue, I choose to be happy 💜👣💜👣
#differentnotbetter #patience #happysoul #contentment #acceptance #selfcare #selflove #dreambelieveachieve #chronicillnesswarrior #dailypain  #thestruggleisreal #fibromyalgia #migraine #spoonie
Si, quello è un Violino ed il tipo che lo suona lo abbiamo sequestrato ad una orchestra. 
Lui si chiama Gianfrancesco Federico (o semplicemente Chicco), l'uomo che ci aiuterà a rendere il prossimo brano più frizzante!

Soon.
#anotherpageofdailypain

#album #melancholy #anotherpage #musicians  #music #sound #rock #reverb #delay #sad #clowns #sadclown #shot #video #drums #love #guitar #rec #homerecording #EP #violin #violinist #dailypain #acoustic #song #passion #nature #microphone
Si, quello è un Violino ed il tipo che lo suona lo abbiamo sequestrato ad una orchestra. Lui si chiama Gianfrancesco Federico (o semplicemente Chicco), l'uomo che ci aiuterà a rendere il prossimo brano più frizzante! Soon. #anotherpageofdailypain  #album  #melancholy  #anotherpage  #musicians  #music  #sound  #rock  #reverb  #delay  #sad  #clowns  #sadclown  #shot  #video  #drums  #love  #guitar  #rec  #homerecording  #EP  #violin  #violinist  #dailypain  #acoustic  #song  #passion  #nature  #microphone 
Brandi layed it all out! "For years, I've dealt with chronic, systemic pain of all kinds -- things like a #migraine that started in high school and had me convinced I had a brain tumor, #restless leg most nights, #endometriosis pain every single day, and crippling #pain from #cysts that left me in bed, not able to even stand up straight, let alone go to #work. I remember curling up in a ball, on an old gross couch in a dark room at work one day for over an hour, because I could barely breathe thru the pain and I didn't have my super #powerful #prescription pain meds with me. I've had ER visits, multiple #surgeries, and been told I possibly wouldn't be able to have #kids with everything going on over the past few years. 
This is not #life. That's not living or feeling good. And I was #tired of it. 
Insert some natural products a trusted friend told me about.  I've tried everything else at this point -- prescriptions, cleanses, different diets -- and nothing was changing. I decided to give them a full year and see what happened. 
These #natural #supplements changed it all for me. Healing my #gut changed EVERYTHING. Do you know how much is tied to #guthealth?! Google it // it is CRAZY how much in our body is tied to gut health alone. 
Did #Plexus #cure my endometriosis? Nope - there's no cure. BUT, I don't have #dailypain anymore. I don't have to carry prescriptions in my purse anymore. I don't have to take #melatonin to sleep. I haven't had a it-hurts-so-bad-I-can't-stand-up-straight day in over 2 years now. 
I don't know what it could change for you, but I can tell you one thing -- it's #worthit.
Brandi layed it all out! "For years, I've dealt with chronic, systemic pain of all kinds -- things like a #migraine  that started in high school and had me convinced I had a brain tumor, #restless  leg most nights, #endometriosis  pain every single day, and crippling #pain  from #cysts  that left me in bed, not able to even stand up straight, let alone go to #work . I remember curling up in a ball, on an old gross couch in a dark room at work one day for over an hour, because I could barely breathe thru the pain and I didn't have my super #powerful  #prescription  pain meds with me. I've had ER visits, multiple #surgeries , and been told I possibly wouldn't be able to have #kids  with everything going on over the past few years. This is not #life . That's not living or feeling good. And I was #tired  of it. Insert some natural products a trusted friend told me about. I've tried everything else at this point -- prescriptions, cleanses, different diets -- and nothing was changing. I decided to give them a full year and see what happened. These #natural  #supplements  changed it all for me. Healing my #gut  changed EVERYTHING. Do you know how much is tied to #guthealth ?! Google it // it is CRAZY how much in our body is tied to gut health alone. Did #Plexus  #cure  my endometriosis? Nope - there's no cure. BUT, I don't have #dailypain  anymore. I don't have to carry prescriptions in my purse anymore. I don't have to take #melatonin  to sleep. I haven't had a it-hurts-so-bad-I-can't-stand-up-straight day in over 2 years now. I don't know what it could change for you, but I can tell you one thing -- it's #worthit .
This is what I love about my kids and our triangle. It's always the three of us. Today we had a full day and it was fun and utterly exhausting and hard on my body. I feel at times like this that I'm letting my kids down.
I can't control my health issues or chronic pain, no matter how much I wish I could. It makes me sad and frustrated. Being a single mom is tough without adding a disability to the mix.
We got home and showered and cleaned and I let the kids know I was going to lay down. Within 5 mins Carson came to lay down with me, followed by G. Both of them touching me in some way with their feet. 
They give me strength. They don't know the extent yet but one day I'll let them know how thankful I am to be their mother and how they made me stronger. .
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#mommyandme #mom #momma #mommy #boymom #momlifeisthebestlife #girlmom #momoftwo #momof2 #momlife #motherhoodunplugged #mother #kidsofinstagram #ilovethem #theymakemestrong #mykids #myeverything #chronicpain #chronicillness #dailypain #scoliosis #pain #singlemom #singleparent
This is what I love about my kids and our triangle. It's always the three of us. Today we had a full day and it was fun and utterly exhausting and hard on my body. I feel at times like this that I'm letting my kids down. I can't control my health issues or chronic pain, no matter how much I wish I could. It makes me sad and frustrated. Being a single mom is tough without adding a disability to the mix. We got home and showered and cleaned and I let the kids know I was going to lay down. Within 5 mins Carson came to lay down with me, followed by G. Both of them touching me in some way with their feet. They give me strength. They don't know the extent yet but one day I'll let them know how thankful I am to be their mother and how they made me stronger. . . . #mommyandme  #mom  #momma  #mommy  #boymom  #momlifeisthebestlife  #girlmom  #momoftwo  #momof2  #momlife  #motherhoodunplugged  #mother  #kidsofinstagram  #ilovethem  #theymakemestrong  #mykids  #myeverything  #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #dailypain  #scoliosis  #pain  #singlemom  #singleparent 
Inside of me is that little girl wanting her mommy to hold her! Not even one day ever goes by without that feeling, he pain never goes away, sometimes you just try to ignore it but it's there lingering all the time! #WeAllNeedOurMoms #MiMa #SuCarolina #7yearsWithoutYou💔 #NeverGetsEasier #IgnoredPain #DailyPain #HeavyHeart
Yep that about sums it up! Pretty fitting considering my wife and I collect cactus and have them thru out our home.
Yep that about sums it up! Pretty fitting considering my wife and I collect cactus and have them thru out our home.
"E se davvero trascorriamo la nostra esistenza in cerca di pienezza, questo è un vissuto di incomparabile intensità"

