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do you know what it’s like to never feel good enough?
do you know what it’s like to be alone in a room full of people?
do you know what it’s like to hate yourself?
do you know what it’s like to feel fat?
do you know what it’s like to hate your family?
do you know what it’s like to want to die?
do you know what it’s like to want to cut yourself?
do you know what it’s like to be consumed by darkness?
do you know what it’s like to constantly being judged?
do you know what it’s like to feel empty?
do you know what it’s like to fake a smile everyday?
do you know what it’s like to be sad for no reason?
because i do and it hurts like hell.
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sometimes you see things and memories come flashing back and you break down but the thoughts and visions just won’t stop.
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#depressed #sad #broken #selfharm #depressing #ineedyou #cutting #hatemyself #anxiety #suicidal #selfhate #cutter #scars #alone #lonely #worthless #notgoodenough #done #killmyself #wanttodie #dead #lost #goodbye
do you know what it’s like to never feel good enough? do you know what it’s like to be alone in a room full of people? do you know what it’s like to hate yourself? do you know what it’s like to feel fat? do you know what it’s like to hate your family? do you know what it’s like to want to die? do you know what it’s like to want to cut yourself? do you know what it’s like to be consumed by darkness? do you know what it’s like to constantly being judged? do you know what it’s like to feel empty? do you know what it’s like to fake a smile everyday? do you know what it’s like to be sad for no reason? because i do and it hurts like hell. • sometimes you see things and memories come flashing back and you break down but the thoughts and visions just won’t stop. • • • #depressed  #sad  #broken  #selfharm  #depressing  #ineedyou  #cutting  #hatemyself  #anxiety  #suicidal  #selfhate  #cutter  #scars  #alone  #lonely  #worthless  #notgoodenough  #done  #killmyself  #wanttodie  #dead  #lost  #goodbye 
Its 4:31pm and so far i have not broken my fast . 
20days is such a long time but i'll finally reach my goal weight 💫
Its 4:31pm and so far i have not broken my fast . 20days is such a long time but i'll finally reach my goal weight 💫
Please don't be lonely when I'm gone
I've been so sad for far too long
And as I gently slip away, this song will always stay..🖤 #askingalexandra #gone #lgbt #l4l #f4f #emo #emochild #emotionalsupportanimal #pastelgoth #punk #rock #lie #scars #depression #depressed #💔
You know what I find sad is that i see all these people wanting someone who cares and loves them. Wanting to mean something to someone, and I have that, but i still hate myself so freaking much and idek why. Like there’s very few people i care about but now I know if anything did happen to me it would break them and I’m pretty sure thats the only thing what keeps me going. they’re the type of people you can’t walk away from because they’ll walk with you 😐 and when i had to get measured and weighed at the hospital (like always, they always want this when you go its normal) my little brother came with and he wanted to come into the room too but my mum said no to him and he’s like
“I want to come in too I love (my name)” and it just helps me so much because he’s my lil bro and i love him too. 🙃 like i would smack you across the face with a pole if you mess with him. Lmfao 😂 
#depression #anxiety #numb #empty #lost #suicide #suicidal #depressed #depressionedits #depressionquotes #suicdalthoughts #suicidaledits #kms #l4l #f4f
You know what I find sad is that i see all these people wanting someone who cares and loves them. Wanting to mean something to someone, and I have that, but i still hate myself so freaking much and idek why. Like there’s very few people i care about but now I know if anything did happen to me it would break them and I’m pretty sure thats the only thing what keeps me going. they’re the type of people you can’t walk away from because they’ll walk with you 😐 and when i had to get measured and weighed at the hospital (like always, they always want this when you go its normal) my little brother came with and he wanted to come into the room too but my mum said no to him and he’s like “I want to come in too I love (my name)” and it just helps me so much because he’s my lil bro and i love him too. 🙃 like i would smack you across the face with a pole if you mess with him. Lmfao 😂 #depression  #anxiety  #numb  #empty  #lost  #suicide  #suicidal  #depressed  #depressionedits  #depressionquotes  #suicdalthoughts  #suicidaledits  #kms  #l4l  #f4f 
Rather hear the truth no matter how hard it hurts.  Hate always being lied to.
