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    Chandni Ravalia β˜„
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Been quiet lately as I focus of whats going on in my life and realising all the difficulty this time brings .

A year ago... they say time heals all, but I feel no better than I did a year ago πŸ₯€
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I often get asked how Ive coped, but truth is, I haven't. I haven't let myself feel the loss, and so it hasn't felt real. As the year has gone on, its becoming harder to not face reality, and notice that person is gone. Reality is losing the one person who was always on my side. How do you cope when the one person who always been on your side is no longer there, not a day go by that I don't think of you and wish so much that you were still here. I constantly kick myself for not being there, I couldn't do anything being away from home. Forever feeling alone, feeling that I can't move on without that missing piece in my life. Everything I do, is to make you proud and always thinking of you. This time has shown those dear to me, those I can count on, and family isn't just blood.
Forever in our hearts ... miss you mum.

R.I.P 15/11/16 πŸ’”
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#Repost @crfitnesspt_bikiniathlete (@get_repost)
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R.I.P to my wonderful mum, it hasn't been fair that you've gone πŸ’” Now you can rest peacefully ⚘ You'll never be forgotten, forever in our hearts πŸ˜”πŸ’™ 17/02/66-15/11/16 β™‘ You were taken too early, still had so much to look forward to 😯 Never take anything or anyone for granted 🌠 Live everyday to the fullest and be happy ⛀

#1year #foreverwithus #inourhearts #foreveralone #thinkingofyou #makemumproud #lookingdownonus  #family #love #mum #familylove #sadtimes #passesaway #missher #loveher #needher #mother #foreverlove #tragic #live #achieve #dream #rip #funeral #difficulttime #personal #sadness #struggleisreal #facingreality
Been quiet lately as I focus of whats going on in my life and realising all the difficulty this time brings . A year ago... they say time heals all, but I feel no better than I did a year ago πŸ₯€ . I often get asked how Ive coped, but truth is, I haven't. I haven't let myself feel the loss, and so it hasn't felt real. As the year has gone on, its becoming harder to not face reality, and notice that person is gone. Reality is losing the one person who was always on my side. How do you cope when the one person who always been on your side is no longer there, not a day go by that I don't think of you and wish so much that you were still here. I constantly kick myself for not being there, I couldn't do anything being away from home. Forever feeling alone, feeling that I can't move on without that missing piece in my life. Everything I do, is to make you proud and always thinking of you. This time has shown those dear to me, those I can count on, and family isn't just blood. Forever in our hearts ... miss you mum. R.I.P 15/11/16 πŸ’” . #Repost  @crfitnesspt_bikiniathlete (@get_repost) ・・・ R.I.P to my wonderful mum, it hasn't been fair that you've gone πŸ’” Now you can rest peacefully ⚘ You'll never be forgotten, forever in our hearts πŸ˜”πŸ’™ 17/02/66-15/11/16 β™‘ You were taken too early, still had so much to look forward to 😯 Never take anything or anyone for granted 🌠 Live everyday to the fullest and be happy ⛀ #1year  #foreverwithus  #inourhearts  #foreveralone  #thinkingofyou  #makemumproud  #lookingdownonus  #family  #love  #mum  #familylove  #sadtimes  #passesaway  #missher  #loveher  #needher  #mother  #foreverlove  #tragic  #live  #achieve  #dream  #rip  #funeral  #difficulttime  #personal  #sadness  #struggleisreal  #facingreality 
How do you even pick?? Every suit made is amazing but I am totally in love with this πŸ˜πŸ’‹πŸ’– #mvd #competition @m.vdesigns @mvd_wbffpro

#Repost @m.vdesigns (@get_repost)
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Little part of my themewear πŸ™ŒπŸ½ #pcaarmy #bikinigirl #tattooedmuscle #fitnessdiva #healthyeating #scotland #glutes #fitbody #fitfam #diet #nabba2016 #wbff #altmodel #musclechick #workout #bikini
I ain't been thinking about you πŸ’­
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Embracing the off season πŸ–πŸ‘» Learn to love your body in any state 😘
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@desijohn1976 πŸ“Έ
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Signing off βœŒπŸ’‹ xx
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#lingeriemodel #flawless #ownit #slay #dreambig #girlsthatliftweights #bikinicompetitor #fitchick #ukfit #model #loveyourself #ifbb #ifbbpro #npc #ukup #pca #rememberyourwhy #athlete #instamodel #bodybuilder #bikinigirl #lean #trainhard #liftheavy #fit #indian #fitindian #beyourself #confidence #offseason
I ain't been thinking about you πŸ’­ . Embracing the off season πŸ–πŸ‘» Learn to love your body in any state 😘 . . @desijohn1976 πŸ“Έ . . Signing off βœŒπŸ’‹ xx . . . . #lingeriemodel  #flawless  #ownit  #slay  #dreambig  #girlsthatliftweights  #bikinicompetitor  #fitchick  #ukfit  #model  #loveyourself  #ifbb  #ifbbpro  #npc  #ukup  #pca  #rememberyourwhy  #athlete  #instamodel  #bodybuilder  #bikinigirl  #lean  #trainhard  #liftheavy  #fit  #indian  #fitindian  #beyourself  #confidence  #offseason 
Finally feeling the pump again and seeing some muscles 😻πŸ’ͺFeeling strong and fluffy πŸ– .