IRONMAN.
AGAIN.
"E se davvero trascorriamo la nostra esistenza in cerca di pienezza, questo è un vissuto di incomparabile intensità" IRONMAN. AGAIN.
Altro giro
Altra corsa
#ironmanlife
Having a #flareup today. Little man is at swimming so I can sit still for a while but still in pain. Hoping it doesn't last long as I have a long list of things to do!

Happy Friday to you all 😘

#endometriosis #endo #endoflare #adenomyosis #endometriosisawareness #thisisendo #dailypain #painface #staypositive #mumandsontime
Does anyone with Lupus experience all over body pain? every joint hurts, swollen? experience sharp burning pain when trying to move, stand, walk? is it hard for you to get out of bed? swollen knots on your face and head? Do you experience worst pain when your mentrual is approaching? what do you do to cope? how do you relieve the pain? Anyone with a chronic illness? DM me please, i would love to talk. i dont want sympathy, i really just want to talk and find out how some of you fight your illness on the daily
Does anyone with Lupus experience all over body pain? every joint hurts, swollen? experience sharp burning pain when trying to move, stand, walk? is it hard for you to get out of bed? swollen knots on your face and head? Do you experience worst pain when your mentrual is approaching? what do you do to cope? how do you relieve the pain? Anyone with a chronic illness? DM me please, i would love to talk. i dont want sympathy, i really just want to talk and find out how some of you fight your illness on the daily
I used to put on a smile and pretend that nothing was wrong.
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Underneath that smile was pain, worry, frustration, and negative self-talk.
I told myself that it wasn't that bad, and that other people had it worse. I believed those thoughts were normal and okay.
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I was in physical pain. My hips had been an issue for me for almost 10 years. I believed that's how it would be for the rest of my life.
I was worried about injuring myself again or that at some point in life I wouldn't be able to enjoy the activities I loved anymore. Once more injury happened I was worried that I would miss more work and be judged because no one knew how much it had been hurting already.
I was frustrated with my body and hated the way it felt. I was frustrated with myself for not taking better care of my body when I was younger.
I called myself names and had a hard time picking out the positives about myself. I put myself down for how I was "letting myself go" and felt out of touch with who I was as a person.
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I really don't like that version of myself, but if it hadn't been for her I wouldn't be where I am today. I wouldn't have connected with the people who make me smile. I wouldn't have grown physically, mentally and emotionally stronger. I wouldn't have realized that I can help others get out of that same rut that I was in. I wouldn't have realized how much of a role model I can be to all the women and girls in my life.
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I don't want to be her again.
Now my smile is genuine.
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#nomorefakingfine #genuinehappiness #genuinesmile #happyfromtheinsideout #gettingridofnegativity #nomorenegativethoughts #stinkinthinkin #positiveselfesteem #positivemindset #dailypain #embarassment #frustrated #choosingahealthyme #onthehappytrain #selfesteem
I used to put on a smile and pretend that nothing was wrong. • Underneath that smile was pain, worry, frustration, and negative self-talk. I told myself that it wasn't that bad, and that other people had it worse. I believed those thoughts were normal and okay. • I was in physical pain. My hips had been an issue for me for almost 10 years. I believed that's how it would be for the rest of my life. I was worried about injuring myself again or that at some point in life I wouldn't be able to enjoy the activities I loved anymore. Once more injury happened I was worried that I would miss more work and be judged because no one knew how much it had been hurting already. I was frustrated with my body and hated the way it felt. I was frustrated with myself for not taking better care of my body when I was younger. I called myself names and had a hard time picking out the positives about myself. I put myself down for how I was "letting myself go" and felt out of touch with who I was as a person. • I really don't like that version of myself, but if it hadn't been for her I wouldn't be where I am today. I wouldn't have connected with the people who make me smile. I wouldn't have grown physically, mentally and emotionally stronger. I wouldn't have realized that I can help others get out of that same rut that I was in. I wouldn't have realized how much of a role model I can be to all the women and girls in my life. • I don't want to be her again. Now my smile is genuine. • • • • #nomorefakingfine  #genuinehappiness  #genuinesmile  #happyfromtheinsideout  #gettingridofnegativity  #nomorenegativethoughts  #stinkinthinkin  #positiveselfesteem  #positivemindset  #dailypain  #embarassment  #frustrated  #choosingahealthyme  #onthehappytrain  #selfesteem 
Das ich zu blauen Flecken neige ist ja bekannt. Aber das Ding (ohne Witz) ist nicht der größte meiner blauen Flecken aber der schmerzhafteste. Und was meine Schmerzskala angeht - von 1-10 kann ich bis 20 alles ab- Das Ding is die Hölle 👎🏼 #pain #blauerfleck #schmerzen #dailypain #dailyworkout #ihrwolltgarnichtwissenwiedaspassiertist
One day I will be well again, until then I will carry on living like an old person #illness #chronicillness #chronicmigraines #migraines #migrainessuck #dailypain #dailymigraine
You were my world, you made me throw it away, one poor decision made up this all come to this. I'm over it all and trying to move forward, even if it kills me.. #brokenheart #lostandconfused #smilenomatterwhat #worldfullofhurt #sickofthepain #thispainkillsme #dailypain #hurtandconfused
I do this every day after eventually getting asleep wake after a few hours open my eyes and freeze! No pain, scared to move, move a tiny inch and the receptors kick in! Anyone else? #fibromyalgia #fibrowarriors #dailypain #ohtowakeupwithnopain
As the body pains worsen this past week, I try to remind myself that "This too shall pass", as it has been a saying I told myself and helped through depression and anxiety. My only fear is that it won't, and as much work as I am putting into trying to heal my body from this autoimmune disease and mental illness, it won't completely go away. I have done a ton of research on #Fibromyalgia and only found a select few people who have healed completely. If there are any success stories or encouragement from others within this state, please comment or DM me. .
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I feel this illness isn't known much about in a positive way by the specialist or doctors I have delt with, compared to my naturopath, who has been great. I just need all the positivity I can get, and I believe everyone going through the same thing needs it as well.
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#FightFibromyalgia #autoimmunedisease #mentalillness #thistooshallpass #fm #candidadiet #dailypain #healing #positivevibes #fibropositive #bepositive
As the body pains worsen this past week, I try to remind myself that "This too shall pass", as it has been a saying I told myself and helped through depression and anxiety. My only fear is that it won't, and as much work as I am putting into trying to heal my body from this autoimmune disease and mental illness, it won't completely go away. I have done a ton of research on #Fibromyalgia  and only found a select few people who have healed completely. If there are any success stories or encouragement from others within this state, please comment or DM me. . . I feel this illness isn't known much about in a positive way by the specialist or doctors I have delt with, compared to my naturopath, who has been great. I just need all the positivity I can get, and I believe everyone going through the same thing needs it as well. . . #FightFibromyalgia  #autoimmunedisease  #mentalillness  #thistooshallpass  #fm  #candidadiet  #dailypain  #healing  #positivevibes  #fibropositive  #bepositive 
To all who have suffered and are still fighting.. never give up... you are STRONG 
#cancersurvivor #epilepsywarrior #dailypain #iwillsurvive