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#fakeness #fakefriends #depressed #donewithit #forget #bpd #fuckit #donecaring
If we’re going down, we’re going down in flames
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#theme #gay #aesthetic #grunge #hipster #tumblr #lgbt #queer #pride #gaygirl #gaylove #alternative #snapchat #punk #emo #art #flower #rose #deadroses #loveislove  #fire #depressed #poetry #equality #selflove #indie
Things get tough sometimes, especially when you are away from someone you love. My friend saved me from my parents, she made me feel loved, something which I had never felt before in my life. Her husband also pulled me out of the state I was in.. If anyone else is missing anyone, just keep going, be strong, you will be okay ✨💖
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#buzzcutgirl #buzzcut #music  #suicide #relapse #songcover #singing #depressed #mentalhealth #girl #sing #selfie #pretty #beautiful #anxiety #anorexia #depression #leopard #bestrong #missingyou #missyou #aspiegirl #fight #beautiful #selfcare #selfharm #flowers #girl #pretty #alternativegirl
Things get tough sometimes, especially when you are away from someone you love. My friend saved me from my parents, she made me feel loved, something which I had never felt before in my life. Her husband also pulled me out of the state I was in.. If anyone else is missing anyone, just keep going, be strong, you will be okay ✨💖 - - #buzzcutgirl  #buzzcut  #music  #suicide  #relapse  #songcover  #singing  #depressed  #mentalhealth  #girl  #sing  #selfie  #pretty  #beautiful  #anxiety  #anorexia  #depression  #leopard  #bestrong  #missingyou  #missyou  #aspiegirl  #fight  #beautiful  #selfcare  #selfharm  #flowers  #girl  #pretty  #alternativegirl 
Ced🖤 #cedarmy -
#q Hast du viele wahre Freunde?
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#a me: 2
Ced🖤 #cedarmy  - #q  Hast du viele wahre Freunde? __________ #a  me: 2
The water was cold putside is cold inside is cold (thoughts) 
#gender¿ #notcosplay #sad #emo #depressed #yandere #killme #doglover #FIGHTMEBICH #hugs #nice #gay #bi #les #mean #bad #crazy #pills #hated #death #dead #lonely #killer #imthat1of6 #boy #girl #trans
Blicky got the stiffy uh
Blicky got the stiffy uh
these past two days have shown me how much literally no one cares about me. no one ever ask if I’m okay anymore.. no one asks if I ate today.. no one asks if I need a shoulder to cry on anymore. it’s not like I had anyone anyways, well, atleast I thought I did but I was so wrong. I just wish that people knew how I felt and how much I’m truly going through. I go through a lot of shit each and every day that no one will know about because no can truly live my life. I’ve been having urges for a couple months and I eventually couldn’t fight them anymore and I did it.. yes I broke a shit ton of promises to all my friends and they all now hate me, they all are now disappointed in me, they are all upset with me, but I mean I wouldn’t blame them, what I did was a shitty move and hell I promised not to do and I did. but I’m realizing now that I’m never going to be important to anyone, I’ve stuck with so many people for many years and all I get is left behind. but hey that’s how life is I guess. I’m trying to get better but I can’t do it when I have no one by my side anymore, I can’t push myself through it, I’m not strong anymore. I’m worthless, I’m numb, I’m a shitty ass person, I can’t love anyone, I’m emotionless. but that’s what everyone wants right? is for me to just die anyways so why not now be the time? I can’t see myself tomorrow, next week, next month, or even next year.. so why can’t I just end it now? just wish I had someone by my side. I make everyone around my feel useless, unwanted, and depressed. I’m tired of bringing people down with me and hurting everyone. I just need someone to tell me to kms so I can do it. I want to be able to write down a suicide letter and let everyone know what the hell I was going through that they couldn’t see my pain and my hurt. just I need someone to help me and realize that I’m not okay and I never will be. everyone just tries to change who I am because who I am isn’t good enough and never will be. I’m sorry if your still reading this.. I’ll stop now. but I just don’t want to keep fighting anymore..🤕💔
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#depressed #sad #girl #lonely #cry #forgettable #unnoticed #breakdown #unnormal #stress #done #dead #heart #broken #sad
