Been quiet lately as I focus of whats going on in my life and realising all the difficulty this time brings .
A year ago... they say time heals all, but I feel no better than I did a year ago 🥀
I often get asked how Ive coped, but truth is, I haven't. I haven't let myself feel the loss, and so it hasn't felt real. As the year has gone on, its becoming harder to not face reality, and notice that person is gone. Reality is losing the one person who was always on my side. How do you cope when the one person who always been on your side is no longer there, not a day go by that I don't think of you and wish so much that you were still here. I constantly kick myself for not being there, I couldn't do anything being away from home. Forever feeling alone, feeling that I can't move on without that missing piece in my life. Everything I do, is to make you proud and always thinking of you. This time has shown those dear to me, those I can count on, and family isn't just blood.
Forever in our hearts ... miss you mum.
R.I.P 15/11/16 💔
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R.I.P to my wonderful mum, it hasn't been fair that you've gone 💔 Now you can rest peacefully ⚘ You'll never be forgotten, forever in our hearts 😔💙 17/02/66-15/11/16 ♡ You were taken too early, still had so much to look forward to 😯 Never take anything or anyone for granted 🌠 Live everyday to the fullest and be happy ⛤