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#strongnotskinny #curves #thickchick #bikinimodel #offseasongains #bodybuilder #bikini #physique #fitness #figure #ifbb #ifbbpro #npc #ukup #pca #dowhatyoulove #ig_fitness #strongisthenewskinny #pumped #shouldersintoboulders #model #slay
Great night with @hala_berry89 , plenty of screams πŸ‘» and laughter 🀑 and surprisingly flirting πŸ’‹
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Getting more compliments at a scream park than in the entire year πŸ˜‚ I must fit in πŸ’β€β™€οΈ
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#scarefest #halloween #screams #laughter #zombies #thedead #walkingdead #deadclowns #zombieclowns #twinlakes #xreampark #friends #fun #smile #scaremazes #halloween2017 #girlsthatlift #personaltrainer #career #client #wecanhandletheclowns #stronggirls #flirting #womenwholift #dontscareus #flirtingzombies #ghosts #scarecrows #pumpkins #convicts
Great night with @hala_berry89 , plenty of screams πŸ‘» and laughter 🀑 and surprisingly flirting πŸ’‹ . Getting more compliments at a scream park than in the entire year πŸ˜‚ I must fit in πŸ’β€β™€οΈ . . . #scarefest  #halloween  #screams  #laughter  #zombies  #thedead  #walkingdead  #deadclowns  #zombieclowns  #twinlakes  #xreampark  #friends  #fun  #smile  #scaremazes  #halloween2017  #girlsthatlift  #personaltrainer  #career  #client  #wecanhandletheclowns  #stronggirls  #flirting  #womenwholift  #dontscareus  #flirtingzombies  #ghosts  #scarecrows  #pumpkins  #convicts 
Year ago today strutting my stuff on that @ukultimatephysiques stage taking away 3rd and 4th πŸ†πŸ’β€β™€οΈπŸ‘™ Good luck to everyone competing today! πŸ’œ
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#ukup #tannedup #blackmagictan #gymgirl #gymlife #bikinicompetitor #fitchick #ukfit #model #fitnessgirl #slay #lean #shredded #memories #throwback #goodluck #girlsthattrain #guysthattrain #themewear #modelround #glamourous #dressedup #batgirl #winner #teammusclehype #teambpi #athlete
Year ago today strutting my stuff on that @ukultimatephysiques stage taking away 3rd and 4th πŸ†πŸ’β€β™€οΈπŸ‘™ Good luck to everyone competing today! πŸ’œ . . . . #ukup  #tannedup  #blackmagictan  #gymgirl  #gymlife  #bikinicompetitor  #fitchick  #ukfit  #model  #fitnessgirl  #slay  #lean  #shredded  #memories  #throwback  #goodluck  #girlsthattrain  #guysthattrain  #themewear  #modelround  #glamourous  #dressedup  #batgirl  #winner  #teammusclehype  #teambpi  #athlete 
She came, she saw, she conquered πŸ‘‘
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Amazing day shooting with @desijohn1976 πŸ“Έ
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#Repost @desijohn1976 (@get_repost)
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She works damm hard for her beautiful body @crfitnesspt_bikiniathlete you're just awesome #beauty #photographer #photographer #bikini #bikiniathlete #beachbody #body #lingirie #light #red #hairstyles #confidence #topgirl #modelling #sexy #looks #womenwear #instagood #inspirations #likes #photographyislife #girlsthatlift #girlsthattrain #offseason #embracingbeauty #embracingthecurves
She came, she saw, she conquered πŸ‘‘ . Amazing day shooting with @desijohn1976 πŸ“Έ . #Repost  @desijohn1976 (@get_repost) ・・・ She works damm hard for her beautiful body @crfitnesspt_bikiniathlete you're just awesome #beauty  #photographer  #photographer  #bikini  #bikiniathlete  #beachbody  #body  #lingirie  #light  #red  #hairstyles  #confidence  #topgirl  #modelling  #sexy  #looks  #womenwear  #instagood  #inspirations  #likes  #photographyislife  #girlsthatlift  #girlsthattrain  #offseason  #embracingbeauty  #embracingthecurves 
The time we spend is priceless so spend it making memories with those you love πŸ’š Wishing you were here mum πŸ₯€
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Happy birthday sis πŸŽ‰ @rockabowtique @jemmaravalia
