Someone told me to live my life simply.
If I miss somebody, then I should call them.
(But what if they reject?) If I want to be understood, then I should explain. (But what if they don’t want to listen?) If I have a question, then I should ask for it. (But what if they don’t want to answer?) If I don’t like something, then I should speak up. (But what if they don’t want to pay attention?) And if I love someone, then I should tell them.
(But what if they love somebody else?) We know what we want, but we don’t know what they want. I think that’s life. Sometimes we have to accept the fact that we’re not accepted. We have to accept the fact that no one cares enough.
It’s not that simple. Especially for me who have an uncontrollable mind. I have a lot of ‘what if’s in my head —
and maybe that’s the reason why you don’t want to fall for me.
Because I’m too complicated to be loved. —argonavis,