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Happy 30th Birthday @fordy6 I hope you enjoyed your surprise party and your presents. Thank you everyone for coming and making it a great night πŸŽπŸŽ‰πŸ»β€οΈ
Happy 30th Birthday @fordy6 I hope you enjoyed your surprise party and your presents. Thank you everyone for coming and making it a great night πŸŽπŸŽ‰πŸ»β€οΈ
After a pretty rough day yesterday I am taking the time today to be thankful for everything I do have in my life.
It's ok to take time to be sad, I have just had surgery to confirm I do have a life long disease where the future implications are unknown, and there is no cure.
I am so grateful for my endosisters on here who are always there to offer support and advice, in particular  @mel.endowarrior @sj_oltean πŸ’›πŸ˜˜
I may be housebound at the minute but I need to give my body time to recover from surgery and I am grateful I have a comfortable home to relax in with my fur babies πŸΆπŸ’› I have family and friends who are always there to talk to and although it feels frustrating for now it is only temporary and it will pass soon
Surgery has left me feeling very spiritually imbalanced but I guess that is normal after what I have been through and after an anaesthetic. I know this is also temporary and things are going to get better. Most of all for now I need to not be so hard on myself I'm doing the best I canπŸŽ—πŸ’›
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#endometriosis #endosisters #endostrong #endowarrior #endometriosisawareness #chronicillness #chronicdisease #chronicpain #lifelongillness #spoonie #chronicpsin #surgery #operation #postop #recovery #gratitude #thankful #love #selflove #spiritual #spiritualjourney #mentalhealth #physicalhealth #emotionalhealth #holistichealth #wellbeing #wellness #healthychoices #health
After a pretty rough day yesterday I am taking the time today to be thankful for everything I do have in my life. It's ok to take time to be sad, I have just had surgery to confirm I do have a life long disease where the future implications are unknown, and there is no cure. I am so grateful for my endosisters on here who are always there to offer support and advice, in particular @mel.endowarrior @sj_oltean πŸ’›πŸ˜˜ I may be housebound at the minute but I need to give my body time to recover from surgery and I am grateful I have a comfortable home to relax in with my fur babies πŸΆπŸ’› I have family and friends who are always there to talk to and although it feels frustrating for now it is only temporary and it will pass soon Surgery has left me feeling very spiritually imbalanced but I guess that is normal after what I have been through and after an anaesthetic. I know this is also temporary and things are going to get better. Most of all for now I need to not be so hard on myself I'm doing the best I canπŸŽ—πŸ’› . . . . #endometriosis  #endosisters  #endostrong  #endowarrior  #endometriosisawareness  #chronicillness  #chronicdisease  #chronicpain  #lifelongillness  #spoonie  #chronicpsin  #surgery  #operation  #postop  #recovery  #gratitude  #thankful  #love  #selflove  #spiritual  #spiritualjourney  #mentalhealth  #physicalhealth  #emotionalhealth  #holistichealth  #wellbeing  #wellness  #healthychoices  #health 
Just found this on Facebook and had to share with my endosisters on here. I always have my @yuyubottle strapped to my waist and always as hot as possible πŸ™ŠπŸ˜‚
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#endometriosis #endosisters #endosister #endowarrior #endowarriorπŸ’› #endometriosisawareness #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicdisease #heatpad #hotwaterbottle #yuyubottle #pain #periods #sheflow #endosucks #endoisabitch
Reading has been my escape for the last few weeks of being poorly, even more so the past 10 days since my operation. I have been escaping to Erilea. What do you do when you need to escape? πŸ’œ
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#books #reading #ilovereading #escape #magic #erilea #throneofglass #novel #sarahjmass #ilovebooks #books #reading #recovery #endometriosis #postop #laparoscopy #endometriosisawareness #endosisters #endowarrior #endosucks #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicdisease #quotes #lifequotes #mentalhealth
Reading has been my escape for the last few weeks of being poorly, even more so the past 10 days since my operation. I have been escaping to Erilea. What do you do when you need to escape? πŸ’œ . . . . #books  #reading  #ilovereading  #escape  #magic  #erilea  #throneofglass  #novel  #sarahjmass  #ilovebooks  #books  #reading  #recovery  #endometriosis  #postop  #laparoscopy  #endometriosisawareness  #endosisters  #endowarrior  #endosucks  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #chronicdisease  #quotes  #lifequotes  #mentalhealth 
