Meant for Inktober but an idea popped out all of a sudden which turned into this haha... Also I will stop doing Inktober altogther as I feel that I'm not learning as much as I should and also as my schedule gets tighter I had to sacrifice digital painting which is NOT what I intend to... so... please dont get mad at me 😢 By the way.. let me know what you think of this new style !
Here I'm presenting the collective (or individual) trying to cover up or erase a past event or situation.
The first layer is plain fabric, the middle is painted, ripped and poorly sewn back together with yarn, and the front, third layer, is ripped and frayed cheese cloth.
One of my associates from work asked why am I so simple minded. I looked at him blankly and judged him slightly because he's just a senior in high school. Oh teenagers being teenagers. That question never left my thoughts and with that comes a weird life experience flashback of bullshittery. I feel like after leaving toxic friends behind and trying my hardest to move along to live peacefully, I believe there's really nothing to worry about, other than being an adult trying to pay your bills on time. I guess you can say I'm sorta settled down, with an occasional wanting to go wild for the night because I'm still in my 20's, but with good company of course. Life has flashed before my eyes, and I think it's starting to hit me that I'm almost completely grown up. And I observe my relationship with my mother, and how we've grown incredibly close, almost as if she's really my best friend in the whole world because she keeps in touch with me often. There's really not much to complain other than trying to be responsible as much as possible, financially-wise of course. That's just my 30-second piece of mind haha. #violetsoleil#mydoodle#doodlenoodle#inktober#inkdrawing#illustration#life#metaphysics#inktober#groovyart#instaart#igart#artistoninstagram#illustratorsoninstagram