Feeling smooth today 😅 #Trying
Seriously...this #bellydance thing is not easy. At all!
I've always wanted to learn it but only a couple months ago I finally joined a school. As I started, I felt like I would never learn it because it's very different from what we do in the gym. You have to feel the muscles in your abs working in a way like never before....its very weird! And I get weirdly sore too.
I kept attending the classes, even though I felt I would never learn it...but now it seems like the moves are starting to happen more naturally.
I'm making this post because: 1. It's always good to learn something new (that's how you grow and it's humbling to be a beginner, which is a lovely feeling). 2. It's even better if it challenges yourself (takes you away from your comfort zone).
3. If you keep doing, you gonna learn it (and see that you are capable of many cool things that you once thought you weren't).
I'm obviously not good at it yet, but I may be someday if I keep practicing.
Go out and do something new you too!
It's refreshing for the soul 💖
And, if you aren't good at first try, so what? Taking yourself too seriously takes away the fun in Life.
Explore this magical world of fun!
Some of you know that I own and operate two (one woman show) businesses. Being a small business owner is tough, you end up working extremely long hours, you worry a lot, and you need to be pretty damn courageous or stupid to even try. I love what I do and so I'm ok with taking the risk. We are all here for such an insanely short period of time and so we might as well focus as much of our energy as possible into ventures fueled by love. After a really long while I have finally made a website for one of my businesses - the one that keeps food on my plate these days. I hope to have the other business fully activated in 2018. For now please check this one out and share with those that may require such services. I'm booked for a few months but have some room for new projects in the spring! Thanks!
Turkey and red bell pepper and eggplant spread from Trader Joe's on part whole wheat bread and baby carrots for lunch after school.
Feeling self-conscious about posting this because I feel like I've been posting and having to many white breads and naans and not enough whole wheat, especially since that's what I almost always have. I genuinely prefer the taste of whole wheat bread, I think it's so much more flavorful🤷🏻♀️, plus it's what my mom buys. Not to bash on people who like white bread more, never anything wrong with that, I just feel like this is a misrepresentation😂. ❗️❗️UPDATE (TW)❗️❗️ It's not fair to my (16😂) followers to think I'm some recovery warrior at the moment because I'm not. After a day and a half of increasing my intake, I've fallen back into my relapse. To be honest it might have made it worse, I don't know. I just wanted a taste of freedom, to be who I was when I was recovering. Once as I had a taste, I didn't want it anymore. I feel so unmotivated and like it's pointless. I don't want that life back. I deserve misery and nothing more. I was greedy and disgusting and huge. I'm still keeping this account, but I added in my bio that I'm struggling. Sorry for the negativity but I have to be honest. (TW OVER)
On a lighter note we got our PSAT scores today and I think I did okay, but no clue to be honest😂. I did my best to try and not find out the grades of other people, because that only brings me down. I also didn't tell people my grade, I just don't think that's helpful. We need to focus on ourselves and be the best WE can be, not others. We will never improve if we dwell on others! Don't feel bad for doing your best!✨✨