Day 10 post op and I have woken up to what feels like someone continually kicking me in my right ovary 😫 just when I thought I was getting better I've taken several steps backwards πŸ˜ͺ
Endometriosis you are such a bitch
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#endometriosis #endopain #endosucks #endometriosisawareness #endowarrior #endowarriorπŸ’› #endowarriors #endosisters #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicdisease #ovarypain #pain #rumiquotes #postop #recovery #spoonie #spoonielife
Day 10 post op and I have woken up to what feels like someone continually kicking me in my right ovary 😫 just when I thought I was getting better I've taken several steps backwards πŸ˜ͺ Endometriosis you are such a bitch . . . . #endometriosis  #endopain  #endosucks  #endometriosisawareness  #endowarrior  #endowarrior πŸ’› #endowarriors  #endosisters  #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #chronicdisease  #ovarypain  #pain  #rumiquotes  #postop  #recovery  #spoonie  #spoonielife 
I love get well presents πŸ’œ Just got this lovely candle from @lilysutton89 and it smells amazing!
It's definitely candle and blanket weather tonight with the after effects from hurricane Ophelia. We have had such a beautiful but eerie yellowy orange sky today because of Saharan dust particles being blown into the atmosphere
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#candle #apothecary #healing #getwellsoon #friends #presents #hygge #cosy #autumn #hurricaineophelia #battendownthehatches #endometriosis #endowarrior #endosister #endometriosisawareness #chronicillness #recovery #postop #chronicdisease #cfs #fatigue
I love get well presents πŸ’œ Just got this lovely candle from @lilysutton89 and it smells amazing! It's definitely candle and blanket weather tonight with the after effects from hurricane Ophelia. We have had such a beautiful but eerie yellowy orange sky today because of Saharan dust particles being blown into the atmosphere . . . . #candle  #apothecary  #healing  #getwellsoon  #friends  #presents  #hygge  #cosy  #autumn  #hurricaineophelia  #battendownthehatches  #endometriosis  #endowarrior  #endosister  #endometriosisawareness  #chronicillness  #recovery  #postop  #chronicdisease  #cfs  #fatigue 
Day 8 post op: Today will mostly be spent sleeping 😴🐢
Had a pretty rough day yesterday, ended up back at the hospital yesterday afternoon and had a pretty sleepless night with an upset stomach. Feeling very tired and lethargic today 😡
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#monday #mondayfeels #sleep #dogs #endowarrior #endosister #endosisters #endometriosis #endometriosisawareness #recovery #laparoscopy #surgery #operation #postop #sick #poorly #chronicillness #chronicdisease #cfs #fatigue #mondayblues #endosucks
Day 8 post op: Today will mostly be spent sleeping 😴🐢 Had a pretty rough day yesterday, ended up back at the hospital yesterday afternoon and had a pretty sleepless night with an upset stomach. Feeling very tired and lethargic today 😡 . . . . #monday  #mondayfeels  #sleep  #dogs  #endowarrior  #endosister  #endosisters  #endometriosis  #endometriosisawareness  #recovery  #laparoscopy  #surgery  #operation  #postop  #sick  #poorly  #chronicillness  #chronicdisease  #cfs  #fatigue  #mondayblues  #endosucks 
Focusing on the little victories I achieve every day during my recovery rather than everything I can't do
Yesterday I managed to put my socks on by myself πŸ‘πŸΌ
I wander what little victories today will bring
It's so easy when your poorly and housebound to concentrate on the bad things but this will only slow down your recovery and make you sad. By focusing on tiny improvements and victories each day it lifts you up and challenges you to do better every day
I can't wait to be able to take the dogs for a walk or go shopping πŸΆπŸ›
But for now I am grateful I have lots of good books to keep me company, Disney movies to lift my spirits, dogs to cuddle and family and friends looking after me πŸ’œ
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#recovery #postop #endometriosis #endowarrior #endosisters #endosister #endometriosisawareness #laparoscopy #surgery #operation #healing #energyhealing #positive #gratitude #gratitudeeveryday #books #reading #chronicillness #dogs #cfs #chronicpain #housebound #mentalhealth #mindfulness #spiritualawakening #spiritualjourney #devinefeminine #witch #wakethewitches #goddess