Yes, my child decorated me with nature, what of it ?!? 😂😂😂😂😂
This is me. I may look like I have this perfect fitness and healthy life but reality hit hard again today. I am not the healthiest person. I have my fair share of illness and injuries. 
I will never ever wake up and be healthy or uninjured. So do I give up....ABSOLUTELY NOT. 
Spinal fusion and hip surgery at 20 and now minor complications arising from it. Thyroid and Graves Disease at 23. These are both permanent aliments that I have to live with. Its an up hill battle to succeed and not one thing will hold me back from living the healthiest and strongest life I can. #trymebitch #bestrong #idontgiveup #dietrying #feeneyfit #yourexcuseisinvalid #noexcuseshere #fueledmeup #dailypain
This is me. I may look like I have this perfect fitness and healthy life but reality hit hard again today. I am not the healthiest person. I have my fair share of illness and injuries. I will never ever wake up and be healthy or uninjured. So do I give up....ABSOLUTELY NOT. Spinal fusion and hip surgery at 20 and now minor complications arising from it. Thyroid and Graves Disease at 23. These are both permanent aliments that I have to live with. Its an up hill battle to succeed and not one thing will hold me back from living the healthiest and strongest life I can. #trymebitch  #bestrong  #idontgiveup  #dietrying  #feeneyfit  #yourexcuseisinvalid  #noexcuseshere  #fueledmeup  #dailypain 
I know I am posting much more about my chronic illness than usual, however I am doing it because this is #IIHAwarenessMonth next month I'll go back to selfies and pet pictures like the rest of Instagram. On that note, even though you cannot see my illness or my symptoms (unless they are really bad) I feel the daily. Let's #BreakTheStigma of #InvisibleDisease and support people who have them! #psuedotumorcerebri #brainpain #idiopathicintracranialhypertension #youcantseeit #icanfeelit #dailyheadaches #dailynausea #dailypain #memoryloss #slowmotorfunction #verbalproblems #visualdisturbances #seriously #thissucks #weneedacure #awareness #september
I know I am posting much more about my chronic illness than usual, however I am doing it because this is #IIHAwarenessMonth  next month I'll go back to selfies and pet pictures like the rest of Instagram. On that note, even though you cannot see my illness or my symptoms (unless they are really bad) I feel the daily. Let's #BreakTheStigma  of #InvisibleDisease  and support people who have them! #psuedotumorcerebri  #brainpain  #idiopathicintracranialhypertension  #youcantseeit  #icanfeelit  #dailyheadaches  #dailynausea  #dailypain  #memoryloss  #slowmotorfunction  #verbalproblems  #visualdisturbances  #seriously  #thissucks  #weneedacure  #awareness  #september 
To not wake up, is my dream come true.

My last breath will not be another's
vision of success. It will be on my
own terms, not hooked on pills, to
a tube in a sterile room and no
stars to see. I wasn't asked, invited
to life and you will not drip me into
an unconscious, comatose state.

No mind of my own.
No identity to grow.
No learning to show.

You can't look, say you dont
believe, unless you fear living 
sans ego, and in authenticity.
I'll pull the plug when I see fit
It will be in the home of
Earth's wide open spaces.
Let my energy live on in those
that live on to be, that's 
more than enough for me.

I reject your fear of my dying
from what you cannot accept,
the weight of unspoken words 
are not mine to measure in regret.