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#birthday #celebrations #family #friends #funtime #makememories #cherishmemories #afternoontea #birthdayparty #birthdaytea #familymatters #foodies #fingersandwiches #scones #jam #cakes #teaparty #patisserievalerie #cheatmeal #postlegday #girlsthatlift #bodybuilder #missingourmum
The time we spend is priceless so spend it making memories with those you love πŸ’š Wishing you were here mum πŸ₯€ . Happy birthday sis πŸŽ‰ @rockabowtique @jemmaravalia . . . . #birthday  #celebrations  #family  #friends  #funtime  #makememories  #cherishmemories  #afternoontea  #birthdayparty  #birthdaytea  #familymatters  #foodies  #fingersandwiches  #scones  #jam  #cakes  #teaparty  #patisserievalerie  #cheatmeal  #postlegday  #girlsthatlift  #bodybuilder  #missingourmum 
This mornings condition β˜”  Swipe to see a couple outfits πŸ˜‰βž‘οΈ
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Fully embracing the off season curves for my shoot with @desijohn1976 πŸ‘™
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#offseasongrind #curvesfordays #thickness #thickchick #bikinimodel #fitness #slay #strong #ukfit #fitnessqueen #gymgirl #gymlife #bodybuilder #girlsthatlift #natural #girlsthattrain #fitnesschick #dowhatyoulove #strongnotskinny #loveyourbody #iwokeuplikethis #nofilter #calvinklein #lingerie
This mornings condition β˜” Swipe to see a couple outfits πŸ˜‰βž‘οΈ . Fully embracing the off season curves for my shoot with @desijohn1976 πŸ‘™ . . . . #offseasongrind  #curvesfordays  #thickness  #thickchick  #bikinimodel  #fitness  #slay  #strong  #ukfit  #fitnessqueen  #gymgirl  #gymlife  #bodybuilder  #girlsthatlift  #natural  #girlsthattrain  #fitnesschick  #dowhatyoulove  #strongnotskinny  #loveyourbody  #iwokeuplikethis  #nofilter  #calvinklein  #lingerie 
If the past comes calling, ignore it, it has nothing new to say πŸ’‹ Brush that off your shoulders and look forward to the future πŸ’β€β™€οΈ
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@ak_annakelle πŸ“Έ
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Happy hump day πŸ‘
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#bikinigirl #preplife #indian #showgirl #girlsthatlift #bodybuilder #bikinimodel #lingerie #hunpday #glutes #girlswithmuscle #bodypower #curves #lean #photoshoot #tannedup #beachbum #dreaming #glamour #flawless #perfection #femalemodel #instafit #fitspo #bossgirls #bikinifitness #motivation #daretodream #bootyfordays #beachbum #slay
If the past comes calling, ignore it, it has nothing new to say πŸ’‹ Brush that off your shoulders and look forward to the future πŸ’β€β™€οΈ . . @ak_annakelle πŸ“Έ . . Happy hump day πŸ‘ . . #bikinigirl  #preplife  #indian  #showgirl  #girlsthatlift  #bodybuilder  #bikinimodel  #lingerie  #hunpday  #glutes  #girlswithmuscle  #bodypower  #curves  #lean  #photoshoot  #tannedup  #beachbum  #dreaming  #glamour  #flawless  #perfection  #femalemodel  #instafit  #fitspo  #bossgirls  #bikinifitness  #motivation  #daretodream  #bootyfordays  #beachbum  #slay 
Absolute fab day with my beaut @meganshewardx at Legoland and some shopping at Bicester Village πŸ’–πŸ›
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#legoland #kidsagain #bestfriend #bestie #shesmybestfriend #legofriends #laughs #bf #loveher #cutie #shopping #dayout #brickortreat #allwedoiseat #spendingmoney #girlsdayout #girlsjustwannahavefun #starwars #batman #legobatman #allwedoisshop
Good luck to this amazing guy @kierankevan and everyone else at @ukdfba today!! βœŒπŸ½πŸŽ‰πŸ”₯
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#showday #ukdfba #finals #goodluck #competitors #physique #bikini #bodybuilders #figure #fitness #dowhatyoulove #strongnotskinny #liftheavy #traininsane #motivated #dedication #goteam #bodypower #tnt #tntathlete #slay #winners #zyzz