Focusing on the little victories I achieve every day during my recovery rather than everything I can't do Yesterday I managed to put my socks on by myself πŸ‘πŸΌ I wander what little victories today will bring It's so easy when your poorly and housebound to concentrate on the bad things but this will only slow down your recovery and make you sad. By focusing on tiny improvements and victories each day it lifts you up and challenges you to do better every day I can't wait to be able to take the dogs for a walk or go shopping πŸΆπŸ› But for now I am grateful I have lots of good books to keep me company, Disney movies to lift my spirits, dogs to cuddle and family and friends looking after me πŸ’œ . . . . #recovery  #postop  #endometriosis  #endowarrior  #endosisters  #endosister  #endometriosisawareness  #laparoscopy  #surgery  #operation  #healing  #energyhealing  #positive  #gratitude  #gratitudeeveryday  #books  #reading  #chronicillness  #dogs  #cfs  #chronicpain  #housebound  #mentalhealth  #mindfulness  #spiritualawakening  #spiritualjourney  #devinefeminine  #witch  #wakethewitches  #goddess 
Happy Friday 13th everyone
Patriarchy has led us to believe Friday 13th symbolises bad luck
Friday 13th is actually a spiritually significant day and is the day of the goddess. It is a day to worship the Devine feminine that lives within us all, honouring cycles of creation, death and rebirth
It is said to be a powerful day to manifest, a time to honour creativity, celebrate beauty, wisdom and nourishment of the soul πŸ’œ
So no need to fear Friday 13th just some more nonsense patriarchy had taught us!
Have a lovely day manifesting goddesses πŸ™πŸΌπŸ’œ
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#friday13th #goddess #devinefeminine #dayofthegoddess #patriarchy #nourishthesoul #beauty #creativity #13 #cycle #sacrednumber #faeries #goddessoflove #13moons #pagan #spiritual #devine #manifest #spells
Happy Friday 13th everyone Patriarchy has led us to believe Friday 13th symbolises bad luck Friday 13th is actually a spiritually significant day and is the day of the goddess. It is a day to worship the Devine feminine that lives within us all, honouring cycles of creation, death and rebirth It is said to be a powerful day to manifest, a time to honour creativity, celebrate beauty, wisdom and nourishment of the soul πŸ’œ So no need to fear Friday 13th just some more nonsense patriarchy had taught us! Have a lovely day manifesting goddesses πŸ™πŸΌπŸ’œ . . . . #friday13th  #goddess  #devinefeminine  #dayofthegoddess  #patriarchy  #nourishthesoul  #beauty  #creativity  #13  #cycle  #sacrednumber  #faeries  #goddessoflove  #13moons  #pagan  #spiritual  #devine  #manifest  #spells 
Nice calm dogs this evening looking after me πŸΆπŸ’œ
Day 4 post op and I have managed to have an assisted shower, dressings changed and a small slow walk up the road and back. Even if I did need a 2 hour sleep afterwards it's a small amount of progress. 
Good job my mum is a nurse and could change my dressings because I almost fainted 😣 I'm great at dealing with gory things for anyone else and I love a hospital programme but holes in my own body I cannot do 😷🀒
Still very swollen and sore and the bruising is starting to come out on my tummy now. I will be glad when the pain starts to ease especially in my lower back, it's a good job I have several hot water bottles and a large supply of drugs and chocolate πŸ™Š
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#endometriosis #endowarrior #endowarriors #endosisters #endosucks #postop #recovery #day4 #chronicillness #spoonie #laparoscopy #pain #chronicpain #endometriosisawareness #healing #energyhealing #therapy #randr
Nice calm dogs this evening looking after me πŸΆπŸ’œ Day 4 post op and I have managed to have an assisted shower, dressings changed and a small slow walk up the road and back. Even if I did need a 2 hour sleep afterwards it's a small amount of progress. Good job my mum is a nurse and could change my dressings because I almost fainted 😣 I'm great at dealing with gory things for anyone else and I love a hospital programme but holes in my own body I cannot do 😷🀒 Still very swollen and sore and the bruising is starting to come out on my tummy now. I will be glad when the pain starts to ease especially in my lower back, it's a good job I have several hot water bottles and a large supply of drugs and chocolate πŸ™Š . . . . #endometriosis  #endowarrior  #endowarriors  #endosisters  #endosucks  #postop  #recovery  #day4  #chronicillness  #spoonie  #laparoscopy  #pain  #chronicpain  #endometriosisawareness  #healing  #energyhealing  #therapy  #randr 
I'm finally home wrapped in a blanket in front of the fire. 
