I've been struggling. The distance between James and I has been startlingly rough on him and I. Some moments I feel like I won't be able to make it from the bottom of the driveway without just faceplanting myself down onto the cold wet gravel and rolling into the pond. Other moments I realize how incredible life, and my friends, and James, and people, especially women, can be. But something that's consistent in me is that, no matter how much I think I've grown, or learned, or come to know, that life will always find a way to remind us that we must constantly challenge our own truth, and that our path to enlightenment and love is a never ending one. At times this knowledge feels freeing, at other times, it feels like a small space that I have no control of and that I'm trapped in. One of my downfalls is that I'm super prideful, but I'm learning to stop, and shut up, and listen, and be humble, and learn - and that I have people that will be kind and gentle to me as I do so. #findingmyhappy#whereami#whatamidoing#whatjusthappened#teamWTF#namastaywoke 😂
Here's a post since I hacen't posted much in a while - just want to accumulate skteches and just dump em. Anywho - this is a typical file when I draw digitally.
No naming layers (rarely).
Not much organization.
Just continue on in a folder before making a new ones at odd intervals (not new canvases).
This file entirely is 177 MB big (huh, thought it was bigger).
I have a problem. (Also internally screaming because a thing called clothing)
I read like half of it before I had to go. It wasn't my book but it was really good and if I can find it again I'm going to finish it. It's short so it should only take a few hours to finish and yeah... #whatamidoing#reading
(Read if you need a laugh)...So about six months ago my 3 year old son and his nana brought me home these beautiful blushing orchids🌸💕 and since I have thought they are just the most beautiful thing in my living room, I'm usually not good with plants at all. But I have been watering these babies every two weeks... only to realize this evening that I'm a fucking idiot because iv been watering fake flowers for months. I am so mad right now. I thought I was keeping these alive and healthy and they looked so good, and I even thought they were growing.😑 #plastic#flowers#orchids#plants#pink#wtf#why#idiot#water#killmenowplease#whatamidoing