Suicide is stupid?
You know what is stupid?
Hurting someone so much emotionally that they think suicide is the only answer.
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IS IT WISE TO RUN AWAY FROM PAIN?
Why do I keep dreaming about the things I want to happen? Every night when I close my eyes, my world is fixed to the extent that I am incapable of.
I dream about how she read those aching words about her and then understood me, realizing she had hurt me.
I dream about how we were talking like nothing had changed and that I changed due to the pain.
I dream about how I mustered up the courage to tell her that my love and care has not changed one bit.
I dream about how she learned that I would always be there for her and not expect her to be here for me and I AM TOTALLY FINE WITH IT.
I dream about how she knew this wasn't even a sacrifice for me, as long as she is HAPPY.
I dream about her being so successful in life, I dream about her getting the guy she loves so dearly. I pray too.
I dream about her talking to me once a year and like she still loves me the same and we are still the same high school friends.
I dream about her living a perfect life...a beautiful envious life, but I wouldn't envy it one bit.
Because writers like me are meant to ache for their best friends, beloveds and loved ones to love them as much as they love them.
Wishing for an eternity of happiness to embrace them as they watch people with tears (of happiness).
Just don't forget, my friend, the day you introduced me to yourself, I had decided to protect you from all agony.
Don't forget,my friend, that I will always be by your side trying to protect you from the horrors of this world.
Don't forget, my friend, that my eyes will always look for you in the crowd, and every cool person will remind me of you only.
Don't forget that I will always be here if you come back, fervently looking at my watch, waitful eyes searching for your adorable crooked smile.
All the Drama and all the Cold Good-byes' have come to an end now.
Yet a part of me still carries our cloud of magic in it.
Filled with Words. Life. Happiness. Tears. Winks. Memories and Shadows.
Shadows of your promises.
The strong shadows which once made the hitting scorch of dark seem just too smooth and perfect.
But only the devil within me knew about how you conceived the shadows of promises into a toxic black hole.
"Your" black hole that sucked my innocence in it.
And grew more and more with the poison of time and dirty mind games.
Tonight, the shadows of promises come again, to talk to me. About how dark and scary that place is. About how my heart seems like an empty coffin. About how time went on becoming the sweet poison.
Tonight, I gather the shadows within me, to fill the coffin with red blood.
I pick up the sticks and thorns to draw your carcass, this time flawlessly, so that you can stay in this new black hole, carved by me, just for you, forever.
Artwork by @inastanimirova 🌹
How do I write poems when I have writer's block or when I'm just lazy or plain uninspired?
By using android apps such as Rhyme Builder, Doppelreim, Poet Lite, and my current favourite, Poet Assistant.
These apps won't churn out poems for you to just copy and paste. You still have to do the hard work of writing.
My main problems when writing poems are 1) cliche imagery and 2) lack of flow.
The Rhyme Builder app helps me overcome (1) by suggesting words that rhyme at the end of the sentence I type. I then choose the word that is least expected to come after that line.
For (2), instead of using that word at the end of the next line, I put it somewhere in the beginning or in the middle of the following line.
Some of the poems I've written and/or performed using this technique include On Her Back, Crazy Girl (for @kafayatquadri) and last night's Sexy Ode to Fat Women.
It's also great because you get to write a poem anywhere you go, as long as you don't run out of battery juice of course LOL
What do you think? Will you be trying out this writing technique or style? If you do, please share it with me in the comments!