Thank you everyone for your kind words and messages they have really helped me get through the last few days πŸ’œ
Surgery went well, I finally have a diagnosis and an explanation for the pain I was experiencing. 
They have excised endometrial tissue from behind my uterus which had stuck to my bowel, pouch of Douglas, left and right uterosacral areas and also my right broad ligament πŸŽ—πŸ’›
The dogs are being amazingly gentle with me, it's crazy how they know something is up with me 🐢
Lots of tlc and pampering needed now for my recovery and hopefully the results from my surgery will be good and I can enjoy more pain free days πŸ™πŸΌπŸ€žπŸΌ
Most of all I am so proud of myself getting through it and even if I did have an emotional breakdown climbing onto the operating table in theatre I didn't run away and I did it. The first thing I thought when I woke up was I did it, so proud of myself and so relived it's over πŸ‘πŸΌ
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#endometriosis #endosister #endowarrior #endosucks #laparoscopy #postop #surgery #operation #chronicillness #spoonie #chronicpain #recovery #tlc #love #feelthelove #thankyou #gratitude #healing #fear #proud #ididit #endo #endometriosisawareness #endometriosiswarrior #endometriosisuk #endostrong #endosisters
I'm finally home wrapped in a blanket in front of the fire. Thank you everyone for your kind words and messages they have really helped me get through the last few days πŸ’œ Surgery went well, I finally have a diagnosis and an explanation for the pain I was experiencing. They have excised endometrial tissue from behind my uterus which had stuck to my bowel, pouch of Douglas, left and right uterosacral areas and also my right broad ligament πŸŽ—πŸ’› The dogs are being amazingly gentle with me, it's crazy how they know something is up with me 🐢 Lots of tlc and pampering needed now for my recovery and hopefully the results from my surgery will be good and I can enjoy more pain free days πŸ™πŸΌπŸ€žπŸΌ Most of all I am so proud of myself getting through it and even if I did have an emotional breakdown climbing onto the operating table in theatre I didn't run away and I did it. The first thing I thought when I woke up was I did it, so proud of myself and so relived it's over πŸ‘πŸΌ . . . . #endometriosis  #endosister  #endowarrior  #endosucks  #laparoscopy  #postop  #surgery  #operation  #chronicillness  #spoonie  #chronicpain  #recovery  #tlc  #love  #feelthelove  #thankyou  #gratitude  #healing  #fear  #proud  #ididit  #endo  #endometriosisawareness  #endometriosiswarrior  #endometriosisuk  #endostrong  #endosisters 
Thank you everyone for the well wishes, I'm feeling the love. Operation went well, they cut out the endometriosis they could see and are happy with the result. Unfortunately my bladder isn't too happy and I am having to stay in overnight to keep an eye on it.