The pain is a prison wall, made
of my own bones. A quality of 
living lost and a mourning on 
each breath. Let my life, a grain
of sand falling; become the 
beach beneath your toes and
in the life therein. My spirit
travels on the rolling tides
undeterred as stardust
through the galaxy, the
original state
of being
me. ~bd~
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#dailypain #dailywriting #writingtherapy #existentialism #psychotherapy #writeaboutit #inmyhead #therapy #chronicpain #mentalhealth #notdepression #societysucks #societyisthedisease #mentalhealthwriting #iwrite #mythoughts #arthritis #imready #sacroiliacjointdysfunction #backpain #onedayatatime #nomorepills #painmanagment #painisaprison #qualityoflife #mylifemychoice #notmyfuture #nohospital #peacenotpain
To not wake up, is my dream come true. My last breath will not be another's vision of success. It will be on my own terms, not hooked on pills, to a tube in a sterile room and no stars to see. I wasn't asked, invited to life and you will not drip me into an unconscious, comatose state. No mind of my own. No identity to grow. No learning to show. You can't look, say you dont believe, unless you fear living sans ego, and in authenticity. I'll pull the plug when I see fit It will be in the home of Earth's wide open spaces. Let my energy live on in those that live on to be, that's more than enough for me. I reject your fear of my dying from what you cannot accept, the weight of unspoken words are not mine to measure in regret. The pain is a prison wall, made of my own bones. A quality of living lost and a mourning on each breath. Let my life, a grain of sand falling; become the beach beneath your toes and in the life therein. My spirit travels on the rolling tides undeterred as stardust through the galaxy, the original state of being me. ~bd~ • • • #dailypain  #dailywriting  #writingtherapy  #existentialism  #psychotherapy  #writeaboutit  #inmyhead  #therapy  #chronicpain  #mentalhealth  #notdepression  #societysucks  #societyisthedisease  #mentalhealthwriting  #iwrite  #mythoughts  #arthritis  #imready  #sacroiliacjointdysfunction  #backpain  #onedayatatime  #nomorepills  #painmanagment  #painisaprison  #qualityoflife  #mylifemychoice  #notmyfuture  #nohospital  #peacenotpain 
Oh well done.... #not 🙈🤕🙈 😢... 34,4 degrees second check, 34,1 degrees first check today.
🤔😢😤😡🤕🙈😴 It's such a fucking #disease. I don't frost but my temperature makes what he want. And my boyfriend and I talk about yesterday that is great that my temperature stay from 35,5 to 36,5 degrees,the last 2 weeks. I think we should don't talk again about that anything goes better... 🤕...but maybe my last inflammation is over???? This would say that my fever is getting just to 36,7 degrees and not higher like 37!!! That approved my guess is right. I  believe it, next step that my docs must believe this too... 🙏💪🤕
#goodmorning #nightmare #lymewarrior #lymedisease #fuck#lyme#hashimotosdisease#gravesdisease #osteopenia#osteoporosis #arthrosis#inflammation#fibromyalgia#coinfections#ptbs#dailypain#lowtemp#temprature#disbiosis#depression #leakygut #metabolic#disbalance#healingprocess#anatiter#immundefect#fucktheunbelievers#photography
Oh well done.... #not  🙈🤕🙈 😢... 34,4 degrees second check, 34,1 degrees first check today. 🤔😢😤😡🤕🙈😴 It's such a fucking #disease . I don't frost but my temperature makes what he want. And my boyfriend and I talk about yesterday that is great that my temperature stay from 35,5 to 36,5 degrees,the last 2 weeks. I think we should don't talk again about that anything goes better... 🤕...but maybe my last inflammation is over???? This would say that my fever is getting just to 36,7 degrees and not higher like 37!!! That approved my guess is right. I believe it, next step that my docs must believe this too... 🙏💪🤕 #goodmorning  #nightmare  #lymewarrior  #lymedisease  #fuck #lyme #hashimotosdisease #gravesdisease  #osteopenia #osteoporosis  #arthrosis #inflammation #fibromyalgia #coinfections #ptbs #dailypain #lowtemp #temprature #disbiosis #depression  #leakygut  #metabolic #disbalance #healingprocess #anatiter #immundefect #fucktheunbelievers #photography 
Da geht man gemütlich an den Briefkasten (in diesem Fall war es mein Freund 😊) und ahnt nichts böses oder gutes, da liegt doch endlich eine Vorladung zum persönlichen erscheinen bei Gericht ⚖ im Briefkasten.🙌💪⚖️🎉 Nach über einem Jahr Klageverfahren freue ich mich das es voran geht. Allerdings folgte direkt auf die Freude die Panikattacke. 🤕😢🙈 '' Nicht schon wieder alles von vorne Schildern, bei nicht erscheinen 1.000 € Strafe, dann muss ich wohl hin...die Gedanken kreisen um Diagnosemomente, die 200 Arztgespräche, der Unglauben, das Entsetzen,nein,ich gehe da nicht hin. 😴🤕 Basta!'' Umarmungen und anschließende #selbsthypnose half!!! Hilft immer.