these past two days have shown me how much literally no one cares about me. no one ever ask if I’m okay anymore.. no one asks if I ate today.. no one asks if I need a shoulder to cry on anymore. it’s not like I had anyone anyways, well, atleast I thought I did but I was so wrong. I just wish that people knew how I felt and how much I’m truly going through. I go through a lot of shit each and every day that no one will know about because no can truly live my life. I’ve been having urges for a couple months and I eventually couldn’t fight them anymore and I did it.. yes I broke a shit ton of promises to all my friends and they all now hate me, they all are now disappointed in me, they are all upset with me, but I mean I wouldn’t blame them, what I did was a shitty move and hell I promised not to do and I did. but I’m realizing now that I’m never going to be important to anyone, I’ve stuck with so many people for many years and all I get is left behind. but hey that’s how life is I guess. I’m trying to get better but I can’t do it when I have no one by my side anymore, I can’t push myself through it, I’m not strong anymore. I’m worthless, I’m numb, I’m a shitty ass person, I can’t love anyone, I’m emotionless. but that’s what everyone wants right? is for me to just die anyways so why not now be the time? I can’t see myself tomorrow, next week, next month, or even next year.. so why can’t I just end it now? just wish I had someone by my side. I make everyone around my feel useless, unwanted, and depressed. I’m tired of bringing people down with me and hurting everyone. I just need someone to tell me to kms so I can do it. I want to be able to write down a suicide letter and let everyone know what the hell I was going through that they couldn’t see my pain and my hurt. just I need someone to help me and realize that I’m not okay and I never will be. everyone just tries to change who I am because who I am isn’t good enough and never will be. I’m sorry if your still reading this.. I’ll stop now. but I just don’t want to keep fighting anymore..🤕💔 - - #depressed  #sad  #girl  #lonely  #cry  #forgettable  #unnoticed  #breakdown  #unnormal  #stress  #done  #dead  #heart  #broken  #sad 
Different appearances same heart🖤
Different appearances same heart🖤
J'ai du mal 
Je ne sais plus ce que je vaux
Je parle je m'exprime .. Mais ce ne sont que des mots 
Est ce que ça sonne faux ? 
Est ce mon égo ? 
Ou ma dépression qui me font tomber de très haut ... ? 
Je suis tomber sur une de nos ancienne photos 
Et tu sais quoi ? À par pleurer je n'ai pas trouver les mots 
On avait tout 
Et on n'a tout perdu 
Tout était beau 
Était sublime
Avant que le temps ne fasse face et abime 
Avant que tout ne se décime 
Avant que je ne retombe dans cette déprime 
Avant que tout ne se supprime 
Ça à été trop loin 
Ça ma trop touché
Blesser 
Vidé

J'en ai trop pleuré ... Maintenant c'est terminer 
Et c'est mieux ainsi 
Maintenant je vais devoir surmonter
Cette vie 
Dans la quelle je suis " attaché " 
Je te souhaite d'aller mieux 
Je te souhaite bonne chance 
Et dis toi quelque chose ... Ne remet jamais rien à demain 
Aujourd'hui tu as ton destin entre les mains 
#texte #C #poeme #heartbroken #Verite_glaciale #tristesse #depression #depressed #haito
J'ai du mal Je ne sais plus ce que je vaux Je parle je m'exprime .. Mais ce ne sont que des mots Est ce que ça sonne faux ? Est ce mon égo ? Ou ma dépression qui me font tomber de très haut ... ? Je suis tomber sur une de nos ancienne photos Et tu sais quoi ? À par pleurer je n'ai pas trouver les mots On avait tout Et on n'a tout perdu Tout était beau Était sublime Avant que le temps ne fasse face et abime Avant que tout ne se décime Avant que je ne retombe dans cette déprime Avant que tout ne se supprime Ça à été trop loin Ça ma trop touché Blesser Vidé J'en ai trop pleuré ... Maintenant c'est terminer Et c'est mieux ainsi Maintenant je vais devoir surmonter Cette vie Dans la quelle je suis " attaché " Je te souhaite d'aller mieux Je te souhaite bonne chance Et dis toi quelque chose ... Ne remet jamais rien à demain Aujourd'hui tu as ton destin entre les mains #texte  #C  #poeme  #heartbroken  #Verite_glaciale  #tristesse  #depression  #depressed  #haito 
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- #dank #meme #fnaf#papafranku  #dankmemes #lol #lmao #memes #savage #funny #funny #kek #cringe #mlg #filthyfrank #savage #bushdid911 #pepe #nochill #hilarious #johncena #depressed #weeaboo #depression #4chan #jetfuelcantmeltsteelbeams #lmfao
Resti di un sogno, fin troppo bello per essere vero. 💔
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#mood #lost #brokenheart #depressed #night #me #tears #eyes #distrutta #picofthenight #occhitristi #sola #bw #photo #girl #occhistanchi #troppobelloperesserevero #instalife #missyou #buonanotte
Trigger warning 
Trigger warning
Trigger warning 
Trigger warning 
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Please don’t read this, my intention is to vent.. not harm.
