I remember the rain. That day. It was an odd thing. You scolded me. I stood up all night, anxious. I remember the days you wanted to pick a fight. I remember feeling ill those days. Now that you're gone, I don't know what to feel. This numbness throughout my being. Unaligned with what I was. Not a clue where to go. Lost without a guide. I reach for the dark sun. She tells me it's over. I hang my head and cry. If it's over, why am I here? Why do I drift in the sea?
If you were more like me, you would have kissed a little longer, held on a little tighter. You would have never let me leave. You'd hit a little harder, and stretch my heart little deeper. But you're not like me. #gay#instagay#instagood#life#gayman#me