Gut das ich für die Klage zur Rehabilitation einen Rentenberater habe, der auch bevollmächtigt ist, mich vor Gericht zu vertreten. Klärt sich dann die Tage in wie weit mir ein persönliches Erscheinen erspart bleiben kann.
🙏🍀🤕🍀🙏🍀⚖️ Und ja, selbst eine, mir gesetzlich zustehende, Rehabilitations-Maßnahme wird mir verweigert!!!! #rehab#recovery#lyme#ptbs#minddetox #psychohygiene #deaflection #osteoporosis #osteopenia #hashimotos #dailypain #fibromyalgia#arthrosis#leakygut #allergies#immundefect#news #medizin  #wakeup#selfie#law#socialcourt#meditation#selfhpnosis#blonde#gohardorgohome#medical#blog
Da geht man gemütlich an den Briefkasten (in diesem Fall war es mein Freund 😊) und ahnt nichts böses oder gutes, da liegt doch endlich eine Vorladung zum persönlichen erscheinen bei Gericht ⚖ im Briefkasten.🙌💪⚖️🎉 Nach über einem Jahr Klageverfahren freue ich mich das es voran geht. Allerdings folgte direkt auf die Freude die Panikattacke. 🤕😢🙈 '' Nicht schon wieder alles von vorne Schildern, bei nicht erscheinen 1.000 € Strafe, dann muss ich wohl hin...die Gedanken kreisen um Diagnosemomente, die 200 Arztgespräche, der Unglauben, das Entsetzen,nein,ich gehe da nicht hin. 😴🤕 Basta!'' Umarmungen und anschließende #selbsthypnose  half!!! Hilft immer. Gut das ich für die Klage zur Rehabilitation einen Rentenberater habe, der auch bevollmächtigt ist, mich vor Gericht zu vertreten. Klärt sich dann die Tage in wie weit mir ein persönliches Erscheinen erspart bleiben kann. 🙏🍀🤕🍀🙏🍀⚖️ Und ja, selbst eine, mir gesetzlich zustehende, Rehabilitations-Maßnahme wird mir verweigert!!!! #rehab #recovery #lyme #ptbs #minddetox  #psychohygiene  #deaflection  #osteoporosis  #osteopenia  #hashimotos  #dailypain  #fibromyalgia #arthrosis #leakygut  #allergies #immundefect #news  #medizin  #wakeup #selfie #law #socialcourt #meditation #selfhpnosis #blonde #gohardorgohome #medical #blog 
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I have the best kids. My back is always an ongoing problem, Carson is so helpful when it comes to helping me with creams and medicines on my back. I am one lucky momma.
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#spine #scolosisproblems #scoliosis #chronicpain #dailypain #raisinggoodhumans #raisingboys #lucky #luckymom #parenting #parent #mom #motherhood #motherson #singleparent #singlemompower #hesthebest #myson #kidsofinstagram #spooniemom #momsofinstagram #instakid #motherhoodsimplified #boymom
I have the best kids. My back is always an ongoing problem, Carson is so helpful when it comes to helping me with creams and medicines on my back. I am one lucky momma. . . . #spine  #scolosisproblems  #scoliosis  #chronicpain  #dailypain  #raisinggoodhumans  #raisingboys  #lucky  #luckymom  #parenting  #parent  #mom  #motherhood  #motherson  #singleparent  #singlemompower  #hesthebest  #myson  #kidsofinstagram  #spooniemom  #momsofinstagram  #instakid  #motherhoodsimplified  #boymom 
I never thought I'd say this - but I miss my workout routine. I can't wait to have my disease under control again, so I can get back to it 🙏 ❤️ I may not be a coach anymore, but I learned a lot and grew as a person while doing it. .
Being a coach helped me believe in myself, when I was always one to follow or get lost in the crowd in the past. 
Being a coach brought confidence and daily accountability - which is what I needed. 
Being a coach brought new people and friendships into my life. 
Being a coach made my heart smile. Truly. But I had to give it up for a few reasons:
#1 being that I couldn't be a product of the product any longer when I started having more pain than usual, and developed two flares (maybe more) in only a couple months. I became afraid to exercise for fear of another painful flare. I became a child again in my mind. I developed depression from this disease, and a little bit of PPD I believe - from dealing with this and two babes under two. I wasn't making money any longer as a coach, and we as a family of 4 on only hubby's salary, couldn't truly afford the Shakes if I wasn't putting my all into coaching anymore. 😔 So I gave it up. All of it. 💔 .
Who knows why life goes the way it does for some of us. I know I've been battling my own body and mind for as long as I can remember. I thought I found my niche only to have myself knocked down a couple pegs, finding out the pain that started again is my arthritis. Finding out the damage is far greater than I thought to my body, and the battle I thought I'd won for so many years is now hitting me with a surprise attack 😫
