uhm, okay so. i am really stressed and depressed because of feeling so lonely. lately i've lost si many things, including my dog. we had to give my dog to my grandparents because we moved, and we couldn't keep him in our apartment.it wasn't good for him anyways. i've also lost my internet best friend, which causes most of my heart to break. gender dysphoria is taking over my brain, and anxiety won't leave me alone. i try to cheer myself up, but i keep stressing about it.i'm scared, honestly. i want a black kitten to feel up the lonely space i have, it would honestly feel great if i got one. my dad kept laughing at that, and my cousin said i'm irresponsible.the only option i have left is to convince my mom,honestly. i hope she accepts it, or at least considers it. i'm super stressed, and i have nothing left anymore now. i really want to shoot myself.