I wrote this self note like 6-7 months ago. It gave me laugh and smile at the same time. I just felt like posting it. 😅
I want to become a writer.
Well right now that's what I want because to be honest, I'm not sure if I am always going to want this.
I like to write as I am doing now but only in my spare time.
It's like a escape from everything for an instant.
But I'm struggling into nothingness. It's so tough to believe in my dreams as if they are made of papers.
Some people. I'd say very few or maybe no one believes in this dream of mine. Probably because I can't make anyone believe on just vague thoughts. I gotta take some strict action. Like what? Don't know.
I've been procrastinating for about two years since now.
In that time I wrote a book of one hundred pages, a science fiction with very complicated plot, my bad. But no one will ever read it. Damn, I'm so full of negativity. Stop thinking you dumb stupid fuck. You're just sad.
Maybe all I need is to cling upon my dreams a little longer, write it on blank pages. Then this paper will fly me to somewhere, aleast somewhere. And don't I love to fly. Oh! That excites me like a god gets excited when going to a park.
Right now, I like to go into social media and peek into other people's account to check their description to see if they say they like to write. I would just read their content and wonder if they are good enough for such a huge number of followers and I feel like they are still better.
But then, who doesn't ever doubt themselves. Even the greatest of greatest people once doubted their potential, I've read that somewhere.
Well, I'm just a silly boy.
I hope maybe someday in future, I'll look down or perhaps read this note and I would just smile in my mind about how stupid I used to be. But hey there trying to appear slick future me, you are still stupid, you'll always be until you stop writing your feelings in notes, Just kidding.
•MEET ME AT THE MUSEUM• This Friday, Sept 29th 5:30 - 7:30, join me at an exciting Final Friday event at @philamuseum called Word Up! Come put pen to paper with me and experience the connection of language and visual art. Also come check out the huge 36x36 inch original painting and poem I made special for the event. Event is free with admission to the museum. Link in bio to the Facebook event where you can read about what else is going down that night. Can't wait to see you there ✨
Ok so yes this pic is hilarious but @bohemian__blad3s is a legit writer,some of my favorite pieces for sure! Check him out,give him a follow!
@Regrann from @bohemian__blad3s - I don't mean to go on a rant here, but I totally am. I know I've already touched on this subject, but here I fucking go again.... I really, really, really HATE when people like my shit 5 seconds after it's posted. No, nobody can't read that fast. And it's even more bothersome when it's people you love and support on this platform. It's really fucking shitty, seriously. And then there are the people that like a godzillion of your pieces in under a minute, as if we're playing a game of catch up or something. Please, stop it, it's insulting to my art or whatever the fuck it's I'm doing over here. So please, don't even bother. I don't need to be validated on social media to know I'm the tits. I'm not a She Poet, you just can't glance at my shit. So, I'll be okay without you looking at my page, trust me. I'm Dead Ass B. ❤️❤️❤️🔪 ~ #TheLife#ReadMe#poetsofig#instapoet#typewriter#wordporn#wordsmith#writtenword#poetrycommunity#IgPoets#love#poetryinmotion#wordgasm#creativewriting#relationships#women#shenanigans#Drunkpoetssociety#words - #regrann