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I may be at a low right now, but arthritis hasn't won this battle. Because when it comes down to it - I HAVE ARTHRITIS BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE ME 🙌❤️ See you again soon #fitfam 🙏
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#healthylifestyle #itstartswithyou #chronicallyliving #arthritisstrong #rawarrior #chronicpain #dontgiveup #neverbackdown #ihavearthritisitdoesnthaveme #yycfitness #yycliving #fitnessjourney #fitnessmotivation #momoftwoundertwo #osteoarthritis #rheumatoidarthritis #listentoyourbody #believeinyourself #healthandwellness #momlife #dailypain #yougotthis #stepbystep #daybyday #nutrition
I never thought I'd say this - but I miss my workout routine. I can't wait to have my disease under control again, so I can get back to it 🙏 ❤️ I may not be a coach anymore, but I learned a lot and grew as a person while doing it. . Being a coach helped me believe in myself, when I was always one to follow or get lost in the crowd in the past. Being a coach brought confidence and daily accountability - which is what I needed. Being a coach brought new people and friendships into my life. Being a coach made my heart smile. Truly. But I had to give it up for a few reasons: #1  being that I couldn't be a product of the product any longer when I started having more pain than usual, and developed two flares (maybe more) in only a couple months. I became afraid to exercise for fear of another painful flare. I became a child again in my mind. I developed depression from this disease, and a little bit of PPD I believe - from dealing with this and two babes under two. I wasn't making money any longer as a coach, and we as a family of 4 on only hubby's salary, couldn't truly afford the Shakes if I wasn't putting my all into coaching anymore. 😔 So I gave it up. All of it. 💔 . Who knows why life goes the way it does for some of us. I know I've been battling my own body and mind for as long as I can remember. I thought I found my niche only to have myself knocked down a couple pegs, finding out the pain that started again is my arthritis. Finding out the damage is far greater than I thought to my body, and the battle I thought I'd won for so many years is now hitting me with a surprise attack 😫 . I may be at a low right now, but arthritis hasn't won this battle. Because when it comes down to it - I HAVE ARTHRITIS BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE ME 🙌❤️ See you again soon #fitfam  🙏 . . . #healthylifestyle  #itstartswithyou  #chronicallyliving  #arthritisstrong  #rawarrior  #chronicpain  #dontgiveup  #neverbackdown  #ihavearthritisitdoesnthaveme  #yycfitness  #yycliving  #fitnessjourney  #fitnessmotivation  #momoftwoundertwo  #osteoarthritis  #rheumatoidarthritis  #listentoyourbody  #believeinyourself  #healthandwellness  #momlife  #dailypain  #yougotthis  #stepbystep  #daybyday  #nutrition 
Exercising has never come easy to me. I am comfortable with my weight and body, even if I'm a bit heavier. I feel happy. However I need to work on strengthening my core to hopefully prevent more pain. I've started doing yoga and stretches and simple core building exercises that won't cause even more daily pain than I already experience. .
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#happy #scoliosisprobs #scoliosisawareness #backpain #backproblems #spine #spinalproblems #yoga #yogaforbeginners #stretches #neckstretch #buildingmycore #strengthtraining #chronicpain #dailypain #happyinmyskin #selflove #lovemybody
Exercising has never come easy to me. I am comfortable with my weight and body, even if I'm a bit heavier. I feel happy. However I need to work on strengthening my core to hopefully prevent more pain. I've started doing yoga and stretches and simple core building exercises that won't cause even more daily pain than I already experience. . . . #happy  #scoliosisprobs  #scoliosisawareness  #backpain  #backproblems  #spine  #spinalproblems  #yoga  #yogaforbeginners  #stretches  #neckstretch  #buildingmycore  #strengthtraining  #chronicpain  #dailypain  #happyinmyskin  #selflove  #lovemybody 
Anyone else? 
Do you sleep in on Fridays?
I typically do because Thursday's are my most busy days! I have to be up 5am, 6am and I have fibromyalgia so I get worn out and am in a lot of physical pain and have heat coming from my body super easy and super fast!