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To my girls who self harm out there (I see you guys as well) try not to cut when you’re on your period! I know it’s hard but just try to push it past those first couple of days, I guess your body is full of anticoagulants and you’ll bleed profusely!!
How do I know this? I made that mistake and it was so damn scary.. I had to press down on it for more than ten minutes and it still wouldn’t stop, everything became bloody and it was a damn mess.
And all I could think about is will someone know, will someone see me.
I haven’t had the best day, week, month so far.
So, stay safe you know..
Loads of love, it hurts to say it because I’m not getting any.. but.. loads of love for you my fellow sufferers and fellow human beings, loads of love xoxo
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#depression #depressed #anxiety #bpd #borderline #selfharm #pain #toomuch #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalillness #mentalhealthadvocate #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #breakthestigma #endthestigma
Trigger warning Trigger warning Trigger warning Trigger warning Trigger warning ———————— Please don’t read this, my intention is to vent.. not harm. ———————— To my girls who self harm out there (I see you guys as well) try not to cut when you’re on your period! I know it’s hard but just try to push it past those first couple of days, I guess your body is full of anticoagulants and you’ll bleed profusely!! How do I know this? I made that mistake and it was so damn scary.. I had to press down on it for more than ten minutes and it still wouldn’t stop, everything became bloody and it was a damn mess. And all I could think about is will someone know, will someone see me. I haven’t had the best day, week, month so far. So, stay safe you know.. Loads of love, it hurts to say it because I’m not getting any.. but.. loads of love for you my fellow sufferers and fellow human beings, loads of love xoxo —————— #depression  #depressed  #anxiety  #bpd  #borderline  #selfharm  #pain  #toomuch  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealthmatters  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthadvocate  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #breakthestigma  #endthestigma 
#q Löst du deine Probleme oder verdrängst du sie?
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#a me: Nachdem der Versuch es zu verdrängen scheitert, suche ich eine Lösung...
#q  Löst du deine Probleme oder verdrängst du sie? __________ #a  me: Nachdem der Versuch es zu verdrängen scheitert, suche ich eine Lösung...
I don't want to go to school tomorrow 😔
#depression #selfharm #depressed #cuts #
*☻ NOT ME ☻*
(Do you guys even want to see pics of me? I feel like I’d scare ya’ll with my ugliness) 
So my stomach hurts. A lot. When I wake up it’s perfectly fine but as soon as I eat it HURTS! And the pain doesn’t leave until I fall asleep. It only worsens every time I eat throughout the day. Idek what to think of it. i have. 0 self esteem atm. Tired constantly. 0 motivation. I can’t focus. Like literally. My eyes will focus but then go blurry even with my contact or glasses on or off. Now my stomach. I’m falling apart guys. •
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*☻ NOT ME ☻* (Do you guys even want to see pics of me? I feel like I’d scare ya’ll with my ugliness) So my stomach hurts. A lot. When I wake up it’s perfectly fine but as soon as I eat it HURTS! And the pain doesn’t leave until I fall asleep. It only worsens every time I eat throughout the day. Idek what to think of it. i have. 0 self esteem atm. Tired constantly. 0 motivation. I can’t focus. Like literally. My eyes will focus but then go blurry even with my contact or glasses on or off. Now my stomach. I’m falling apart guys. • • • • Photo credit: Pinterest • • • • • #uslesshashtags  : #whore  #pinterest  #aesthetic  #aesthetictumblr  #aesthetics  #hilfiger  #black  #fishnets  #quotes  #fishnetstockings  #goth  #gothic  #bdsm  #bdsmcommunity  #bdsmlifestyle  #depressed  #emo  #emogirl  #emoboy  #daddy  #alternative  #ddlg  #ddlgcommunity  #ddlglifestyle  #healthinspo  #skinny  #nails  #cigarette  #grunge 
#q Wie würdest du dich selbst mit 3 Wörtern beschreiben? 
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#a me: launisch, vertrauensvoll & ehrlich
#q  Wie würdest du dich selbst mit 3 Wörtern beschreiben? __________ #a  me: launisch, vertrauensvoll & ehrlich