"You make it seem to easy, unrequited love, I mean" they say & I almost laugh, if not, pass a smile, a very tired smile because they see the easiness on the surface, "Perhaps you're not all that in love" & that is what breaks me, like a jug of water burst open in slow motion & then all super fast.
I want to hug this person & tell them, no scream into their shoulder about how much it really hurts, to know I can give him the world, put all of my happiness at stake for them but can not because I'm not even given a chance to do so. I really want to cry to them, tell them I love him so much, it consumes me to the very core, where you cut open any part of me & you'll find him oozing out of me, but what makes it worst is that I have to pretend I do not see him oozing out of every bit of my soul my whole damn existence.
I want to tell them that when I had met you for the first time, I had truly lived in that moment, I want to tell them how much I really want us to not be another "unfinished business" but I look at them, I look at their curious faces & I smile & tell them, "perception is what it is". but I also want to tell them that unrequited love is not easy, not at all & it never will be- those who've loved someone who can't or won't love them back, they know just how genuine the sadness is, of course you're not depressed, you're not sulking all the time but the basic idea & realisation that your love will not be returned, & that perhaps it's not meant to be, is a burden, a void you are to carry with you forever, it will always be with you. Although it does make you think if it's not meant to be then why did you meet the way you did, why did the universe made you fall in love with them so madly? However, all queries don't necessarily have answers to them.
There is one fear, embodied by HAL 9000, the Terminator and any number of other fictional superintelligences: If AI keeps improving until it surpasses human intelligence, will a superintelligence system find it no longer needs humans? How will we justify our existence in the face of a superintelligence that can do things humans could never do? Can we avoid being wiped off the face of the Earth by machines we helped create? 📟COMMENT DOWN BELOW📟
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