I usually use Friday's to get my body rested up so I don't get sick in the long run!

Who has Fibromyalgia and how do you deal with it?
Do you sleep in and rest when you can? If not, why?
Anyone else? Do you sleep in on Fridays? I typically do because Thursday's are my most busy days! I have to be up 5am, 6am and I have fibromyalgia so I get worn out and am in a lot of physical pain and have heat coming from my body super easy and super fast! I usually use Friday's to get my body rested up so I don't get sick in the long run! Who has Fibromyalgia and how do you deal with it? Do you sleep in and rest when you can? If not, why?
The mid-day fatigue has me reaching to this coffee. I don't want to rely on this stuff and I know adding the Coffee Mate isn't good for me (useless calories and sugar), but I feel exhausted and willing try anything! #sleepytime #coffeefriendorfoe #middayfatigue #ra #rheumatoidarthritis #autoimmunedisease #sorejoints #dailypain #gottawakeup #friday #workday #hustleandflow #nottodaysatan #nottodayra
I've suffered upwards of 18 years with migraines 😥😥 Typically, going to the neurologist means adding medication after medication to control the daily pain I suffer from 💊💊🙁🙁 My this year was different 🤗🤗 Last week, I was able to discuss the possibility of weening myself off of my maintenance medications....how?!?!🤷🤷 ✔️ working out regularly 🏋️
✔️eating a proper/well balanced diet 🥗
✔️ drinking the proper amount of water 💦