Lots and lots of pain and praying for a peaceful night sleep 😴
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#endometriosis #endowarrior #endowarriors #endosister #endosisters #endosucks #endopain #surgery #operation #laparoscopy #hospital #recovery #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicdisease #spoonie
Thank you everyone for the well wishes, I'm feeling the love. Operation went well, they cut out the endometriosis they could see and are happy with the result. Unfortunately my bladder isn't too happy and I am having to stay in overnight to keep an eye on it. Lots and lots of pain and praying for a peaceful night sleep 😴 . . . . #endometriosis  #endowarrior  #endowarriors  #endosister  #endosisters  #endosucks  #endopain  #surgery  #operation  #laparoscopy  #hospital  #recovery  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #chronicdisease  #spoonie 
Had such a beautiful day today with lovely people surrounding by nature and technology free (apart from my camera) πŸ“·πŸ
Just what I needed to take my mind off tomorrow πŸ™
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#photography #canonphotography #mycanon #canondslr #autumn #fall #westonbirtarboretum #sunday #nature #naturephotography #mindfulness #meditation #grounding #motherearth #spiritual #energyhealing #healing #devinefeminine #arboretum
Day 4 - Gratitude is my only attitude today πŸ™πŸΌ
Today may not have been my best day with high pain levels and having to sleep most of the day but I still have lots to be grateful for:
β€’ Having a comfortable bed to sleep in
β€’ My @yuyubottle which has been a permanent fixture around my waist all day
β€’ Having a good book to read
β€’ My window seat and occasional spells of sunshine to warm my face
β€’ Having a roof over my head and food on my plate
My list is a lot longer but I wouldn't want to bore you all πŸ™Š
What are you grateful for today?
@gabbybernstein #maycausemiracles
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Day 4 - Gratitude is my only attitude today πŸ™πŸΌ Today may not have been my best day with high pain levels and having to sleep most of the day but I still have lots to be grateful for: β€’ Having a comfortable bed to sleep in β€’ My @yuyubottle which has been a permanent fixture around my waist all day β€’ Having a good book to read β€’ My window seat and occasional spells of sunshine to warm my face β€’ Having a roof over my head and food on my plate My list is a lot longer but I wouldn't want to bore you all πŸ™Š What are you grateful for today? @gabbybernstein #maycausemiracles  πŸ“· by me
Book 2! I am completely hooked on these books and they are getting me through a day full of pain and hopefully my recovery after my operation on Monday. .
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#throneofglass #crownofmidnight #sarahjmaas #reading #ilovebooks #bookclub #books #endowarrior #endosister #chronicillness #chronicpain #pain #endosucks
Day 3 - Love did not create this.
Today is all about realising fear is an illusion and only love is real. Letting go of fear and being open to a loving perspective.
Last night during my full moon ritual I worked on my fears, listing the biggest ones that were ruling my life and after a meditation I burnt these fears in the fire to let them go.
Today I have felt a lot lighter and more positive so I have found this task flowed well. I haven't done anything too challenging again but I feel like I am in a much better place to deal with things when they arise.
This autumn sunset was the perfect way to end a day filled with love πŸ’œπŸŒ…
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@gabbybernstein #maycausemiracles
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#gabriellebernstein #love #selfcare #selflove #affirmations #positive #happiness #photography #sunset #autumn #journaling #mindfulness #meditation #mentalhealth #spiritualjourney #spiritualawakening #shepower #devinefeminine #goddess #wakethewitches #raiseyourvibration #soulsearching
Day 3 - Love did not create this. Today is all about realising fear is an illusion and only love is real. Letting go of fear and being open to a loving perspective. Last night during my full moon ritual I worked on my fears, listing the biggest ones that were ruling my life and after a meditation I burnt these fears in the fire to let them go. Today I have felt a lot lighter and more positive so I have found this task flowed well. I haven't done anything too challenging again but I feel like I am in a much better place to deal with things when they arise. This autumn sunset was the perfect way to end a day filled with love πŸ’œπŸŒ… . . . . @gabbybernstein #maycausemiracles  πŸ“· by me #gabriellebernstein  #love  #selfcare  #selflove  #affirmations  #positive  #happiness  #photography  #sunset  #autumn  #journaling  #mindfulness  #meditation  #mentalhealth  #spiritualjourney  #spiritualawakening  #shepower  #devinefeminine  #goddess  #wakethewitches  #raiseyourvibration  #soulsearching 
Autumn inspired blend in the burner today trying to warm myself up! 
We have just had confirmation that the roof is arriving next week for our extension so hopefully in two weeks time we should be watertight and have heating restored πŸ€žπŸΌπŸ™πŸΌ
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#essentialoils #blendoftheday #autumn #fall #oilburner #warming #amphoraaromatics #home #homeimprovements #buildingwork #spiritual #meditation #mindfulness