I can’t tell if I love or hate the moments where I’ve become so involved with Michael that for a few minutes I forget that he’s gone. For a few minutes it feels casual, like he’s still here. Like he’s just drinking orange juice reading a book in his pajamas in his LA home at that very moment. I get the feeling I could go buy a ticket and see him live. That everything is okay. And these moments are peaceful, but it only lasts for a few minutes. And then I remember that he’s gone. That he’s been gone for so long. And then it all comes kind of crashing down again... and then I just get really sad. Knowing that he’s never coming back is so hard. In 30 years he will still be gone. In 60 years he will still be gone. When I am 50, I will remember him passing when I was so young, and it will feel like a million lifetimes have passed. I will never see him. Ever. And the pain of knowing this is harder than any emotional and physical pain I’ve ever experienced. I’m never going to not miss him💔
regram @michaelmylife.mj.gg❤💕💖💜😍 Looking or pondering whether Angels do exist?.. Yes, they did exist...He was the only one...But the monsters annihilated the life of this Angel..And so none of the others descend here on this materialistic planet...Some failed to understand Him...They'll never reckon our pain..Our agony.. 😢😢😢But we'll love this Angel forever...Forever....
Until the day I die Michael, every breath of mine shall chant your name and my heart will bear to your music of love..I love you forever...I love you my family..Stay Happy..Stay blessed...❤❤❤❤
Let us Heal The World...🌍💕👑😢
🖤& just like my whole soul shattered for a man who only ever gave us everything he was.🖤
Been 2 weeks since I posted a read. J.Randy Taraborilli has really held me with "THE MAGIC, THE MADNESS, THE WHOLE STORY" as I finish this up tho I'm ready to read MoonWalk🙊
Pic #2 is just wow, as I sat reading out of nowhere the whole page caught light & began to sparkle. It was interesting as I read how much Prince loved his daddy. Of all the things they said awful about MJ they never could call him a bad father.. #michaeljackson#bookworm#pages#moonwalker#saveneverland#YourBrainIsAMuscle#applehead#weeklyread#words#peterpan