Cutting out unnecessary sugar and processed foods have made a huge difference for me + getting the proper amounts of nutrients 👍👍 If you suffer from daily migraines like me you know that relief is nothing short of amazing. 😧😧 Can't wait to try vitamins and a more natural approach to my migraine control. 🍅🥒
I've suffered upwards of 18 years with migraines 😥😥 Typically, going to the neurologist means adding medication after medication to control the daily pain I suffer from 💊💊🙁🙁 My this year was different 🤗🤗 Last week, I was able to discuss the possibility of weening myself off of my maintenance medications....how?!?!🤷🤷 ✔️ working out regularly 🏋️ ✔️eating a proper/well balanced diet 🥗 ✔️ drinking the proper amount of water 💦 Cutting out unnecessary sugar and processed foods have made a huge difference for me + getting the proper amounts of nutrients 👍👍 If you suffer from daily migraines like me you know that relief is nothing short of amazing. 😧😧 Can't wait to try vitamins and a more natural approach to my migraine control. 🍅🥒
.Morning Fire. (Con Fabio che fa le foto alla @xskillyx)
#jetlagride
.Morning Fire. (Con Fabio che fa le foto alla @xskillyx) #jetlagride 
My love, my best friend, my husband and soulmate. This time last year I was unable to walk, away from my children, stuck in London in a hospital bed, miles away from my friends and family. Although I am still on my journey, having this man stand by me every step of the way has meant everything, he has given me strength when I've had none, given me hope when all I see is dark and been a shoulder to cry on, day or night. He is my rock and although our relationship has changed, I wouldn't change him for anyone. I didn't realise how much I needed this time away with my little family, I love them all with every fibre of my being #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicpainwarrior #pcos #tarlovcyst #spinalcysts #type1diabetes #soulmate #spoonielife #family #dailypain #familyovereverything ❤️😀👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🌞
My love, my best friend, my husband and soulmate. This time last year I was unable to walk, away from my children, stuck in London in a hospital bed, miles away from my friends and family. Although I am still on my journey, having this man stand by me every step of the way has meant everything, he has given me strength when I've had none, given me hope when all I see is dark and been a shoulder to cry on, day or night. He is my rock and although our relationship has changed, I wouldn't change him for anyone. I didn't realise how much I needed this time away with my little family, I love them all with every fibre of my being #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #chronicpainwarrior  #pcos  #tarlovcyst  #spinalcysts  #type1diabetes  #soulmate  #spoonielife  #family  #dailypain  #familyovereverything  ❤️😀👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🌞
Gemüsesaft Variante Nr. 4.0 - Sellerie, Ingwer, Orange, Gurke, Limette und Karotte. Die 4 Woche Antibiotika beginnt. 💪 Der Herxheimer schlägt seit 3 Tagen ganz schön um sich. Und der gestrige Tag hat mich wieder nicht schlafen lassen. 🙈😨 Aber es macht ja keinen Unterschied, so habe ich heute den grauen Tag fast komplett verschlafen. 🙏🍀 Eingeheizt wurde auch schon von meinem Schatz! Es gibt nichts beruhigenderes als einen Kachelofen. Heute wird nur entspannt, geliebt und wieder neue Kraft gesammelt. 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀💚💚💚💚💚 #fire#oven#relax#relaxingday#weekend#seelenfutter#healing#works#bestrongerthanyourexcuses #fibromyalgie #ptbs #osteopenia#osteoporosis #hashimotos #cheilititis #glutenfree #arthrosis #dailypain #inflammation #trauma#leakygut#disbiosis#healingprgress#tachycardia#immunity
Gemüsesaft Variante Nr. 4.0 - Sellerie, Ingwer, Orange, Gurke, Limette und Karotte. Die 4 Woche Antibiotika beginnt. 💪 Der Herxheimer schlägt seit 3 Tagen ganz schön um sich. Und der gestrige Tag hat mich wieder nicht schlafen lassen. 🙈😨 Aber es macht ja keinen Unterschied, so habe ich heute den grauen Tag fast komplett verschlafen. 🙏🍀 Eingeheizt wurde auch schon von meinem Schatz! Es gibt nichts beruhigenderes als einen Kachelofen. Heute wird nur entspannt, geliebt und wieder neue Kraft gesammelt. 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀💚💚💚💚💚 #fire #oven #relax #relaxingday #weekend #seelenfutter #healing #works #bestrongerthanyourexcuses  #fibromyalgie  #ptbs  #osteopenia #osteoporosis  #hashimotos  #cheilititis  #glutenfree  #arthrosis  #dailypain  #inflammation  #trauma #leakygut #disbiosis #healingprgress #tachycardia #immunity 
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Non siamo mai usciti dal tunnel, l'abbiamo pure arredato! 
SFR pre grigliata on Gavia Pass
#lifebehindbars
Non siamo mai usciti dal tunnel, l'abbiamo pure arredato! SFR pre grigliata on Gavia Pass #lifebehindbars