And with every step you take, she will challenge you. She will make you rethink every decision to make you judge it correctly and help you take the best one. She will make you laugh like you've never before and make you realize how long has it been since you've felt that happy.
She will sometimes look at you and not be able to decide why her heart skips a few beats. She would look into your eyes as if witnessing a hundred galaxies and with the way she will find you stare at her when she isn't looking, she'll wonder why can't the stars align for just once. She will wonder why can't both of you be together for just once.
Her habits, you'll begin to find them endearing. The way she can't eat perfectly even with a fork and spoon, the way she hates but loves herself, the way she messes with you all the time, the way she sits at the window and stares in space thinking of something you'll never be able to guess.
But then someday, maybe.. Just maybe you'll sit next to her, share a mug of hot coffee and catch her tear. Someday, her silence would make you understand every word she would never utter.
Someday, you'll look at her and realize you never want to let her go. And that day, the stars will align, the skies would pour as two lost hearts would unite to write a unique and beautiful definition of forever.
"You get lost in yourself.
You think about your feelings, your pain, your sadness.
You think no one elses is vaild because its not your own.
You whined about your own simple problems while my world was collapsing around me.
I came to you in tears of sorrow and you simply compared my pain to yours and said mine wasnt that bad.
You dont know how to feel for others.
You were too lost in yourself." -11:57pm
Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, champagne in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming….. WOO HOO…. What a RIDE