It’s funny how much things come to mind when you look back at an old picture of something.. this photo holds a lot of regrets like when I had an apartment in Perth and look how skinny I was then compared to now!! And omg my ponytail is so long and healthy not to mention a natural colour !! #regrets#throwback#memories#cantgobacknow#tolate#natrualhair#perth
WARNING: PROBABLY THE MOST PERSONAL CONTENT YOU MAY READ FROM ME (BUT I FELT I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST) /Before hand, I apologize for some language/
You can get caught up saying the words you don't mean. You can apologize a million times. While they come back and bite you in the ass. There was a few times that it broke me. I watched a Girl walk away from me. Carrying tears on her sleeves. I made my Mother believe that, for the longest time, that I hated her. I am pretty sure I broke the Man I called Dad. Many times, I know I didn't make my older Brothers and Grandmother proud of me. I wasn't the best Role Model for my younger siblings. I know I can't be perfect. I made mistakes, and sometimes on purpose. I am so honest now, that I can break a heart. I used to be a bad liar, that was until it costed a life. From then on I told myself that I couldn't do it. But I find myself rarely doing it because I feel like I'm sparing feelings. It doesn't happen often. When it Does I turn around and tell whoever, then apologize a million times more. I keep throwing shade on my own situations, only because I hold my own grudges against me. I have so many regrets. I break my own heart, because I feel guilty. I feel like the payback against myself is greatly needed. Somebody needed to do it. I stepped in line and became my own monster that I created. #Honesty#UsedToBeABadLiar#MyOwnMonster#NumerousRegrets#Regrets#Guilt#ShadeOnMyOwnSituations#ApologiesWillNeverBeEnough#DrasticChanges#ThingsThatWereNeverMeant
Standby your choices and follow your heart also sometimes referred to as your gut. I believe they are either the same or very similar. We make choices not always based on logic or reason but on how we feel. These choices often confound other people and even ourselves but yet we make them anyway. In any event it’s a learning experience no matter how it turns out. It’s your life, your choices so in the end do not let someone else chose your life for you. #lifeisshort#life#regrets#noregrets#choices#followyourheart#hope#takeachance#rightorleft#flipacoin
🙏🏻Exactly 1 year ago today; I was being taken away in an ambulance from a very scary taxi cab accident. That day was followed by my truly hardest months filled with surgery, lots of physical therapy and little movement & interaction. Today I woke up so #thankful for recovery; and that my body was able to exercise and board a plane to fly 1/2 way around the 🌎.
✨So grateful for my forever friends who stayed by my side; even when I wasn’t the best patient 😉 @oliverfilley & @mcirish86 flew to NY over and over for weekends stuck in the apartment; @efranko23 staying overnight for probably the scariest ER experience , @lhsshort for the happy Astoria flower deliveries. 💕